I hear voices in my head

[Deleted member 38494]

M (16) I have always been a fat little boy, from elementary school to one year ago , when I was younger i got bullied in several ways , sometimes just some stupid insults but people went ahead and started to beat me up . I never told anyone about this becouse i thought that only girlies would tell this to their parents , so time passed and passed and passed . The beatings weren’t that bad usually but one day something just snapped in my head a tiny little voice that says “Kill kill kill kill kill” several times . I sent my 3 bullies to the hospital . From then on it got worse, it’s like my head is guided by this toxic part of me wich tells me always the most brutal way to act , like in those cartoons were the little demon says bad things to do in the mind of the caracter. From bad things now when i am next to balconies , stairs, stairwells it tells me to end my self. I am tired of this but i am afraid to see a psychologist, does anyone know how to cure this?

 

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Im crazier than bin Laden

 

[Deleted member 29167]

thatrandomteen​

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JoinedAug 12, 2023

 

[Nick.Harte]

Gotta see a psych man. You’re displaying signs of Schizophrenia. Only meds and killing bullies / brutally beat them can fix this issue of yours.

 

[Deleted member 38494]

Gotta see a psych man. You’re displaying signs of Schizophrenia. Only meds and killing bullies / brutally beat them can fix this issue of yours.

I don’t even have the money for that . Btw thanks

 

[Dr. Bludy]

M (16) I have always been a fat little boy, from elementary school to one year ago , when I was younger i got bullied in several ways , sometimes just some stupid insults but people went ahead and started to beat me up . I never told anyone about this becouse i thought that only girlies would tell this to their parents , so time passed and passed and passed . The beatings weren’t that bad usually but one day something just snapped in my head a tiny little voice that says “Kill kill kill kill kill” several times . I sent my 3 bullies to the hospital . From then on it got worse, it’s like my head is guided by this toxic part of me wich tells me always the most brutal way to act , like in those cartoons were the little demon says bad things to do in the mind of the caracter. From bad things now when i am next to balconies , stairs, stairwells it tells me to end my self. I am tired of this but i am afraid to see a psychologist, does anyone know how to cure this?

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