I honestly believe that porn is the reason im non nt

[Amexmaxx]

Or at least not as nt as i used to. At least thats what self reflection and the feedback seems to tell me.

 

[Gonthar]

I watched porn first when I was 16 - I thought it was pretty disgusting... Until I was 24, I watched maybe like a dozen of different porn movies or clips, basically very little, back in those days Internet was limited and expensive, the porn tubes weren't invented yet, and the only way to watch it was by buying CDs or DVDs - most of them with pirated content, but me and my friends would prefer to buy regular movies, video games of software when we spent money on CDs/DVDs.
Anyway, even with such a low porn consumption, I still struggled a lot with girls and acting normal around them.
After cable Internet became widespread and porn easily available, I got used to it, started to watch it more often, but my situation with girls remained the same, I doubt porn has any major impact on someone being NT.

 

[Vermilioncore]

My mind is warped from porn and I just become very low inhib and think every woman wants to be raped by me

 

[Amexmaxx]

I watched porn first when I was 16 - I thought it was pretty disgusting... Until I was 24, I watched maybe like a dozen of different porn movies or clips, basically very little, back in those days Internet was limited and expensive, the porn tubes weren't invented yet, and the only way to watch it was by buying CDs or DVDs - most of them with pirated content, but me and my friends would prefer to buy regular movies, video games of software when we spent money on CDs/DVDs.
Anyway, even with such a low porn consumption, I still struggled a lot with girls and acting normal around them.
After cable Internet became widespread and porn easily available, I got used to it, started to watch it more often, but my situation with girls remained the same, I doubt porn has any major impact on someone being NT.

We are two different people boyo. With different genetics and upbringing. I watched my Nt low inhib and exuberance disappear before my eyes and it lines up to when i started to consume more porn.

 

[buckchadley31]

I watched porn first when I was 16

You're lucky as fuck. I remember when I was 12 and saw a naked lady on the internet for the first time, I was shaking and I couldn't sleep that night.
It mentally scarred me. And completely changed the way I look at other women

 

[Gonthar]

You're lucky as fuck. I remember when I was 12 and saw a naked lady on the internet for the first time, I was shaking and I couldn't sleep that night.
It mentally scarred me. And completely changed the way I look at other women

Actually, I watched softcore and erotic movies from an earlier age, they showed that stuff often on TV after midnight, and made sex look very sensual and romantic, all the sex scenes were tastefully filmed with soft light, moody music, and a seductive atmosphere, when I first saw porn with people just banging each other with the camera focused on their genitals it immediately looked gross, unnatural and very disgusting to me...

Even my first sexual experience was like this - I expected to be like in the erotic movies, something passionate and very romantic, but after some brief foreplay with my girlfriend in bed, without any music, mood ligthing and special atmosphere, she turned around, sitting an all fours, ready to get it doggystyle, and I felt kinda repulsed by this thinking: 'Hold on, real life sex isn't like in the erotic movies, it's actually like in the porn movies!". This also ruined my preconceived notions of love and sex, they didn't seem that magical anymore.

 

[Deleted member 15384]

stop being a pussy and blamiing it on porn...

 

[Deleted member 15384]

You're lucky as fuck. I remember when I was 12 and saw a naked lady on the internet for the first time, I was shaking and I couldn't sleep that night.
It mentally scarred me. And completely changed the way I look at other women

I remember I watched a video clip back in 2006 when I was like 7 about a lady who massaged her breasts, and it felt so good even back then