iblamewill
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Around 8 months ago my girl left me because of my looks so I got black pilled and improved drastically but I didn't let it consume me I also got really into smoking and drinking around the same time as this and I started to improve mentally and I even got off antidepressants around 2.5 months ago she left her new man for me and that's when my mental health started to decline knowing that I was about to go back into a relationship with someone who was having fun and probably getting passed around and as much as I wanted to I couldn't leave her because of the feelings I still had for her she eventually left me saying you've changes too much and after that I really let the bp consume me and ya sure if achieved htn -cl but my mental health is so shit I can't eat without stressing about bloating I'll freak out if I slightly break out and I started cutting again and idk how to get out of this hole that gets deeper each day