I honestly should've never exsisted

[whatseventhepoint]

First off no Im not gonna kill myself cause im too much of a pussy (even some of the truest of trucels cant bring themselves to do it). As long as I've remembered I haven't really meant to much to anyone outside of my immediate family and even then my parents have just seen me as a grade machine since birth. Literally everywhere I go I can feel the people in my vicinity stare at me seeing me as a lesser human being due to my looks or on a good day just ignoring me. I honestly feel like my life would be way more served dying as a solider for my country cause at least I'd get my wish of dying and i'd be using my energy for something rather than just rotting at home with my shitty genetics, looking outside and seeing kids my age have fun and hey maybe I MIGHT be remembered. Like I cant understate how much at times I hate my parents for bringing me into this world with their horrible genetics, like how can people be so selfish??? Ontop of that too everywhere I go I see a fucking went at school I see a 5'0 girl dating this 6'3 giant or if I go on fucking tiktok I see the most stupid takes imaginable like girls swearing on they're life that hypergamy isnt real or "5'8 is the new 6'2" and I actually see niggas buy into that shit, meanwhile the girls are pandering for views and clicks like nigga are you that fucking dumb? Some tiktok trend can't overwrite a human's biology wants for a sexually dimorphic trait(yes ik I use tiktok JFL). Honestly I think im coming to the terms with the fact that natural selection is gonna take my genes out which honestly isnt that bad. I could say more but I feel like this thread is somewhat long enough already to the point where the DNR warriors are finna start commenting that shit. Yall got any good copes?

TLDR: My life sucks and more copes would be appreciated

 

[soapbubble]

Dnr but same