Discussion I hooked up with an obese Asian chick 3 times. We were FWBs and now in a relationship. I went into a trance during sex. What the fuck just happened?

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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
 
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I wouldn't be able to take a girl out for dinner after fucking her 3 times with no effort on my part regardless of relationship label
My view is the complete opposite. I'm more comfortable with treating her to dinner after she had given up the goods. What I absolutely hate is when women on apps insist on getting a free dinner out of me when they don't even like me. And then they go ghost after the date.
 
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That's the whole points of those apps. Its another way the world and the ppl behind the apps allow women to 1+ on resources for low effort
My view is the complete opposite. I'm more comfortable with treating her to dinner after she had given up the goods. What I absolutely hate is when women on apps insist on getting a free dinner out of me when they don't even like me. And then they go ghost after the date.

I'm pretty sure this is some fake story though, if not, then im logging off for at least 24 hours. Bc this is the most disgusting, simp shit i have read in a good ass minute. All im going to say is desperation
 
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That's the whole points of those apps. Its another way the world and the ppl behind the apps allow women to 1+ on resources for low effort


I'm pretty sure this is some fake story though, if not, then im logging off for at least 24 hours. Bc this is the most disgusting, simp shit i have read in a good ass minute. All im going to say is desperation
The story is not fake. lol.
Maybe it really is desperation on my part. I'm having trouble figuring out what the hell happened.
I've had situations before where I fucked fatties and was absolutely disgusted and disgusted with myself.
But I actually enjoyed my sexual encounters with her. That's what blows my mind.
I do have a thing for thicc westernized Asian girls to begin with. But she's got too much meat on her. And I enjoyed myself. I don't get it.
I guess oxytocin can change your perception of reality. But my brain didn't produce oxytocin when I was with those other fat chicks.
 
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this sounds really nice. i'm happy for you!

at least you had fun despite you not liking her all that much.
 
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I don’t know if I should feel sorry for you or not champ. :lul: :lul:
 
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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
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Know too much about redpill, blackpill, bible etc. Theres no way with me knowing over the years how things should be, look at the way things are and be with it. All of that boyfriend girlfriend simpryshit is kiddy and gay as fuck to me. Sex is a different animal though, as many have did some disgusting shit while horney but this sounds different as post nut would have absolutely killed any future endeavors.

But what it really is, is trauma. Well it could be. Its not a trance, its the fact u may have trauma from (like for example); desiring femininity after being rejected it all your life.

I knew a girl similar to this, she had cat eye and a fem voice that did not remind me of the loudmouths i grew up around and i thought it was a trance too. She checked off all the boxes but was really skinny and not the most physically attractive but it got my hormones real high.

These situation are dangerous because its beta. It cant be real because without righteousness how can it be attractive? It would have to pretend to be. What im saying is u dont even know her for real so your setting yourself up. Shes not a unicorn considering the context of how u even met. So she will just blackpill you and cause u damage, which is why i say your blind because even a Ferrari becomes the ugliest car if it was the car that just ran you over and paralyzed you. Do you understand? im out
The story is not fake. lol.
Maybe it really is desperation on my part. I'm having trouble figuring out what the hell happened.
I've had situations before where I fucked fatties and was absolutely disgusted and disgusted with myself.
But I actually enjoyed my sexual encounters with her. That's what blows my mind.
I do have a thing for thicc westernized Asian girls to begin with. But she's got too much meat on her. And I enjoyed myself. I don't get it.
I guess oxytocin can change your perception of reality. But my brain didn't produce oxytocin when I was with those other fat chicks.
 
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All of that boyfriend girlfriend simpryshit is kiddy and gay as fuck to me.
The boyfriend/girlfriend romantic love stuff is the only thing in life that makes me feel alive. I can't really get into casual sex. I get emotional when I have good casual sex. And when I have bad casual sex, I pump n dump the girl. I remember when I first made love to my PSL ex Yogapants (whom was actually hot for real). That shit made me very emotional. That was the first time in my life that I truly felt alive. Yogapants made me feel like a Chad. But when she left me, I was suicidal. If I had to choose between being with Yogapants for another year but I had to die afterwards vs. living for 50 more years but never knowing her touch again, I would rather be with Yogapants again and die. She's my Black Widow. I have mixed feelings about that relationship. Because if I never met her, I would have never known happiness. I would have never felt like a Chad. I'd rather know love and then feel the pain of her leaving me than to have felt the pain of never having experienced her love.

In truth Yogapants is the reason why I started leanmaxxing mid-May and gymcelling mid-July. Because I want to feel her love again or recreate that feeling with someone else. I lost almost 36 lbs in 7 months and went from 29% body fat to 12.5% body fat. When I was with Yogapants, I was 160+ lbs (that's a lot for 5'6") and like 23.8% body fat. Yogapants I suspect has BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). Which is why I kinda wondered if my obese Asian gf also has BPD. Because she was the first woman since Yogapants to make me feel strong emotions like this.

I tried talking about my trauma from my relationship with Yogapants with a therapist and my therapist didn't really get it. She just told me that Yogapants likely has BPD and to block and go NC with her. And to avoid dating women with BPD again in the future. And she was trying to encourage me to go back to wagecucking because she says that earning a good income would make me more attractive to women. But the truth is, I don't want to be a beta provider like my bald Portuguese swarthy ethnik manlet of father, whom my mom didn't want to fuck for decades in their sexless marriage. I want to be an alpha male. A Chad. An Incubus. A woman's fantasy. Yogapants knew I was a NEET autistic loser and we met off sluthate. She thought I was sexy and loved my girthy cock. And this was before my leanmaxxing and gymcelling. And now this obese Asian chick thinks that I'm hot after the leanmaxxing and gymcelling.

I'm not sure why I got so turned on by the obese Asian chick. It's like a combination of her nymphomania, her hunger and desire for me, making me feel like a Manlet Chadlite Incubus, she has some sort of sex appeal about her, then there's my fetishization of her race (the first time a woman made me feel like a God was an Indian girl. Yogapants was also Indian. My Chinese ex also worshipped me. So I have a JBW White God Complex). I've had a thing for thicc Asian girls for awhile. But not this thicc. If she lost weight in her belly and her face, I would absolutely worship this chick probably. But then I'd worry about her leaving me for a Chadder guy if she lost weight. Her showing genuine care and tenderness for me and her acts of service towards me also endear me to her and make me feel more emotional during sex.
 
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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
That Asian pussy got my man reelin

I see you bro I see you. Welcome to Yellow Fever it’s a wild crazy world
 
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I see you bro I see you. Welcome to Yellow Fever it’s a wild crazy world
Whenever I've hooked up with obese white women, I felt absolutely disgusted.

I wonder if it really is just my yellow fever that was the X-Factor behind our sexual chemistry. I've liked thicc Asian girls for awhile. But I didn't know that I'd get hard and turned on by one this thiccc. Though another thing too about her that stuck out with me was that she had a certain sex appeal (I can't describe it), an air of sexual confidence (she chased me too), and the way she spoke, her voice sounded seductive. She was playful.

It's not like I get turned on by just any Asian girl too. I like bad Asian girls with that X-Factor sex appeal specifically. White cock hungry me love you long time nymphomaniac Asian sluts who treat me like a Manlet Chadlite Incubus White God.

My Chinese ex was average weight and she was a horny slut but she didn't dress sexy for me or have any sex appeal. She looked like a sexless being even though she was very sexual in bed. So they gotta have some sort of sex appeal. Like when you look at her or when you see the way she looks at you, you think "that's a bad Asian bitch. She love me long time."
 
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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
u lost 15% bf in 6 months?
 
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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
ndr
 
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u lost 15% bf in 6 months?
It took me almost 7 months to lose 15% bf but yeah close enough.

February 5: 168.2 lbs, 29.0% body fat
August 7 (7-day average): 141.7 lbs, 16.6% body fat
September 2 (7-day average): 136.0 lbs, 14.0% body fat
September 12 (7-day average): 132.9 lbs, 13.1% body fat

I still have belly fat underneath my belly button at 13.1% bf. It's ridiculous how shit my genetics are. I think I'm an endomorph body type. Part of it too is that I'm very small I think. Some fully gymcelled roided out guy on looksmax whose 170cm tall 75kg has more bf% than me but still has hard abs and an Adonis belt. Maybe I need to switch towards a bulk to get six-pack abs faster instead of doing the leanmaxxing. I'm in the gym lifting weights every other day because I want my body to prioritize burning fat instead of muscle. But this belly fat is taking forever to come off.
 
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I don’t know what to say
 
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Your looksmatch will only cook you hamburger helper and make you pay for her nails and hair all because you’re black

Over for us black folk
You’re white?
 
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Obese women give the best sex
 
LightSkinNoob

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Lucky guy, I miss this feeling with a women, it’s been a year, you just can’t beat it.
 
Chinacurry

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It took me almost 7 months to lose 15% bf but yeah close enough.

February 5: 168.2 lbs, 29.0% body fat
August 7 (7-day average): 141.7 lbs, 16.6% body fat
September 2 (7-day average): 136.0 lbs, 14.0% body fat
September 12 (7-day average): 132.9 lbs, 13.1% body fat

I still have belly fat underneath my belly button at 13.1% bf. It's ridiculous how shit my genetics are. I think I'm an endomorph body type. Part of it too is that I'm very small I think. Some fully gymcelled roided out guy on looksmax whose 170cm tall 75kg has more bf% than me but still has hard abs and an Adonis belt. Maybe I need to switch towards a bulk to get six-pack abs faster instead of doing the leanmaxxing. I'm in the gym lifting weights every other day because I want my body to prioritize burning fat instead of muscle. But this belly fat is taking forever to come off.
lifting weights to burn fat only works up to a point, and most normies reach that point v quickly.

what did u lose to shed that weight so quick?

what's your race?
 
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@aBetterMii this lucky nigga found a oneitis Fuark I’m jealous
 
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It’s called auto pilot, I do it a lot myself during sex. Then again I fuck for so long my dick goes numb and I cannot feel it. Yes I fuck for 6-8 hours. My last shag was 4.5 hours and it only ended cos girl got tired I could have carried on for another. 8 hours. Downside is my dicks completely desensitised due to porn do I never cum I’m in a constant state of ALMOST climaxing but I never do rip
I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
 
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This will be you one day with a slim gothic emo babe :Comfy: dont lose ur muscle and keep the flame alive
She has BPD too this guy is just like us

For some reason I can only get excited/LTR babes with BPD other girls are just eh

Waiting for that day and praying for you
 
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lifting weights to burn fat only works up to a point, and most normies reach that point v quickly.

what did u lose to shed that weight so quick?

what's your race?
I cut back on my calorie intake too. And I started running every other day early July to increase my calorie deficit.
I'm white. Southern European descent.
 
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She has BPD too this guy is just like us

For some reason I can only get excited/LTR babes with BPD other girls are just eh

Waiting for that day and praying for you
I'm only speculating that my fat Asian gf has BPD. But based on her behaviour and how I described her, it sounds like she does have BPD right?
I've only ever been in LTRs with women who probably have BPD. I can't connect with women who don't have that energy.
 
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I'm only speculating that my fat Asian gf has BPD. But based on her behaviour and how I described her, it sounds like she does have BPD right?
I've only ever been in LTRs with women who probably have BPD. I can't connect with women who don't have that energy.
Yeah clear signs, I’m the same, I also have autism, might be something to do with that
 
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Is it because they hunger for us and appreciate us more in bed and so they put more effort in trying to please us sexually?
No it’s because the fat ass and big boob jiggling
 
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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
didn't read but I can clearly tell it's fake dumb schizo asians can't be obese it is literally impossible for their physiology not to be skinny BTS twinks
 
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How many lbs? (Her not you) , like 300+?
 
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How many lbs? (Her not you) , like 300+?
Honestly I'm not sure. I'm really bad at judging weight. And I'm afraid to ask her because I don't want to hurt her feelings.

Keep in mind also that I weighed in at like 130.6 lbs last night (5'6" tho, she's 5'5") and my 7-day average is 132.6. I'm small af. So that might skew my perception of how big she is.

If we go by BMI, obesity for 5'5" is 180 lbs. So maybe we're looking at that ball park. But maybe she isn't that heavy. I've seen her naked. I'm going by my judgment of her body fat visually that she must be at least 32% body fat (that's the obesity cut-off for women). But BMI is a faulty measure. When I was 168.2 lbs @ 5'6" (27.4 BMI), I had 29% body fat. That's obese (25+% bf for men). If you live a sedentary lifestyle, particularly if you don't lift weights or do any heavy lifting for work, your BMI can be merely overweight or even normal weight and you can still be obese. Even when I was like 148-149 lbs, I was almost borderline obese because I didn't lift and didn't do manual labour.
 
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Honestly I'm not sure. I'm really bad at judging weight. And I'm afraid to ask her because I don't want to hurt her feelings.

Keep in mind also that I weighed in at like 130.6 lbs last night (5'6" tho, she's 5'5") and my 7-day average is 132.6. I'm small af. So that might skew my perception of how big she is.

If we go by BMI, obesity for 5'5" is 180 lbs. So maybe we're looking at that ball park. But maybe she isn't that heavy. I've seen her naked. I'm going by my judgment of her body fat visually that she must be at least 32% body fat (that's the obesity cut-off for women). But BMI is a faulty measure. When I was 168.2 lbs @ 5'6" (27.4 BMI), I had 29% body fat. That's obese (25+% bf for men). If you live a sedentary lifestyle, particularly if you don't lift weights or do any heavy lifting for work, your BMI can be merely overweight or even normal weight and you can still be obese. Even when I was like 148-149 lbs, I was almost borderline obese because I didn't lift and didn't do manual labour.
I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese.
If you're okay with her being obese and like her(even while not having sex) and just not due to cuz she lusts after you, plus, she also doesn't just lusts you but like you as a person than you're good to go ig?
 
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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.

Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.

I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.

She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.

After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.

The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.

Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.

The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.

We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.

Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh

For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.

What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
Good to see some Toronto-centric content

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