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I was in a streetcar going downtown from the CNE 9 days ago with my buddy. She was at a bar downtown. She sees my profile 1 mile away and says to her friend, "he's hot, I'm going to message him." By the time I get the message, I'm at a suburban subway station on the west end. And she's already at the east end of the city. lmfao. She sends me her GPS coordinates to come get her. I ignore her because she lives too far and then I go drive home. And she's bummed out. From her pic, she just looks like a basic bitch Asian chick. Nothing special.
Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.
I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.
She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.
After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.
The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.
Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.
The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.
We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.
Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh
For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.
What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
Then she double texts me the next day. I'm not keen on meeting her though. Because she lives 54km away (33.6 miles) and she doesn't drive and doesn't host. But then she double texts me, "or we can just make out." And for some reason, I guess because it's been like 12 days since I got laid and got ghosted by some other chick, I figured that I'd give it a shot. I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to drive 54 km each way for carfun with this chick.
I get there. I see that there is a thicc westernized Canadian-born Asian chick (half Filipina/half Japanese) in a baggy sweater. I thought, "good" because I was afraid I was going to get jumped by BBC in Malvern who were setting me up. lmfao. She goes into my car and tongue kisses me. She wants to go to a park. We go there and park my car. It's dark af. We make out. Oh my God I was so fucking turned on. This was only the second woman I got physical with in nearly 2 years. I was so fucking horny. I didn't know I needed this. I didn't know that this obese Asian chick was gonna make me feel this good. I didn't even really know at the time how big this chick was. Because it was dark and she was wearing a baggy sweater. I felt up her body and could tell she was big. But oh my God it was like gorging on food after starving for years.
She was so hungry for me and desired me. I was 5'6" 134.5 lbs @ 13.4% body fat at the time. I used to be 29% body fat in February. I told her that she was pretty while we were making out. I was so fucking horny. She said that I was hot. All those months of leanmaxxing and gymcelling was culminating into this moment. She made me feel like a Chad Incubus. She told me that she wanted to be ongoing friends with benefits and I agreed. I don't know what the fuck happened. I was in a trance. There was so much passion, so much affection. I think from both ends. Maybe I fed off her energy. Her voice was so sexy. She called me daddy. I told her that I liked her and she said she liked me too. My cock was so hard. She sucked my dick. I came in her fucking noodlewhore mouth. She grabbed my hair when I went down on her.
After unfogging my windows, we headed to a McDonald's drive-thru to get Coke Zero for me and a Iced Tea for her. I paid like a gentleman. While looking at her in the moonlight in that drive-thru, I thought to myself, "you're my beautiful noodlewhore" and I held her hand. I don't know why the fuck I did it. But I wanted to make this chick my gf. She looked at my face confused wondering if I was really serious. But then afterwards she would initiate holding my hand as well. We chatted and got to know each other in the parking lot while drinking our sodas. In the moonlight. I liked her. I wanted her to be my gf.
The second time we hooked up, this time she was wearing office clothes that revealed more of her figure. She was bigger than I remembered her. She's obese. Even though I had just met her the previous day. Then I started to regret holding her hand the previous day. But then we were driving along Bloor Street, shooting the shit. I thought to myself, "she is a cool chick." She unzips my jeans and starts stroking me off while I am driving down Bloor Street looking to pull up into a parking lot. We go into a Canadian Tire parking lot.
Its far more well-lit so I can see her body more this time. We make out again and fool around. And then I go into a trance again. I am so unbelievably turned on by this fat westernized Asian bitch. She's such a nymphomaniac who can't get enough of me. I call her a bad girl. She's like "you love it." "You love it when I'm bad." Her voice is so sexy. My cock is so fucking hard. What the fuck is going on? How is it that I like this girl? She makes me feel like I'm her fucking White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. I kiss her so passionately. I caress her face softly and lovingly. I grab her face and tongue kiss her. I kiss her forehead. I put my chin to her forehead. What. The. Absolute. Fuck. Why Am I doing this? Why am I giving her affection when she has already offered me no strings attached friends with benefits? Why am I so nice to my Chink Pet? Why am I all like some romantic Christian Grey with her? It's like I am subconsciously love bombing her through my touch and kisses? Am I Narcissist? Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder? Does she have Borderline Personality Disorder? She tells me that I'm so passionate.
The third time, she's staying at a hotel in Niagara Falls after going to a friend's wedding. She said that she wished I'd come see her. I drove 64 minutes to go see her. She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I did this. I had trouble finding parking in downtown Niagara. They were charging outrageous rates to park at her hotel. And they wouldn't let me park there unless I gave them the name of the guest. The room was registered to a name that was different than hers. So I had to find parking elsewhere. I was having an anxiety attack. I'm autistic and have generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder. When she saw that I had an anxiety attack, she held my hand. She kissed me. She helped me find parking in the area.
We went to her hotel room. I couldn't get it up. I had all sorts of cortisol in my blood stream at the time. I was so stressed out from earlier. I was cuddling with her. But unable to get hard. An hour later I pop a Cialis I had in my wallet. She says I don't have to do that. I cuddle with her some more. Then 30 minutes later I am like rock fucking hard. I don't know if it's just the placebo effect. Or if I calmed down. Or if cuddling and kissing with her helped. I don't think the Cialis actually really helped. I don't have blood flow problems. I was hard af and in a trance again. It's all a blur after that. I was all affectionate, passionate and romantic with her and shit. I got all emotional and shit. Because she really moved me when she was holding my hand, kissing me and assisting me when I had an anxiety attack earlier. I told her that she is good to me and that I really like her. I thanked her for comforting me and being understanding. We were like love bombing each other. I don't know what the fuck was going on. Why was I so horny and emotional for this obese Asian girl? She then told me that she wanted us to be exclusive and I agreed. We're now bf/gf. I was hard practically all night. We barely got any sleep. Up almost all night. I was kissing her all night. I asked her to rim me and she did it for a little bit too.
Wrong, but it feels so right
Wrong, but it feels so right
It don't make sense but it feels so nice
Show me, show me, oh
Show me your chest on mine
Show me your legs up high
I don't wanna kiss all night, kiss all night
Ohh
For our fourth date, she wants me to take her out to dinner and I said I'd love to.
What the fuck just happened?
Why is the sexual chemistry with this obese westernized Canadian-born Asian girl this electric?
Does she have BPD or some shit? Maybe I have NPD or BPD? What the fuck?
She's like this fucking nympho who treats me like her White Manlet Chadlite Incubus God. She worships me. I've never seen a woman hunger for me like this before. The sex is so passionate and affectionate.
I haven't felt this way about a woman since my PSL ex Yogapants.
But it's funny, I look at things from a sober mind when we're not having sex and I see that she's obese. But when we're intimate, I go into a trance.
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