I hope God kills me.

[BlackFag]

I'm so tired of it all
i try to bluepill myself but how could i when i have a mirror
i can see my subhumanity

i can't even be anger
just sad, thats all i feel now
i'm just sad all the time, its unfortunate really
i hate being a Catholic, as it stops me from doing what i truly want to do
to end my pathethic life

i hope God can do something soon to end my life
as i obviously never deserved it.

i truly have no hope for the future
i lie to myself, but i don't have any true hope
it will get worse
it always does, as thats the best i can ever get

i'm giving myself until january 1st 2027
i either
A: get friends and people who actually find me attractive and shit and whatever (not happening )
B: God has pity upon my subhuman soul and kills me
C: i kill myself, i plan on doing it anyways, i bought Ethylene glycol and Methanol, and already have the exact amount measured and the hour picked


TLDR; i hope God kills me, or i will do it myself

 

[greylurker]

why are you asking god, he doesnt care enough to kill you. although dont kill yourself please

 

[greylurker]

I'm so tired of it all
i try to bluepill myself but how could i when i have a mirror
i can see my subhumanity

i can't even be anger
just sad, thats all i feel now
i'm just sad all the time, its unfortunate really
i hate being a Catholic, as it stops me from doing what i truly want to do
to end my pathethic life

i hope God can do something soon to end my life
as i obviously never deserved it.

i truly have no hope for the future
i lie to myself, but i don't have any true hope
it will get worse
it always does, as thats the best i can ever get

i'm giving myself until january 1st 2027
i either
A: get friends and people who actually find me attractive and shit and whatever (not happening )
B: God has pity upon my subhuman soul and kills me
C: i kill myself, i plan on doing it anyways, i bought Ethylene glycol and Methanol, and already have the exact amount measured and the hour picked


TLDR; i hope God kills me, or i will do it myself

why do you remaqin a catholic if you hate the religion and what does it stop you from doing?

 

[Psl King]

I'm so tired of it all
i try to bluepill myself but how could i when i have a mirror
i can see my subhumanity

i can't even be anger
just sad, thats all i feel now
i'm just sad all the time, its unfortunate really
i hate being a Catholic, as it stops me from doing what i truly want to do
to end my pathethic life

i hope God can do something soon to end my life
as i obviously never deserved it.

i truly have no hope for the future
i lie to myself, but i don't have any true hope
it will get worse
it always does, as thats the best i can ever get

i'm giving myself until january 1st 2027
i either
A: get friends and people who actually find me attractive and shit and whatever (not happening )
B: God has pity upon my subhuman soul and kills me
C: i kill myself, i plan on doing it anyways, i bought Ethylene glycol and Methanol, and already have the exact amount measured and the hour picked


TLDR; i hope God kills me, or i will do it myself

Do the friends have to be irl? Or can you accept ppl online as friends?

 

[BlackFag]

why are you asking god, he doesnt care enough to kill you. although dont kill yourself please

i ask God, as i hope there's a heaven beyond death
something to finally make up for the years of shit i had

 

[BlackFag]

why do you remaqin a catholic if you hate the religion and what does it stop you from doing?

i remain catholic because i genuinely believe in christianity
but i'm willing to suffer the consequences

 

[BlackFag]

Do the friends have to be irl? Or can you accept ppl online as friends?

i personnaly just want irl friends
people who can see me yk?

 

[Psl King]

i personnaly just want irl friends
people who can see me yk?

I see

 

[greylurker]

i ask God, as i hope there's a heaven beyond death
something to finally make up for the years of shit i had

heaven is cope. just made up by the elites who wanted to create a religion to control the masses, with the promise of eternal happiness if they just suffer now. although im not opposed to religion if you genuinely believe it and it improves your life

 

[pexy]

PM if you want advice

 

[Kahoas]

I'm so tired of it all
i try to bluepill myself but how could i when i have a mirror
i can see my subhumanity

i can't even be anger
just sad, thats all i feel now
i'm just sad all the time, its unfortunate really
i hate being a Catholic, as it stops me from doing what i truly want to do
to end my pathethic life

i hope God can do something soon to end my life
as i obviously never deserved it.

i truly have no hope for the future
i lie to myself, but i don't have any true hope
it will get worse
it always does, as thats the best i can ever get

i'm giving myself until january 1st 2027
i either
A: get friends and people who actually find me attractive and shit and whatever (not happening )
B: God has pity upon my subhuman soul and kills me
C: i kill myself, i plan on doing it anyways, i bought Ethylene glycol and Methanol, and already have the exact amount measured and the hour picked


TLDR; i hope God kills me, or i will do it myself

Don’t kys you got foids to slay

 

[britadeirajunior999]

 

[BlackFag]

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this won't work on me
i'm a proud iqlet

 

[britadeirajunior999]

this won't work on me
i'm a proud iqlet

be glad for that

if ur iq would be any higher u were prolly dead by now

 

[Raison_d'être]

How do you want to die and don't want to rope at the same time?

 

[BlackFag]

be glad for that

if ur iq would be any higher u were prolly dead by now

if my iq were any higher i would have avoided my own conception jfl

 

[britadeirajunior999]

if my iq were any higher i would have avoided my own conception jfl

depends on the iq tho, 135qi+ ur most likely destined to kill urself or even people

Most of the serial killers was high iq

 

[BlackFag]

How do you want to die and don't want to rope at the same time?

suicide is a sin in catholicism
so i'm trying to avoid roping

(but its an eventuality tho )

 

[Raison_d'être]

suicide is a sin in catholicism
so i'm trying to avoid roping

(but its an eventuality tho )

oh you're religious, couldn't be me but ig that's valid