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I only keep contact with two friends, all my other friends were never my friends and are associates that I don’t care about

I also sit at lunch by myself on purpose. I never approach anyone and wait for people to approach me. I rarely even speak at school anymore, I even question sometimes why I still go.

Some say the black-pill ideology is depressing, well, I say it’s a blessing. I’ve been able to avoid toxic people much more thanks to this shit. It’s to the point I don’t like to get on the phone or conversate in real life, because when I try, I see through the individual bluepillers npc reaction of making me feel inferior. They get aroused off seeing people fail.

I don’t want to be noticed anymore, I just become stressed. Being noticed by lots of people is a huge stressor in my opinion. I don’t understand how people deal with that? Don’t you guys ever get tired of talking?
 
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I was like that in high school too i avoided everyone even people who wanted to be friends with me. It’s so tiring trying to always keep up with normies and trying to fake your personality to appear like everyone else. After a while of being alone you just get used to it and can enjoy doing things you actually like to do without having someone interfere.
 
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I’ve been able to avoid toxic people much more thanks to this shit.
How does the blackpill aid in that? Wouldn't the blackpill argue the inverse? That you NEED to get your human connections done as early as possible, or you will be irreparably fucked socially for the rest of your life?
 
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How does the blackpill aid in that? Wouldn't the blackpill argue the inverse? That you NEED to get your human connections done as early as possible, or you will be irreparably fucked socially for the rest of your life?
I’m already socially fucked regardless cause of my non ntness. so being around people has made me even more socially crippled. also, blackpilled nihilism has taught me the true nature of people irl. every person every relationship every friendship you have is and can be transactional. and also I plan to make a spectrum of the blackpill soon
 
I never approach anyone and wait for people to approach me

Lowkey an incel trait and sign of high-inhib. Low-inhib Confident people dgaf and approach and make friends with anyone.
 
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every person every relationship every friendship you have is and can be transactional.

Why is that bad? Everyone acts in their own self interest, even you. Life is transactional, capitalism exists and that's the basis of society.
 
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I only keep contact with two friends, all my other friends were never my friends and are associates that I don’t care about

I also sit at lunch by myself on purpose. I never approach anyone and wait for people to approach me. I rarely even speak at school anymore, I even question sometimes why I still go.

Some say the black-pill ideology is depressing, well, I say it’s a blessing. I’ve been able to avoid toxic people much more thanks to this shit. It’s to the point I don’t like to get on the phone or conversate in real life, because when I try, I see through the individual bluepillers npc reaction of making me feel inferior. They get aroused off seeing people fail.

I don’t want to be noticed anymore, I just become stressed. Being noticed by lots of people is a huge stressor in my opinion. I don’t understand how people deal with that? Don’t you guys ever get tired of talking?

Sounds based bro. This is how I ended up a 41 yo virgin.
 
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I was like that in high school too i avoided everyone even people who wanted to be friends with me. It’s so tiring trying to always keep up with normies and trying to fake your personality to appear like everyone else. After a while of being alone you just get used to it and can enjoy doing things you actually like to do without having someone interfere.
Major cope nigga. A lifetime of social isolation has made it so that I am completely unmotivated to do anything and that there is nothing I even want to do in the first place. Internet, porn, and video games (the only things there really are to do as a socially isolated nigga) absolutely nuke your dopamine receptors. You are either on your way to reaching the point I'm at, or you are autistic (spergs have weird obsessions and can be satisfied with just solitary activities)
 
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I have no friends. When I talk to people they don't respond or they disrespect me
 
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Ur the weird guy
 
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ROOOOPPEEE ITS TIME TO ROPE FAGGOTS WTF AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
 
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Ur the weird guy
I’ll always be the weird guy I have never fitted in because of my non nt I get really rageful when normies prefer talking to their own and im just some alien

when I first mentioned my autism on this site I was hoping for some way to fix it but their is no fix for autism so now im accepting that I will always be the weird one and that’s why im doing my own shit

Because when I do try to fit in no one wants me to. So fuck every normie and fuck their sheep head asses lol
 
I’ll always be the weird guy I have never fitted in because of my non nt I get really rageful when normies prefer talking to their own and im just some alien

when I first mentioned my autism on this site I was hoping for some way to fix it but their is no fix for autism so now im accepting that I will always be the weird one and that’s why im doing my own shit

Because when I do try to fit in no one wants me to. So fuck every normie and fuck their sheep head asses lol
damn bro brutal maybe try to join like a sport or some it will make ur ntness go up a lil
 
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Major cope nigga. A lifetime of social isolation has made it so that I am completely unmotivated to do anything and that there is nothing I even want to do in the first place. Internet, porn, and video games (the only things there really are to do as a socially isolated nigga) absolutely nuke your dopamine receptors. You are either on your way to reaching the point I'm at, or you are autistic (spergs have weird obsessions and can be satisfied with just solitary activities)
based asf activities are only fun to do with friends
 
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Sounds based bro. This is how I ended up a 41 yo virgin.

Did you lose your virginity yet? I thought you were planning to escortmax?
 
when I first mentioned my autism on this site I was hoping for some way to fix it but their is no fix for autism so now im accepting that I will always be the weird one and that’s why im doing my own shit.

Unironically become friends with other autists. Misery loves company, and if you hate normies so much try to befriend guys you see sitting alone. All of my closest friends were made this way. Literally nothing bad can come of it, since if anything they're just as socially retarded as you are, and have no reason to shame you. Aren't autists supposed to be low inhibiton anyway?
’ll always be the weird guy I have never fitted in because of my non nt I get really rageful when normies prefer talking to their own and im just some alien.
when I do try to fit in no one wants me to.
Same. Don't try to fit in. Unless you are spergy to the point where you're licking the floor and shit, being yourself is a significant step up from trying to "act normie". Everyone, especially normies, can tell if you're faking it. If you give up now, you'll die a wizard, trust.
 
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