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For contextual purposes: I am 100% straight, very comfortable with my sexuality and up until now thought that sleeping with a ladyboy required someone to be gay. I would never kiss a guy and the idea just seems unfathomable to me. My brain is just not wired to like men. Having said that, I did find something exciting with ladyboy porn, specifically ladyboys with real women. I'm not desperate for sex and am very comfortable around women. I've had many fantastic relationships.
I was travelling through South East Asia and met a girl online. She was really cute, and I was wary that someone could be a ladyboy in this region, but she seemed to check out. We arranged to have dinner.
When I first saw her in real life, I did suddenly think...hmm what if she was a man. She did have slightly chiselled features and a husky voice. She said she had a cough, thus the voice.
We had a great dinner and lots of chemistry. She told me about her ex boyfriend and generally about her life. To make sure she wasn't a ladyboy I gave her a recount of how my friend hooked up with a ladyboy by accident in Asia, and she seemed shocked. I asked more directly and she was offended I was asking the question, so I played it off as a joke. All seems to check out...
We had a kiss then hit the clubs and had a good night out. The next morning she came over to my hotel. I was still tipsy. We were making out on my bed. I had some warning signals where she wanted to be on top a lot and go down on me, but really shy when I tried to finger her. Previously she said "I hate being fingered", so I thought ok maybe she really dislikes it.
Then she said "do you want to fuck my arse". ... Now, I love anal with girls, but girls never really suggest that straight off the bat. I was more confrontational and said "did you use to be a boy". She finally admitted "yes".
I was very confused. I was attracted to her physically, as a woman. But she had a penis. Awkward boner alert.
I'd like to say that I stopped there and ended things, but ... somehow we got into it. I blew...her? And fucked her. Twice. I couldn't quite comprehend why I was so aroused by the juxtaposition of being attracted to the female side, but not being completely turned off by the something extra.
I was visibly shaken after and she asked if she should leave, to which I apologised profusely and said yes.
This has made me question the construct of gender and sexuality. If we define gender by genitalia, then I should not have been attracted to her, as again, I wouldn't even kiss a 'man', no matter how effeminate. She was effectively a girl from a young age, and lived life as a female. I was attracted to that.
I was travelling through South East Asia and met a girl online. She was really cute, and I was wary that someone could be a ladyboy in this region, but she seemed to check out. We arranged to have dinner.
When I first saw her in real life, I did suddenly think...hmm what if she was a man. She did have slightly chiselled features and a husky voice. She said she had a cough, thus the voice.
We had a great dinner and lots of chemistry. She told me about her ex boyfriend and generally about her life. To make sure she wasn't a ladyboy I gave her a recount of how my friend hooked up with a ladyboy by accident in Asia, and she seemed shocked. I asked more directly and she was offended I was asking the question, so I played it off as a joke. All seems to check out...
We had a kiss then hit the clubs and had a good night out. The next morning she came over to my hotel. I was still tipsy. We were making out on my bed. I had some warning signals where she wanted to be on top a lot and go down on me, but really shy when I tried to finger her. Previously she said "I hate being fingered", so I thought ok maybe she really dislikes it.
Then she said "do you want to fuck my arse". ... Now, I love anal with girls, but girls never really suggest that straight off the bat. I was more confrontational and said "did you use to be a boy". She finally admitted "yes".
I was very confused. I was attracted to her physically, as a woman. But she had a penis. Awkward boner alert.
I'd like to say that I stopped there and ended things, but ... somehow we got into it. I blew...her? And fucked her. Twice. I couldn't quite comprehend why I was so aroused by the juxtaposition of being attracted to the female side, but not being completely turned off by the something extra.
I was visibly shaken after and she asked if she should leave, to which I apologised profusely and said yes.
This has made me question the construct of gender and sexuality. If we define gender by genitalia, then I should not have been attracted to her, as again, I wouldn't even kiss a 'man', no matter how effeminate. She was effectively a girl from a young age, and lived life as a female. I was attracted to that.