I just feel like giving up on life

[slavic.cel]

I always knew I was ugly and unlovable. It took me years to get used to that but now I have many hobbies, friends and dreams that fulfil my life and at least attempt to fill the hole caused by my subhuman genetics. But my little brother is starting to hit puberty and it is obvious who has the better genes. He has everything I ever wanted to have and he does nothing for it. If he doesn’t have school he wakes up and plays videogames until going to sleep. I barely see him even eat anything. Now every time I look at him I see a constant reminder of how close I was to looking at least like the average person. Worst part is he constantly makes fun of my looks. My days are now filled with fantasies of him dying or his face getting disfigured in some way. I just count the days till I can go study abroad and hopefully see his face only one in a few years

 

[bananabrick]

don't waste your energy. seek surgery instead of pity. those are fantasies of the powerless, of those who refuse to change. you do not need to be like him to better yourself.

 

[slavic.cel]

don't waste your energy. seek surgery instead of pity. those are fantasies of the powerless, of those who refuse to change. you do not need to be like him to better yourself.

I won’t have enough money for surgeries until I’m like 30 and at that point who even cares your best years are over every girl you will meet already experienced chad. That is if they will even look good and natural which in most cases they won’t

 

[bananabrick]

I won’t have enough money for surgeries until I’m like 30 and at that point who even cares your best years are over every girl you will meet already experienced chad. That is if they will even look good and natural which in most cases they won’t

never with that additude, really what's stopping you from getting some fake email job, counter service is easy as fuck. shit costs nothing in turkey you can do this.

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

I always knew I was ugly and unlovable. It took me years to get used to that but now I have many hobbies, friends and dreams that fulfil my life and at least attempt to fill the hole caused by my subhuman genetics. But my little brother is starting to hit puberty and it is obvious who has the better genes. He has everything I ever wanted to have and he does nothing for it. If he doesn’t have school he wakes up and plays videogames until going to sleep. I barely see him even eat anything. Now every time I look at him I see a constant reminder of how close I was to looking at least like the average person. Worst part is he constantly makes fun of my looks. My days are now filled with fantasies of him dying or his face getting disfigured in some way. I just count the days till I can go study abroad and hopefully see his face only one in a few years

You have to prove your worth as a provider and a protector, Slavic women aren't that lookists.

 

[kwfti]

I always knew I was ugly and unlovable. It took me years to get used to that but now I have many hobbies, friends and dreams that fulfil my life and at least attempt to fill the hole caused by my subhuman genetics. But my little brother is starting to hit puberty and it is obvious who has the better genes. He has everything I ever wanted to have and he does nothing for it. If he doesn’t have school he wakes up and plays videogames until going to sleep. I barely see him even eat anything. Now every time I look at him I see a constant reminder of how close I was to looking at least like the average person. Worst part is he constantly makes fun of my looks. My days are now filled with fantasies of him dying or his face getting disfigured in some way. I just count the days till I can go study abroad and hopefully see his face only one in a few years

atp do everything you can to hardmaxx

and stop thinking abt killing your little brother tf