I just feel so chopped man it’s over for me (DONT BE ME)

[AuraLead]

I feel super chopped at this stage in my life and genuinely want to off myself.

I suppose I can just roll the dice and do eye surgeries .

why does it have to be me , my Down syndrome little brother of 18 has a better eye area than me and it mogs mine while he’s 5 years mentally. JFC I just can’t man it’s enough and all these fking ai chads on social media how tf can I COMPETE ? I always thought I look great until I took a good honest look at my ratios holy wtf do I do now . Im 25. BROKE , CHOPPED and BITCHLESS never even had a girl as a friend.

Mom sacrificed everything working NIGHTSHIFT for decades as a single mom so I could be successful but I spend them in my fking ROOM gaming tryna mew and cope with softmaxxing thinking I will magically outgrow my face.

Now I’m 25 been to gym for years , still chopped and agepill now no degree no fking money , a maloclusion and misaligned jaw , in FKING need of a double jaw surgery. Negative canthal tilt , recessed maxilla that’s too small (need sarpe) plus a fking open bite. It’s genuinely a fking horror story I can’t fking believe my position .

wanna trade? FFS I’m jus ranting cause there’s no point in living for me I failed everyone and everything.

 

[maracaton]

I also feel really miserable in this world and probably a lot of the people in this forum. Theres no real answer to our struggle since we were born with it, and even when we fix it it wil still follow us forever. Im spending the next couple years studying so i can get my degree and pay for DJS and maybe live a normal life. Studying feels worthless since Im spending time to do well in a place that only brings pain to me. I have jusst been half-assing shit for the last maybe 3 years and honestly feel lost. I no longer feel any sadness or pity towards myself I just exist with close to no thought. When the guy in front of me kisses his girlfriend I no longer feel sad or jealous its just void. I just hope one day I can finally be in peace with myself and with the world, a path never chosen but one you cant escape from. Life will get better eventually when we are 40+ and just dont give a shit about anything anymore and just wanna be happy.

 

[JohanBigBalle]

Lol

 

[AuraLead]

Dude fk it let’s feel good about it , let’s not throw the towel in the fking bucket. There’s so much hope.

We can still DIY filler our jaw and I get canthopexy , while working out disciplined / cold showers / skincare / grinding for money get the fking bag be him. eat extremely healthy and sleep well. every fking day while spiritual well-being maxing and manifesting cause why not . It’s not easy but it’s our only fking PATH.

Let’s not give up cause when we do it’s already over . Idk I got a realization that nobody got their sht together . (Fk Jews who are genetically blessed and got money maybe but fk them)

We’re better than them cause we’re self build once we’re there but we already ARE yk.

Fk THEM let’s be alien with our routines and get fking rich and HTN at best and maybe even cl or chad if surgery max after we just have to START now. Don’t just STICK with studying LIFEFUEL. Half ass it to succes while working on other projects ai / trading/ whatever idc we’ll figure it out as we go.

Once ur rich in 1-2-3 years you can easily surgery max the best places faster and live better anyway.

So let’s FKING DO A 360 , the VOID we have right now is a super power , while those guys are distracted by garbage pssy we can become “him”. And energetically be a fking adam/ chad (semen retaining self improvement character wise / consciousness wise) while looks gonna be at LEAST HTN but defo CL plausible depending on surgery faith which you maxxed your vibrational energy to create your own luck.

DUDE I HOPE THIS GAVE LIFE FUEL. Our only way is to stop being a weak btch tryna glaze our mirror reflection but actually gettsht done calculated.


Our kind once they hit the jackpot , will be ruthless with girls that void will turn into the biggest dark triad charizma you can think of!

HOPE THIS REWIRED YOU IT DID ME WERE MIRIN ITS JUST DELAYED
@maracaton

 

[AuraLead]

Lol

Tf is funny gray

 

[greydove.]

Tf is funny gray

Grey on grey violence

 

[ltnsdfa]

I feel super chopped at this stage in my life and genuinely want to off myself.

I suppose I can just roll the dice and do eye surgeries .

why does it have to be me , my Down syndrome little brother of 18 has a better eye area than me and it mogs mine while he’s 5 years mentally. JFC I just can’t man it’s enough and all these fking ai chads on social media how tf can I COMPETE ? I always thought I look great until I took a good honest look at my ratios holy wtf do I do now . Im 25. BROKE , CHOPPED and BITCHLESS never even had a girl as a friend.

Mom sacrificed everything working NIGHTSHIFT for decades as a single mom so I could be successful but I spend them in my fking ROOM gaming tryna mew and cope with softmaxxing thinking I will magically outgrow my face.

Now I’m 25 been to gym for years , still chopped and agepill now no degree no fking money , a maloclusion and misaligned jaw , in FKING need of a double jaw surgery. Negative canthal tilt , recessed maxilla that’s too small (need sarpe) plus a fking open bite. It’s genuinely a fking horror story I can’t fking believe my position .

wanna trade? FFS I’m jus ranting cause there’s no point in living for me I failed everyone and everything.

Life is suffering man, I am not going to sugarcoat, but if u do go through with surgical interventions it will become significantly better so if I were u I would try to make money anyway I can.

 

[onfoenem]

Tf is funny gray

 

[ascendingsub3asian]

All you can do is just work hard and give your mum a better live , no hope for foids

 

[Animepilled]

Nigga at least you live in fucking America. You can make shitload of money working the lowest job and do some surgeries for pennies in like Mexico or Brazil or smth. I live in fucking eastern Europe, on top of having a fucked up jaw i also struggle with hair loss and health problems. Jaw surgery in Moscow costs fucking 20k while the salary is 10% of what you make.
If you live in the West and your only problem is your jaw your fucking BLESSED nigga. Shut up and stop whining.

 

[maracaton]

Dude fk it let’s feel good about it , let’s not throw the towel in the fking bucket. There’s so much hope.

We can still DIY filler our jaw and I get canthopexy , while working out disciplined / cold showers / skincare / grinding for money get the fking bag be him. eat extremely healthy and sleep well. every fking day while spiritual well-being maxing and manifesting cause why not . It’s not easy but it’s our only fking PATH.

Let’s not give up cause when we do it’s already over . Idk I got a realization that nobody got their sht together . (Fk Jews who are genetically blessed and got money maybe but fk them)

We’re better than them cause we’re self build once we’re there but we already ARE yk.

Fk THEM let’s be alien with our routines and get fking rich and HTN at best and maybe even cl or chad if surgery max after we just have to START now. Don’t just STICK with studying LIFEFUEL. Half ass it to succes while working on other projects ai / trading/ whatever idc we’ll figure it out as we go.

Once ur rich in 1-2-3 years you can easily surgery max the best places faster and live better anyway.

So let’s FKING DO A 360 , the VOID we have right now is a super power , while those guys are distracted by garbage pssy we can become “him”. And energetically be a fking adam/ chad (semen retaining self improvement character wise / consciousness wise) while looks gonna be at LEAST HTN but defo CL plausible depending on surgery faith which you maxxed your vibrational energy to create your own luck.

DUDE I HOPE THIS GAVE LIFE FUEL. Our only way is to stop being a weak btch tryna glaze our mirror reflection but actually gettsht done calculated.


Our kind once they hit the jackpot , will be ruthless with girls that void will turn into the biggest dark triad charizma you can think of!

HOPE THIS REWIRED YOU IT DID ME WERE MIRIN ITS JUST DELAYED
@maracaton

I have been going consistently to the gym for 4 years eating healthy and doing shit right, unfortunately my biacromial is really shitty and at 5'11 the more jacked I look the uglier my phisique gets, its sad but whatever. I have never had any trouble with discipline and being consistent I worked really hard to get into the degree Im in, its just positive human interactions that im missing. Im probably jut gonna push forward with studies and live a peaceful life in the country side after I get some surgeries to fix my face. Dont get me wrong If I had nobody that looks after me I would have ended shit already, but cant imagine how bad my family would suffer for me if I did so, they dont deserve it. Just keep looking forward and hope one day you can smile at someone you love wih a life you are happy with.

 

[LackEmpathyTherefor]

I have been going consistently to the gym for 4 years eating healthy and doing shit right, unfortunately my biacromial is really shitty and at 5'11 the more jacked I look the uglier my phisique gets, its sad but whatever. I have never had any trouble with discipline and being consistent I worked really hard to get into the degree Im in, its just positive human interactions that im missing. Im probably jut gonna push forward with studies and live a peaceful life in the country side after I get some surgeries to fix my face. Dont get me wrong If I had nobody that looks after me I would have ended shit already, but cant imagine how bad my family would suffer for me if I did so, they dont deserve it. Just keep looking forward and hope one day you can smile at someone you love wih a life you are happy with.

Wtf is biacromial

 

[maracaton]

Wtf is biacromial

shoulder width

 

[lurking truecel]

I mean its life man, dont worry

 

[bjebb007]

bro just grind some money and go to turkey, I would just roll the dice

 

[subtierjester]

I feel super chopped at this stage in my life and genuinely want to off myself.

I suppose I can just roll the dice and do eye surgeries .

why does it have to be me , my Down syndrome little brother of 18 has a better eye area than me and it mogs mine while he’s 5 years mentally. JFC I just can’t man it’s enough and all these fking ai chads on social media how tf can I COMPETE ? I always thought I look great until I took a good honest look at my ratios holy wtf do I do now . Im 25. BROKE , CHOPPED and BITCHLESS never even had a girl as a friend.

Mom sacrificed everything working NIGHTSHIFT for decades as a single mom so I could be successful but I spend them in my fking ROOM gaming tryna mew and cope with softmaxxing thinking I will magically outgrow my face.

Now I’m 25 been to gym for years , still chopped and agepill now no degree no fking money , a maloclusion and misaligned jaw , in FKING need of a double jaw surgery. Negative canthal tilt , recessed maxilla that’s too small (need sarpe) plus a fking open bite. It’s genuinely a fking horror story I can’t fking believe my position .

wanna trade? FFS I’m jus ranting cause there’s no point in living for me I failed everyone and everything.

Dnr

 

[Acquiescence]

wanna trade? FFS I’m jus ranting cause there’s no point in living for me I failed everyone and everything.

If you’re still blaming yourself for all this shit you haven’t fully internalized genetic determinism