iblameb
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I was working at a prestigious restaurant in my capital city. Big prices, people from Europe came and I got to speak with them, rich people from the country etc. Big tippers, they were giving like hundreds of bucks as tips but I didn't make a lot
as I worked as I didn't work officially and was mostly training there so I worked a lot for free.
today some mfckin blogghers came and the manager said to be very careful but I messed something up. Not even a big thing, I had to first deliver some soup and rice but I started with the meat so she starting bitching me "blah blah how can't u remember this, u're working for 6 days already." Fuckin bitch.
my biggest regret is I didn't make a lot and I need the money for my roidmaxxing so I called my last place and asked if they have something free and said they'll call me by tomorrow.
GOD I HATE BEING AUTISTIC. I'm not cute or quirky autistic like the people on tt like to pretend. I'm just stupidly autistic.
Everything that involves human interaction makes me want to jump off a bridge. I'm such a stupid fuck.
I mean I'm just retarded. Idk how to live on this earth. I'm messing up the easiest things. The kind of retard in the room that just seems so socially awkward and makes people wanna leave. I thought I was mastering the social interactions but... I mean I'm ok at speaking I'm just terrible at doing the supposed job-being a waiter.
All these neurotypicals fuck should I do in this life if I was born like this?
as I worked as I didn't work officially and was mostly training there so I worked a lot for free. today some mfckin blogghers came and the manager said to be very careful but I messed something up. Not even a big thing, I had to first deliver some soup and rice but I started with the meat so she starting bitching me "blah blah how can't u remember this, u're working for 6 days already." Fuckin bitch.
my biggest regret is I didn't make a lot and I need the money for my roidmaxxing so I called my last place and asked if they have something free and said they'll call me by tomorrow.
GOD I HATE BEING AUTISTIC. I'm not cute or quirky autistic like the people on tt like to pretend. I'm just stupidly autistic.
Everything that involves human interaction makes me want to jump off a bridge. I'm such a stupid fuck.
I mean I'm just retarded. Idk how to live on this earth. I'm messing up the easiest things. The kind of retard in the room that just seems so socially awkward and makes people wanna leave. I thought I was mastering the social interactions but... I mean I'm ok at speaking I'm just terrible at doing the supposed job-being a waiter.
All these neurotypicals
fuck should I do in this life if I was born like this?
