I just got home after surviving my sixth suicide attempt

[Dot1]

There’s no way this is news to you @chadisbeingmade @SlayerJonas

Nigga tagged the whole gang to jump elixir

 

[imontheloose]

I literally do not do research on testosterone prices. I never considered taking it. That's why.

It costs nothing to manufacture pretty much. Real nigga like me injected a gram a week like 8 years ago n haven’t done it since

 

[enchanted_elixir]

It costs nothing to manufacture pretty much. Real nigga like me injected a gram a week like 8 years ago n haven’t done it since

What kind of effects did you experience?

 

[imontheloose]

What kind of effects did you experience?

Nothing really. I didn’t care to go to the gym or anything, I was just a dumb kid having fun with whatever. I stopped after I began feeling a bit shitty (and the fact I kept on hitting nerves and veins bc of how stupidly I injected myself)

 

[Greyascension]

@Greyascension this the dude u saved

NIGGA, Idk why so many people attempted on new years its crazy

 

[buckchadley31]

Start grinding ranked League Of Legends

 

[Zaref]

I just want a peaceful life in a rural area around people like me. I don’t think increasing testosterone would help with that

This is pure copium, moving into a white rural area is a fabricated fairy-tale cope fantasy you've created in your head. It's not gonna change anything instead moving there won't "save" you, it’ll just accelerate your isolation into full-blown hikikomori LDAR mode until you finally rope.

Unironically what you need is a woman.

 

[MrItsNeverOver]

Sup G,

I've been in some pretty dark spots too, thought about attempting but never did. Wondered why the world dicked down on me all the time. Tough but critical bit is realising everything is your fault, goes both ways - good and bad. You could speak up to your boss, get a new job, move out or to a new city, but you haven't. Once you start taking responsibility for everything, even meaningless little shit that shouldn't even be your fault life gets easier and you can build from there bro. You're weak? Get stronger. Shit diet? Stop eating goyslop. Shit job? Qualify in something new.

Start lifting weights and blast 10k iu of Vitamin D a day with K2. You are probably depressed and/or cooked mentally at the moment. Huge doses of D3 can help this quickly, lifting helps with accountability and being systemically healthy.

It's all in your hands big boy.

 

[Whirr22222]

This shit is genuinely insane and fucked up I hope bro is doing okay

 

[disillusioned]

Nobody fails at killing themselves six fucking times. OP is a bitch who craves attention.

 

[GandyLuvr]

Any actual legitimate life advice would be greatly appreciated at this point since my life is really bad right now.

So, if any of you were hanging out here on New Year’s Eve I posted my suicide note and shortly after I attempted suicide by hanging myself on the ceiling fan in my room.

After I hung it I hung there for about three or four minutes before the entire ceiling fan snapped and fell out of the fucking ceiling. Idk who installed it 20 years ago but it couldn’t hold the weight of a 170 pound man so the entire fucking fan fell. Right on top of me as well. Well my whole family heard the crash and walked in on me laying on the floor with a purple face with a shattered and broken ceiling fan lamp all over me.

They called the police and took me to the ER. I was in the ER for about 12 hours until they found me a room in the hospitals psych ward.

I got discharged today after the 72 hour hold that they do. And I’ve been home sitting in my room drinking green tea for about an hour now.


I really don’t know where to go from here. Many many things led me feeling like this. I get treated like shit by my boss at my job. He micromanaged me and criticizes my every move. I’m stuck living at home with my parents even though I’m 27 years old in a city. It’s a big massive crime ridden city too. I’ve spoken about this a lot before and I hate that I’m racist but I really just want to be around people who are similar to me. I want to live somewhere that is quiet and rural. I just want to be somewhere far away from the crime and people breaking into my house. Loud parties.

I really don’t want to be racist. I don’t want other races to die or anything. I just want to live amongst people who share my culture with me. I want to live a quiet life.

I don’t know any way to go about reaching my goals. They all seem impossible. I just don’t know where to go from here.

You hung yourself over blacks???

 

[LTNUser]

Some weird bitch been talking about this forum having 100+ suicides etc and is trying to cancel is innocent incels

Bitch didn't receive any attention IRL that is why she resorted to lying to normies by giving them an absolute false idea about certain activities that occur on this forum

You hung yourself over blacks???

Hanging yourself over men is cucked

 

[zophlol]

Yeah he doesn’t care about me at all. If he did he would help me in some way

He obviously cares about you if you've tried 6 times and still haven't died yet

 

[samuel_hamrick]

Any actual legitimate life advice would be greatly appreciated at this point since my life is really bad right now.

So, if any of you were hanging out here on New Year’s Eve I posted my suicide note and shortly after I attempted suicide by hanging myself on the ceiling fan in my room.

After I hung it I hung there for about three or four minutes before the entire ceiling fan snapped and fell out of the fucking ceiling. Idk who installed it 20 years ago but it couldn’t hold the weight of a 170 pound man so the entire fucking fan fell. Right on top of me as well. Well my whole family heard the crash and walked in on me laying on the floor with a purple face with a shattered and broken ceiling fan lamp all over me.

They called the police and took me to the ER. I was in the ER for about 12 hours until they found me a room in the hospitals psych ward.

I got discharged today after the 72 hour hold that they do. And I’ve been home sitting in my room drinking green tea for about an hour now.


I really don’t know where to go from here. Many many things led me feeling like this. I get treated like shit by my boss at my job. He micromanaged me and criticizes my every move. I’m stuck living at home with my parents even though I’m 27 years old in a city. It’s a big massive crime ridden city too. I’ve spoken about this a lot before and I hate that I’m racist but I really just want to be around people who are similar to me. I want to live somewhere that is quiet and rural. I just want to be somewhere far away from the crime and people breaking into my house. Loud parties.

I really don’t want to be racist. I don’t want other races to die or anything. I just want to live amongst people who share my culture with me. I want to live a quiet life.

I don’t know any way to go about reaching my goals. They all seem impossible. I just don’t know where to go from here.

6th? You’re pretty fucking bad at this. Please stope attempting bro. Obviously you have some will to live if you’ve failed 6 times. Love you bro

 

[TrueGuerilla]

You'd succeed the first time if you actually tried. The thing is – you do not deserve to go this way. Live your life because that's all you get. There are no second chances. Don't treat temporary problems with permanent solutions.