I just got offended so much that I feel strangely bad physical pain

[2chevskuy]

Sometimes people hurt me so much that the stabbing pain in my heart radiates down my arm, all the way to my wrist. It’s such a strange feeling, it physically hurts now in my forearm

 

[Deleted member 110398]

i have npd and sometimes i feel like there is a physical growing emptiness inside me whenever someone criticizes me or whenever i feel ashamed

 

[VohnnyBoy]

it can’t be that bad nigga

 

[2chevskuy]

i have npd and sometimes i feel like there is a physical growing emptiness inside me whenever someone criticizes me or whenever i feel ashamed

Heyy I have suspections of being narcissistic too, once a girl didn’t wanna jerk off with me on a facetime I cried my eyes out secretly

 

[2chevskuy]

it can’t be that bad nigga

maybe it’s just the excess e2 that I am being so emotional idk

 

[Deleted member 110398]

Heyy I have suspections of being narcissistic too, once a girl didn’t wanna jerk off with me on a facetime I cried my eyes out secretly

That shit is not narcy

 

[2chevskuy]

That shit is not narcy

Yeah ur right but I didn’t say it was but I’m just really dependent on external attention and validation

 

[Deleted member 110398]

U just wanted to get ur dick wet bhai, narcissists have a core of problems that usually stem from themselves and not due to external things like that. The most important being usually self worth issues

 

[Grievous]

anxiety/embarrasment

 

[2chevskuy]

U just wanted to get ur dick wet bhai, narcissists have a core of problems that usually stem from themselves and not due to external things like that. The most important being usually self worth issues

idk pal it wasn’t even that I kinda felt unwanted and it hurt me kind of

 

[VohnnyBoy]

U just wanted to get ur dick wet bhai, narcissists have a core of problems that usually stem from themselves and not due to external things like that. The most important being usually self worth issues

whats your symptoms?

 

[Deleted member 110398]

idk pal it wasn’t even that I kinda felt unwanted and it hurt me kind of

sounds more like bpd if im honest

 

[2chevskuy]

sounds more like bpd if im honest

may be

 

[Deleted member 110398]

whats your symptoms?

antipathy, bad capability for interpersonal relationships, manipulation, fluctuating self esteem, the inability to feel self worth, extreme hypersensitivity towards criticism, extreme feelings of shame that manifest somatically in my body, self harm (this is basically just proof that its bad enough, but this by itself isnt a symptom just for npd)

 

[2chevskuy]

idk pal it wasn’t even that I kinda felt unwanted and it hurt me kind of

not just that you know uhh how do I phrase it

like
the most enjoyable and turning on thing for me is feeling desired or admired, I would legit catch boners and get wet from receiving a gift, idk what is that, maybe I’m kinky

 

[2chevskuy]

not just that you know uhh how do I phrase it

like
the most enjoyable and turning on thing for me is feeling desired or admired, I would legit catch boners and get wet from receiving a gift, idk what is that, maybe I’m kinky

@lykoris bpd or no? I don’t know anything about it tbh

 

[Deleted member 110398]

@lykoris bpd or no? I don’t know anything about it tbh

could just be an admiration kink my guy im no professional even though ive spent multiple years studying PDs on my own

 

[Deleted member 110398]

Fyi im also an aspie and diagnosed for that aswell

 

[Deleted member 152141]

Yeah ur right but I didn’t say it was but I’m just really dependent on external attention and validation

wouldnt be on org if not

 

[2chevskuy]

wouldnt be on org if not

Woah makes sense

 

[2chevskuy]

Fyi im also an aspie and diagnosed for that aswell

i wanted to say cool but aha there’s nothing cool about it right

 

[Deleted member 152141]

Woah makes sense

water nigga

 

[Deleted member 110398]

antipathy, bad capability for interpersonal relationships, manipulation, fluctuating self esteem, the inability to feel self worth, extreme hypersensitivity towards criticism, extreme feelings of shame that manifest somatically in my body, self harm (this is basically just proof that its bad enough, but this by itself isnt a symptom just for npd)

@VohnnyBoy Fyi if you're interested my mix is a mix of antagonistic (antisocial) and vulnerable traits

 

[VohnnyBoy]

@VohnnyBoy Fyi if you're interested my mix is a mix of antagonistic (antisocial) and vulnerable traits

i am, thanks for the info cuz i do have some npd traits but im hoping its just a coincidence

 

[Deleted member 110398]

i am, thanks for the info cuz i do have some npd traits but im hoping its just a coincidence

its pretty normal to have traits, its basically in the human nature to. Just becomes a problem when your personality style is completely narcissistic and when your personality organization is neurotic or borderline, at that point you can speak of a narcissistic personality disorder