wraith4_3
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It's not cause because of looks or anything I mean yea partly..but I isolated myself for so long,I legit think my brain is damaged beyond repair when it comes to social interactions and behavior..I don't think I will ever be normal and being a 6'5 lmtn one day won't make up for it..
I'm too low inhib to do anything..make friends,talk to girls,go to fun places even alone.
I'm basically just rotting at home and wasting my life away..
And the worst part is not even ascending will change a thing since I can't even behave like a human around people.
I will look like a mentally disabled person since I haven't been around people for too long
Idk why but I just wanna rope..my dad has Parkinson,my mum is abusive,my grandparents are ill and my gramps has cancer..
I'm a genetic dead end who has no future,not even a high iq so I can make money and rot alone
I lwk think this is the end..
What's the point being a 6'5 mtn if I'm mentally ill,behave like a schizophrenic escapee from a mental hospital and can't even form coherent sentences when I speak
I might buy a rope somewhere in a store and go to a tree at my grandma's garden and just hang myself on a tree..
Atleast it will be finally over and I won't have to do this shit anymore
I'm too low inhib to do anything..make friends,talk to girls,go to fun places even alone.
I'm basically just rotting at home and wasting my life away..
And the worst part is not even ascending will change a thing since I can't even behave like a human around people.
I will look like a mentally disabled person since I haven't been around people for too long
Idk why but I just wanna rope..my dad has Parkinson,my mum is abusive,my grandparents are ill and my gramps has cancer..
I'm a genetic dead end who has no future,not even a high iq so I can make money and rot alone
I lwk think this is the end..
What's the point being a 6'5 mtn if I'm mentally ill,behave like a schizophrenic escapee from a mental hospital and can't even form coherent sentences when I speak
I might buy a rope somewhere in a store and go to a tree at my grandma's garden and just hang myself on a tree..
Atleast it will be finally over and I won't have to do this shit anymore