I just realized the blackpill ruined me

[Spamorzz]

I used to be the funniest kid before, looks never mattered that much to me I even thought I was pretty cute and that every girl wanted me. Now i face the harsh truth, I look into the mirror every time and I hate myself. My social media is full of handsome people and I know whose life is easy because of the pretty privilege. I wish I was like them, but now I dont even have the confidence to talk to girls which is weird because just months ago I could bag any bitch I wanted looking even worse than now. I wish I had never discovered looksmaxing, the title itself is just a bait to lure you into thinking you can improve. Fact is you end up realizing you cant and youre even more insecure. Now ig its too late and I can either trust the process and pray for puberty to give me a glowup, accept and swallow the pill or try to make a minor improvement out of all the methods out there from which I dont know to distinguish the true ones and the fake ones that will waste my time. I feel like nothing would work. Mewing, face exercises, cosmetics im starting to feel like thats just industry bullshit that wants to get easy money from insecure dudes. Honestly fuck this if youre new to it just be gone for me its already too late as ive said but ig every member of the community had his moment of realization

 

[Spamorzz]

I used to be the funniest kid before, looks never mattered that much to me I even thought I was pretty cute and that every girl wanted me. Now i face the harsh truth, I look into the mirror every time and I hate myself. My social media is full of handsome people and I know whose life is easy because of the pretty privilege. I wish I was like them, but now I dont even have the confidence to talk to girls which is weird because just months ago I could bag any bitch I wanted looking even worse than now. I wish I had never discovered looksmaxing, the title itself is just a bait to lure you into thinking you can improve. Fact is you end up realizing you cant and youre even more insecure. Now ig its too late and I can either trust the process and pray for puberty to give me a glowup, accept and swallow the pill or try to make a minor improvement out of all the methods out there from which I dont know to distinguish the true ones and the fake ones that will waste my time. I feel like nothing would work. Mewing, face exercises, cosmetics im starting to feel like thats just industry bullshit that wants to get easy money from insecure dudes. Honestly fuck this if youre new to it just be gone for me its already too late as ive said but ig every member of the community had his moment of realization

Bump once again nigga im tired