I just received a text

[Psychophilly]

as long as i don't open it, it could be her texting me for the first time.
but the willpower of hope is so strong that i can't last more than 5 minutes.

i can't help it, i just think she finally texted me.

btw it's always ads.

 

[Psychophilly]

can you believe i'm feeling good rn, i havn't opened it. i can just cope its her. its makes me feel better.
imagine the mental disorder degree i have.

 

[Psychophilly]

fuck i opened it, it was ad. the good feeling disappeared.

 

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