I just spent close to $15k

[notalive]

Booked 2 surgeries
Will be spending an additional 50-60k over the next year
Going to be taking loans and stealing money from family without telling them
I will ascend from subhuman to LTN probably mid 2025 to early 2026 at 26-27 years old

 

[notalive]

NO ONE CAN STOP ME

 

[MA_ascender]

what you getting

 

[Oueyy]

surgeries is a meme

 

[notalive]

what you getting

Bimax and genio
And an expensive scars treatment

 

[notalive]

Bimax and genio
And an expensive scars treatment

This is not the full bimax amount btw, it will be a lot more

 

[notalive]

surgeries is a meme

Over for you povertycel

 

[notalive]

No one will stop me I will become a LTN and geomax to India to slay village foids mercilessly

 

[whotthehell]

Mirin dedication but if you end up ltn only that’s quite lame, good luck tho

 

[notalive]

Mirin dedication but if you end up ltn only that’s quite lame, good luck tho

The biggest failo is the severe scars and unfortunately those are basically unfixable so I am capped at low to mid LTN if I can even get there

Otherwise bimax would’ve ascended me from LTN to MTN/HTN if I didn’t have scars

 

[Deleted member 68202]

i cant take loans nigga help a brotha

 

[notalive]

Near the end of each step I will try posting my ascension pics

 

[notalive]

i cant take loans nigga help a brotha

Shit’s ruined my credit, wish I could brotha

 

[Deleted member 23245]

wishing you the best

 

[CookieGuy]

Bimax and genio
And an expensive scars treatment

Subhuman -> LTN.

Not a good deal

 

[notalive]

Subhuman -> LTN.

Not a good deal

LTN is infinitely better than sub human
So great deal in my opinion

 

[CookieGuy]

LTN is infinitely better than sub human
So great deal in my opinion

You still don’t unlock anything in life. LTN -> MTN gives you access to some women (achievement unlocked) HTN gives you access to slaying (achievement unlocked) Chadlite unlocks universal appreciation for looks (achievement unlocked). And LTN is typically seen as the incel starting ground. It’s like you save your money for a long time for a Videogame only to get stuck at the tutorial and never pick it up again

 

[notalive]

You still don’t unlock anything in life. LTN -> MTN gives you access to some women (achievement unlocked) HTN gives you access to slaying (achievement unlocked) Chadlite unlocks universal appreciation for looks (achievement unlocked). And LTN is typically seen as the incel starting ground. It’s like you save your money for a long time for a Videogame only to get stuck at the tutorial and never pick it up again

It’s all relative
The difference in the experience of life as a LTN vs sub human is massive
Just how you are generally treated in society is infinitely better as an LTN. I want that even if I don’t unlock access to women
Currently khhv 26

 

[CookieGuy]

It’s all relative
The difference in the experience of life as a LTN vs sub human is massive
Just how you are generally treated in society is infinitely better as an LTN. I want that even if I don’t unlock access to women
Currently khhv 26

LTN still gets treated as below human tho. People stare at you, look at you funny, bully you.

 

[notalive]

it’s ascend or rope for me
I’m not a coper
I’m not NEET and will never LDAR
We shall see what happens and if it’s good enough for me

 

[CookieGuy]

it’s ascend or rope for me
I’m not a coper
I’m not NEET and will never LDAR
We shall see what happens and if it’s good enough for me

Are you capped at LTN?

 

[SamuraiCope]

Currently khhv 26

Honestly, at 26 you gotta take drastic measures to change things or the agepill is just gonna cuck you hard sooner

 

[notalive]

Are you capped at LTN?

Yes unfortunately, and that is hoping that my scars will ever improve more than 50%. It’s the scarring mostly. Good skin is a bare minimum, people don’t get how important it is to not look like dirty/nasty with permanent scars and holes on your face

 

[Vermilioncore]

must suck hard to be so ugly you need surgeries and to spend thousands of dollars to look good.
I’m ugly as shit too but somehow I lucked out and get pussy and validation. Guess I cheated the system.

 

[notalive]

Honestly, at 26 you gotta take drastic measures to change things or the agepill is just gonna cuck you hard sooner

I realized this late but now I’m going all in

All or nothing

 

[MaghrebGator]

Cancel them. You still have time to save yourself some money and a great amount of dignity.

 

[notalive]

Cancel them. You still have time to save yourself some money and a great amount of dignity.

First one is in 2.5 weeks
Bimax is later but I already have braces on
You aren’t stopping me
No one is
I’m a train at this point, I will run over anything to get these done

Most of my day is spent researching them and working toward getting them
I will never stop working toward them
Until I run out of options, then I will rope

 

[MaghrebGator]

First one is in 2.5 weeks
Bimax is later but I already have braces on
You aren’t stopping me
No one is
I’m a train at this point, I will run over anything to get these done

Most of my day is spent researching them and working toward getting them
I will never stop working toward them
Until I run out of options, then I will rope

SAVE-YOURSELF-WHILE-THERE-IS-STILL-TIME

Don't be dumb and emotional, nor do get dragged by "Muh i spent too much time on this even if it was a mistake and now i can't go back because muh i have too much pride and can't recognize a mistake muh"

 

[CookieGuy]

First one is in 2.5 weeks
Bimax is later but I already have braces on
You aren’t stopping me
No one is
I’m a train at this point, I will run over anything to get these done

Most of my day is spent researching them and working toward getting them
I will never stop working toward them
Until I run out of options, then I will rope

Can I see what you look like?

 

[Dominicoon]

I’d rather just give up than ascend so late tbh, you’ll be in your 30s by the time you’re fully ascended

 

[notalive]

I’d rather just give up than ascend so late tbh, you’ll be in your 30s by the time you’re fully ascended

Giving up for me means death
And death is scary
So I’m running away from death as much as I can

I’m not okay with LDAR forever and that’s what my life will be if I don’t ascend

 

[optimisticzoomer]

So over

 

[Foreverbrad]

Giving up for me means death
And death is scary
So I’m running away from death as much as I can

I’m not okay with LDAR forever and that’s what my life will be if I don’t ascend

Yeah bro I am 31 and still yet to ascend.

I know suicide beckons either way. Either I can follow through with my surgery plan and do suicide by tren, or I can be a pussy and immediately OD. Either way there’s not exactly a retirement plan any more, simply too far behind in life in every way for it to matter.

 

[FacialStructure404]

severe scars and unfortunately those are basically unfixable

Fully ablative C02 laser resurfacing, microneedling, filler. Plenty of options

 

[notalive]

Yeah bro I am 31 and still yet to ascend.

I know suicide beckons either way. Either I can follow through with my surgery plan and do suicide by tren, or I can be a pussy and immediately OD. Either way there’s not exactly a retirement plan any more, simply too far behind in life in every way for it to matter.

I’d rather be dirt poor in retirement having lived a decent life than live no life at all to only retire in a fancy nursing home or rotting by myself

I have already thought out the whole OD plan in detail and know exactly how to obtain the means. I’m not fine being complacent and living on .is forever and cope forever. That’s not what I want. I have big dreams and wants and desires.

 

[notalive]

Yeah bro I am 31 and still yet to ascend.

I know suicide beckons either way. Either I can follow through with my surgery plan and do suicide by tren, or I can be a pussy and immediately OD. Either way there’s not exactly a retirement plan any more, simply too far behind in life in every way for it to matter.

I want to die having tried

That will be a much more peaceful and easier to accept death for me

 

[notalive]

Yeah bro I am 31 and still yet to ascend.

I know suicide beckons either way. Either I can follow through with my surgery plan and do suicide by tren, or I can be a pussy and immediately OD. Either way there’s not exactly a retirement plan any more, simply too far behind in life in every way for it to matter.

Additionally I have a somewhat plausible plan that will ascend me in tangible ways and is obtainable. No reason not to try as long as you can obtain the funds one way or anothrr

 

[lurking truecel]

Good luck bro, you got this

 

[lurking truecel]

You still don’t unlock anything in life. LTN -> MTN gives you access to some women (achievement unlocked) HTN gives you access to slaying (achievement unlocked) Chadlite unlocks universal appreciation for looks (achievement unlocked). And LTN is typically seen as the incel starting ground. It’s like you save your money for a long time for a Videogame only to get stuck at the tutorial and never pick it up again

I mean you can def slay as Ltn, but I would say its always the longterming that's hard. In clubs good looking foids can fuck ltn:s.

 

[Deleted member 56968]

bimax is 25k no?

 

[Foreverbrad]

Additionally I have a somewhat plausible plan that will ascend me in tangible ways and is obtainable. No reason not to try as long as you can obtain the funds one way or anothrr

But after that, then what?

The only way for me to obtain funds is wage cucking for £40k a year. I’d honestly prefer to have no money and at least not be forced to go into the office with normies every day who see me as lower than dirt.

So I wagecuck until my surgery then blast tren and hopefully die before the remaining money runs out in a couple of years. I can’t see any alternative to this outcome, I simply don’t have the finances and I’m too old to get my shit together.

I used to think that after surgery I’d be able to integrate into normie society but I know in my heart that will never happen.

 

[lurking truecel]

bimax is 25k no?

+ Orthotreatment most of the time

 

[notalive]

bimax is 25k no?

It’s 40k+ but I’ve only paid for braces and a deposit so far, full balance due closer to surgery

Plus the skin treatment I’m talking about is several thousand

 

[Deleted member 56968]

+ Orthotreatment most of the time

braces?

 

[Deleted member 56968]

It’s 40k+ but I’ve only paid for braces and a deposit so far, full balance due closer to surgery

Plus the skin treatment I’m talking about is several thousand

where are you getting it? ramieri charges 25k for bimax +genio

 

[notalive]

But after that, then what?

The only way for me to obtain funds is wage cucking for £40k a year. I’d honestly prefer to have no money and at least not be forced to go into the office with normies every day who see me as lower than dirt.

So I wagecuck until my surgery then blast tren and hopefully die before the remaining money runs out in a couple of years. I can’t see any alternative to this outcome, I simply don’t have the finances and I’m too old to get my shit together.

I used to think that after surgery I’d be able to integrate into normie society but I know in my heart that will never happen.

I make more than that and yes I am treated like shit at work and it’s a brutal existence

I am wage slaving hard

I guess I have a little more funds than you to make this work, for me it’s not completely financially devastating

For you I would just rope at that point, I’d probably still wageslave and get as many loans as I could to get surgeries before I roped

 

[notalive]

where are you getting it? ramieri charges 25k for bimax +genio

USA and I am not disclosing additional information at this time as surgeons and their offices do indeed lurk these websites and Reddit

 

[notalive]

where are you getting it? ramieri charges 25k for bimax +genio

I haven’t consulted with ramieri but Raffaini wanted me to come in person just for the consult and the travel costs also add up, I believe hes also up to 35k now

 

[lurking truecel]

But after that, then what?

The only way for me to obtain funds is wage cucking for £40k a year. I’d honestly prefer to have no money and at least not be forced to go into the office with normies every day who see me as lower than dirt.

So I wagecuck until my surgery then blast tren and hopefully die before the remaining money runs out in a couple of years. I can’t see any alternative to this outcome, I simply don’t have the finances and I’m too old to get my shit together.

I used to think that after surgery I’d be able to integrate into normie society but I know in my heart that will never happen.

You got this, whats surgeries you want ?

 

[lurking truecel]

I haven’t consulted with ramieri but Raffaini wanted me to come in person just for the consult and the travel costs also add up, I believe hes also up to 35k now

He quotes foid's 20k raffaini I heard