BlackFag
HTN in the Making
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I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I’m slowly losing the ability to look at myself in the mirror
It’s like I’m subconsciously ashamed of my face
I tried to force myself to look into the mirror
And I threw up (not much which is pretty bad)
I actually might rope if I don’t ascend
I’ve been having more and more nightmares where it’s just women starring at me with disgust (I think)
I’m slowly losing the ability to look at myself in the mirror
It’s like I’m subconsciously ashamed of my face
I tried to force myself to look into the mirror
And I threw up (not much which is pretty bad)
I actually might rope if I don’t ascend
I’ve been having more and more nightmares where it’s just women starring at me with disgust (I think)