I just tried telling my dad about all the abuse and bullying that happened to me growing up, and he tried to tell me it didn't happen.

[5'7" 3/4s]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

 

[Mogsgymmaxx]

Bump

 

[KKamikaze]

I read every single molecule,hope your situation gets better boyo.

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

I read every single molecule,hope your situation gets better boyo.

thanks bhai ima try to get through ts

 

[registerfasterusing]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

Idk bru i got made fun of and shit a lot too but idk ive js accepted it atp it happens and im too socially underdeveloped to change it or reverse what damage has alr been done so yeah it is what it is tbh

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

if i have too, ill resort to the jewpills to get me through school. i know i can do it, but these things man.

im already about to take indian dutasteride, if im ok with jeets then i might as well be ok with jews.

 

[User28823]

high T dad didnt raise no bitch

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

Idk bru i got made fun of and shit a lot too but idk ive js accepted it atp it happens and im too socially underdeveloped to change it or reverse what damage has alr been done so yeah it is what it is tbh

idk man i tried to accept it, but it viscerally feels so brutal sometimes

 

[Deleted member 155219]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

2-3 years Dagestan and 2-3 cycles of TEST

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

high T dad didnt raise no bitch

this nigga was an immigrant who was thrown into the south bronx in the 80s-90s, all he knows is high T surrounded by gang violence and corruption his whole life

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

2-3 years Dagestan and 2-3 cycles of TEST

unironically considering the test after i check my hormones ngl

wtf is dagestan

 

[eBoy_]

whats crazy is that when I was in middle school, I also played a DBZ game on roblox.

I hope you're situation gets better, sorry to hear you got bullied.

 

[Prøphet]

I’m sorry bro sounds exactly like how I grew up

Learning that most people, even your own blood, are ignorant to things they can’t 100% understand, is a difficult lesson to learn

 

[K4ZYA223]

Bad time to say DNR?

 

[BlueScree]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

honestly my method is to just ignore them and also if it's that bad it's not hormonal u prob got some mental stuff not in a rude way but u should get that checked or talk to some1

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

honestly my method is to just ignore them and also if it's that bad it's not hormonal u prob got some mental stuff not in a rude way but u should get that checked or talk to some1

Yea my T is actually really high, Ima go see a psychiatrist hopefully, my insurance just doesn’t cover it

 

[Deleted member 231331]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

dnr

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

Dnrd but pops was right schizo

 

[gigacumster3000]

damn dude that's rough, sounds like you went through some seriously tough shit growing up. gotta say, respect for even trying to talk to your dad about it all - taking those first steps ain't easy, and it takes a lot of courage

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

Dnrd but pops was right schizo

True, I was just in lower mood that week cause I fucked up

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

True, I was just in lower mood that week cause I fucked up

didn't realize this was you when i drnd

 

[Primalsplit]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

Lol. Your dad is a real bitch. I wouldn't trust him or his judgement. It's the only way to keep your sanity protected.

 

[ronluk]

was that roblox game by any chance final stand?

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

was that roblox game by any chance final stand?

Lol Im a roblox OG, that was one of them, but there was other ones before that too

 

[hauntohalic]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

read every molecule
did you play yba, rogue lineage, aba or deepwoken at any point

 

[ronluk]

Lol Im a roblox OG, that was one of them, but there was other ones before that too

Roblox OG we talking arcane adventures OG?

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

Roblox OG we talking arcane adventures OG?

Think One Piece Golden Age OG(And A bit before this)

 

[ronluk]

Think One Piece Golden Age OG(And A bit before this)

yeah i remember the op games. btw a need final stand remastered game came out by the same creators i think it came out this week u should check it out

 

[Deleted member 59162]

Growing up a LTN abused dog is brutal, I got shat on by every kid around me. If we are to start from the very beginning, I was one of those kids in middle school that did not give a fuck about anything. I was just in school to sleep during class and daydream about leveling up and creating new combos in my favorite Roblox Dragon Ball Z game(soy I know, great times though). The kids were IQ mogging me because of this, and ontop of being barely human(low tier normie), it made me a very easy target. Kids would call me stupid every single day because I would ask questions that were previously answered(because I genuinely did not pay attention to anything), once a russian MTB made fun of my ethnic lips and nose and told me a girl could never love me. Eventually I just resorted to jestering, because I wanted to fit in so bad, but it just made my situation way worse. These are some examples, but imagine bullying and teasing of this degree happening everyday for 3 years straight, it adds up over time and can be extremely detrimental to a persons well-being.

Anyways, my dad is trying to talk to me, because my mom told him I dropped all of my classes. I told him that although I was getting 90%+ marks on all my papers and tests, I still couldn't get through it. Because while I was studying in the library this week, the intrusive thoughts from my past just keep flooding in, ontop of the current state of myself, it just felt so over.. I couldn't ignore it, so I couldn't focus while studycelling. I've seen this pattern happen to me for the last 3 semesters, but I wouldn't withdraw from the classes because I kept coping thinking, "muh I'm gonna study hard this week!", and every time the study room just became a room in which those thoughts would come crashing down.

He told me this was bullshit, and I should have kept going to my classes, it's as if this guy has no empathy man. I don't understand why he can't place himself in my shoes, but this is exactly why I never once told him about anything that happened to me growing up. I tried telling him essentially everything I told you guys(without diving too deep into examples, which btw extended even into my high school years), and told me that it was all in my head.

It's so over, I went to the doctor to check my hormones today, to see if maybe its something wrong with me in that regard that's causing me to be such a pussy little bitch. Because I do feel as if most people can push through these things, but it constantly just feels so over for me. He told me the doctor was just going to upsell me like a car mechanic, that they were going to create problems out of thin air, but man I think I might be genuinely fucked in the head. Is he right? Is he just gaslighting me? I don't even know anymore man, I'm probably cooked.

dragon ball in roblox was so peak,send ur username

 

[Deleted member 59162]

unironically considering the test after i check my hormones ngl

wtf is dagestan

not knowing what dagestan isnvm rope brudda

 

[Deleted member 59162]

Yea my T is actually really high, Ima go see a psychiatrist hopefully, my insurance just doesn’t cover it

check ur FAI