I just want love so bad

aBetterMii

aBetterMii

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Maybe if i grew up in a better household and didnt have abused dog syndrome i wouldnt feel so dependent on someone else to make me feel complete. But here I am, constantly imagining what it would be like to have that special someone to go on vacations with, to travel the world with, to wake up next to every morning ans roll over and kiss her on the cheek and get lost in her eyes every evening. Slaying is a defensive mechanism, to feel desirable and almost like having a conncetion, but without having to let down your walls or be able to trust someone with every ounce of your heart. Why cant i just find the emo htb princess of my dreams, why am i so undeserving of love. Why am i forced to take what is given to me. I cant settle on someone if it means love is at stake, you have to be able to find the right person that tick all the boxes, not for vain reasons, but so you can actually connect with them over things, and get along like best friends. Its over :feelscry:
 
completely alien mindset to me tbh
 
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