
TrueNateJacobs
I just want to be beautiful
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- Jun 19, 2025
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I will never be a slayer, but that’s okay.
I used to be super ND, but after forcing myself into social interactions,
talking to girls,
cold approaching, I’ve become pretty NT.
I can mask very well.
This particular part of my life is over though.
I think I’m gonna disappear for a few years.
Enlist in the military, be a desk jockey, and just rake in the cash.
Eventually hardmax with the money I’ve earned.
(Around $200k for 4 years)
I will get a trimax at the least, and maybe rhino.
I’ve done the math, and I’ll only be around 24 after hardmaxxing (including recovery time)
This leaves me with the ability to go to college as a NT fully hardmaxxed guy in my prime.
The government will also pay for my college since I’ll be a veteran.
I think I’ll reappear on my socials and just claim late puberty or some bullshit like “grew into my looks” jfl.
I probably won’t even slay.
I’ve always just wanted to be beautiful.
To be loved.
I’ll probably just find a smart girl and become whitepilled.
Have some kids.
Never tell anyone about my hardmaxxing, or
How much I have hated the way I look for years.
I just want to be accepted for who I am.
To be looked at like I am human.
Like I am beautiful.
I used to be super ND, but after forcing myself into social interactions,
talking to girls,
cold approaching, I’ve become pretty NT.
I can mask very well.
This particular part of my life is over though.
I think I’m gonna disappear for a few years.
Enlist in the military, be a desk jockey, and just rake in the cash.
Eventually hardmax with the money I’ve earned.
(Around $200k for 4 years)
I will get a trimax at the least, and maybe rhino.
I’ve done the math, and I’ll only be around 24 after hardmaxxing (including recovery time)
This leaves me with the ability to go to college as a NT fully hardmaxxed guy in my prime.
The government will also pay for my college since I’ll be a veteran.
I think I’ll reappear on my socials and just claim late puberty or some bullshit like “grew into my looks” jfl.
I probably won’t even slay.
I’ve always just wanted to be beautiful.
To be loved.
I’ll probably just find a smart girl and become whitepilled.
Have some kids.
Never tell anyone about my hardmaxxing, or
How much I have hated the way I look for years.
I just want to be accepted for who I am.
To be looked at like I am human.
Like I am beautiful.