I keep ending up in main character signifying situations

[6ft4]

This morning I cut my lip when shaving and I had to stick some tissue to it to get it to stop bleeding.
It got to the point where it looked like there was some scab to keep it from bleeding going forward so I went about my daily tasks
After I was out for a couple of hours and walking through the city to go on my way back home I scratched my mouth area and accidently hit off the scab and sensed some bleeding had began again.
After a minute or so I looked at my reflection in my phone screen to see there was blood dripping down my chin
I was walking through the city looking like a vampire who was just finished with his last victim, combine this with my pale skin and dark hair and I may have been the most vampiremaxxed looking guy any of those foids who encountered me today have ever seen in the flesh.

I then used a tissue to wipe the blood off but it just kept on dripping so I looked like I had just been in a fight but obviously foids who layed eyes on me would assume me to be the winner due to my sheer size so it looked like I just got sucker punched but due to my calm demeanour foids would likely think I just demolished some guy.
Having a bloody lip in public and walking around like it's all in a days work and you're low inhib enough to get into fights on the street on a Tuesday afternoon on your way home from doing the shopping is real female gaze appeal shit.

Once I got home and washed the blood off, the remaining cut on my lip was miniscule and bleeding completely stopped so it was as if the excessive bleeding only got triggered in public to put me into a main character situation

I also had to slick my hair back at one point and couldn't help but think of the iconic Gandy hair slick, I may never be able to slick my hair back again without imaging prime Gandy thanks to the recent thread I made. Insane to think I am the same age as Gandy was in that vid, my brain might now be the most aligned with prime Gandy that it will ever be.

I regularly find myself performing the Gandy hair grab slick back in public

I usually keep my fringe down for JB appeal but when it's windy outside in public and my fringe is blowing around I often slick it back for convenience You best believe I do it with the vigour of prime Gandy while onlookers recognize they are witnessing a celestial being Apex predator shit

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[Barty Crouch Senior]

 

[powerliftercoco]

Alright bro at this point you are becoming delusional hahaha

 

[gymcel64]

you're so infatuated with yourself you literally write a 3 paragraph essay about a minor wound on your face...

 

[6ft4]

Alright bro at this point you are becoming delusional hahaha

you're so infatuated with yourself you literally write a 3 paragraph essay about a minor wound on your face...

thread is for comedic purposes

 

[gymcel64]

thread is for comedic purposes

ah yes, it's hard to distinguish the sarcastic from the honest posts on this forum these days.

 

[Gr8]

This morning I cut my lip when shaving and I had to stick some tissue to it to get it to stop bleeding.
It got to the point where it looked like there was some scab to keep it from bleeding going forward so I went about my daily tasks
After I was out for a couple of hours and walking through the city to go on my way back home I scratched my mouth area and accidently hit off the scab and sensed some bleeding had began again.
After a minute or so I looked at my reflection in my phone screen to see there was blood dripping down my chin
I was walking through the city looking like a vampire who was just finished with his last victim, combine this with my pale skin and dark hair and I may have been the most vampiremaxxed looking guy any of those foids who encountered me today have ever seen in the flesh.

I then used a tissue to wipe the blood off but it just kept on dripping so I looked like I had just been in a fight but obviously foids who layed eyes on me would assume me to be the winner due to my sheer size so it looked like I just got sucker punched but due to my calm demeanour foids would likely think I just demolished some guy.
Having a bloody lip in public and walking around like it's all in a days work and you're low inhib enough to get into fights on the street on a Tuesday afternoon on your way home from doing the shopping is real female gaze appeal shit.

Once I got home and washed the blood off, the remaining cut on my lip was miniscule and bleeding completely stopped so it was as if the excessive bleeding only got triggered in public to put me into a main character situation

I also had to slick my hair back at one point and couldn't help but think of the iconic Gandy hair slick, I may never be able to slick my hair back again without imaging prime Gandy thanks to the recent thread I made. Insane to think I am the same age as Gandy was in that vid, my brain might now be the most aligned with prime Gandy that it will ever be.

I regularly find myself performing the Gandy hair grab slick back in public

I usually keep my fringe down for JB appeal but when it's windy outside in public and my fringe is blowing around I often slick it back for convenience You best believe I do it with the vigour of prime Gandy while onlookers recognize they are witnessing a celestial being Apex predator shit

looksmax.org

these kinds of ramblings are why I love this forum

 

[powerliftercoco]

In all honesty, I often find myself wishing I could live my life in the manner your thread conveys. It seems that possessing an unwavering sense of confidence (perhaps even an immense ego) would make life significantly more enjoyable. To genuinely believe in yourself at every moment, without hesitation or self-doubt, must be incredibly liberating. And when things don’t go as planned, to simply let go without resentment and move forward with easy. I wish I could live that way…

 

[powerliftercoco]

Yoo how was that guys? ^^^^

Am I unlocking a new ability after reading all of his threads? AM I FINALLY TURNING INTO 6FT4.1?

Rate out of 10

 

[6ft4]

In all honesty, I often find myself wishing I could live my life in the manner your thread conveys. It seems that possessing an unwavering sense of confidence (perhaps even an immense ego) would make life significantly more enjoyable. To genuinely believe in yourself at every moment, without hesitation or self-doubt, must be incredibly liberating. And when things don’t go as planned, to simply let go without resentment and move forward with easy. I wish I could live that way…

When I was 3 years old I realized at least on a subconscious level that I was an outcast from the other children as I was unable to mingle with the other children at play school and vividly remember having to play by myself despite already knowing one of the kids there.

As soon as I became sentient I feel as though I had a voice in my head telling me I was chosen / destined for greatness and I wonder if this was simply a coping mechanism that was triggered as soon as I realized I was a social outcast but I feel as though it's a result of having a brain wiring that leads to deep levels of introspection.

Having deep levels of introspection allows you to disassociate from the physical world and enter into a fantasy world where you face no limitations. Having this association with the fantasy world makes me think that I can achieve anything within the real world simply because I can imagine how good things feel in the fantasy world and want to feel it for real in the real world.
If my brain didn't allow me to think I could turn my fantasies into reality, what would be the point in spending so much time being introspective and fantasizing in the first place, it would just lead to unnecessary suffering.

I've always had a good grasp on reality and was very anti-delusional despite my threads coming across as displaying delusions of grandeur.
This strong grasp on reality due to my high sentience levels allowed me to know where I stood in the hierarchy and in the eyes of foids however the guys who were less competent and worse looking than me who had extreme levels of delusion about their value were able to outperfom me in terms of gaining foid interest.
When you are fully aware of where you stand but are also cursed with needing to be in the upper percentile within a metric to feel content, it basically means you can't accept yourself until you have ascended, while the normie who doesn't know where he really stands but deludes himself and lives entirely in the moment doesn't have to overcome the same barriers that you do.

In my secondary school I was fully aware that I was seen as low status despite having lots of friends but my introversion failo hindered me whenever I came in contact with people I wasn't already familiar with.
Some guy on my sports team referred to me as the quietest guy within a region with a 200k population despite me being friends with most people on the team, my unwillingness to pipe up in front of the group still allowed him to make such an extravagant claim after knowing me for years.
Having a label like this hanging over my head just served as a reminder that in the eyes of normies, I'm absolute bottom percentile in terms of social power which is more important that physical metrics at that age if you had to choose only one to pin your value on.
I was average height and bottom percentile in terms of frame size so being reminded of all of these things kept me extremely humble because I knew where I stood in the hierarchy, but still I had a voice in my head telling me I was chosen due to constant introspection.

I remember watching a hamza video where he showed a pic of him at around 15 years old where he looked comically underdeveloped with a failo appearance but he said that even back then he still had the big ego that he has now, I could relate to that in a way.

Once I ascended in terms physical metrics and became upper percentile in most metrics it justified all of the time I spent being fully aware that I had no upper percentile metrics and being unable to delude myself that my value was higher.

Because of the level of grasp I have on reality, it makes ascending all that much sweeter because you can go into the real world and see how few people are in your range physically. (Although I am exiting this mindset now because counting who you mog or who mogs you is redundant when you're on a mission to become 1 of 1, you can't base your value on how many people you mog)

Some delusioncel will think he mogs everyone from day 1 being a 5'8 17% bodyfat MTN but it wont feel as sweet for him because he will have to use congnitive dissonance to ignore the instances where he doesnt get the treatment he expects and witnesses others receiving mogger treatment.

Despite going through the process of giving some substance to my ego, I don't go through my entire life believing I am infallible at every moment. On days where I spend a lot of time around people in public and get reminded about how few social connections I have while witnessing groups of people socializing, I will sometimes start to think about how many guys I seen who facemogged me or appealmogged me and misplace my discontentment towards lacking in appearance rather than where my discontentment should actually be placed which is lacking a friend group to socialize with.
I've had countless moments where I've felt completely defeated due to my social shortcomings

When this happens however, as soon as I got back to the comfort of my own room and can get back into introspection mode without being reminded of my social shortcomings, I am a God again and all my flaws cease to exist.

These threads I make where I express my alter ego where I feel infallible are primarily for amusement but it would actually be a positive thing if it allowed other guys (particularly youngcels) to recognize this aspect of themselves.
When I began watching Zyzz videos when I was 17, something about him resonated with me very strongly because he was showing the side he had where he basically sees himself as a deity which I thought was just some weird thing I had buried inside myself.
To me, demonstrating this alter ego even if just for the sake of entertainment is a reminder of the limitless potential that I feel exists due to my time spent in the introspective fantasy world.

Interestingly enough, as soon as I pass a certain threshold of alcohol intoxication where my normal levels of introspection shut off and I pass the behaviour threshold for what most people would consider NT, I often begin to doubt that I can achieve my goals that I was so confident about achieving when I was sober.
It's actually kind of brutal because it makes me wonder if NT normies have to live like that every moment they are sober, constantly doubting their abilities.

 

[New Poster]

Remember that scene in Taxi Driver where de niro says he was meant for something greater

 

[6ft4]

Remember that scene in Taxi Driver where de niro says he was meant for something greater

I never seen it, can you link it?

 

[New Poster]

I never seen it, can you link it?

Taxi driver is basically you, so it would be a good watch. I’m referring to the scene where one his fellow taxi drivers tries to convince him to be humble and happy with just being a taxi driver. De Niro wants more, though. He needs to feel like he’s greater and really doing something. The irony of the movie is that he isn’t better than anyone else. He’s just crazy.

 

[powerliftercoco]

Taxi driver is basically you

The irony of the movie is that he isn’t better than anyone else. He’s just crazy.

Don’t say this to my fellow friend 6ft4 ;(

JFL I understood your point hahaha