ChadFucksYourOneitis
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"2015" is a very special number for me, it was like miracle year for me. Almost NT and fit like a bull. I was also doing well academically. Everyone thought I'm going places. However something happened, and my life went downhill since the end of 2016 , socially isolated, physically deteriorated and almost suicidal.
Everytime I see anything related to "2015" , the flashbacks flood my brain. I always keep imagine and thinking about what should I have done differently. I keep browsing 2015 memes and songs every quiet late night alone in my apartment hoping that I would somehow get transported back to my long- gone 2015 in my dream. It gives me a sense of peace, it's a place where time freezes and all my wounds are healed, all my worries are washed away. I'd say my I may had died spiritually around 2015-2016 and I'm now just a ghost possessing a body that outlives its use.
Everytime I see anything related to "2015" , the flashbacks flood my brain. I always keep imagine and thinking about what should I have done differently. I keep browsing 2015 memes and songs every quiet late night alone in my apartment hoping that I would somehow get transported back to my long- gone 2015 in my dream. It gives me a sense of peace, it's a place where time freezes and all my wounds are healed, all my worries are washed away. I'd say my I may had died spiritually around 2015-2016 and I'm now just a ghost possessing a body that outlives its use.
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