I keep pushing everyone away

[SecondChance2]

I don’t know what my problem is but I always push people away even when I know they have good intentions I have major trust issues so I always stay to myself. Like just today my friends asked me to hang out I said no immediately but looking but I was like it’s soundso so fun tho but idk. It’s not like I don’t go outside, I actually go outside but I don’t interact with others unless its surface level stuff. I don’t trust my parents, I have no siblings, friends but I don’t trust them, I have an ex gf and that’s about it for any female friends I have and I am a little strung out over her but I never want her back. I genuinely can’t trust another foid I just can’t. And call me low T all you want but I am not interested in fucking senselessly, it’s not for me. Now there’s this depression that is heavier than being crushed from a 50 ton boulder and I don’t know how to crawl out from under it. I fucking hate my brain, hopefully sleep will help me feel better.

Literally cringing reading this but idgaf yall not reading this anyways

 

[gasptfd]

kys

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Depressive symptoms are obviously ruining your life.

Pick one person and just have a meaningful talk with them.

It gets better I promise.

 

[TopTierIncel42]

kys

Retard not helping an obviously struggling man.

End it all fuck nigga