I legitimately can't function in social settings with women

[IHATEINDIANS]

my step aunt and cousin came over and as soon as I saw them on the couch I instantly started jutting and squinting and trying to hide my face with my hands. I started stuttering and shit and when i left to go downstairs again i voice cracked when i said see you and ran out. She was like mtb at best too not even that attractive. Even my grandma said asked if it made me uncomfortable. I thought it was getting better. Over for my NT. It really is determined by your middle/high school years

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

my step aunt and cousin came over and as soon as I saw them on the couch I instantly started jutting and squinting and trying to hide my face with my hands. I started stuttering and shit and when i left to go downstairs again i voice cracked when i said see you and ran out. She was like mtb at best too not even that attractive. Even my grandma said asked if it made me uncomfortable. I thought it was getting better. Over for my NT. It really is determined by your middle/high school years

Those are your relatives

 

[IHATEINDIANS]

Those are your relatives

Not related to them idk how to describe my relation but its not blood and first time seeing them

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Not related to them idk how to describe it

My 2nd cousin was giving me iois it was weird asf
How could anyone be attracted to their relatives even if its non blood
If my uncles wife was a stacy i still wouldnt be attracted to her

 

[IHATEINDIANS]

My 2nd cousin was giving me iois it was weird asf
How could anyone be attracted to their relatives even if its non blood
If my uncles wife was a stacy i still wouldnt be attracted to her

I get super anxious around women that are conventionally attractive even if im not attracted to them myself for some reason. But yeah definitely not attracted to my cousins and shit