I LIKE PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLS(a rant)

[THE ORG OGRE]

IS IT ALRIGHT IF YOU DEVELOP ATTRACTION TOWARDS GIRLS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL WHEN YOU ARE IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.IS IT ALRIGHT IF YOU DEVELOP ATTRACTION TOWARDS GIRLS WHEN YOU RE 7YRS OLD.I STARTED FEELING ATTRACTION TOWARDS GIRLS WHEN I WAS 7YRS OLD ,I EVEN REMEMBER WRITING LOVELETTERS TO MY CRUSH IN MY SCHOOL DIARY(retarded as shit) WHEN I WAS 8YRS OLD(just saw that diary while cleaning my old cuboard so started writing this thread),BUT SADLY DIDNT GAVE IT TO HER .SHE WAS MY FIRST CRUSH AND MY CRUSH ON HER LASTED 7 FUCKING YEARS UNTIL SHE STOPPED TALKING TO ME BCOZ OF ANOTHER GOODLOOKING GUY(as i never ever realised how fat and short i was ), IM 18 RN ASCENDED DONT have AS MUCH ACNE NOT FAT , FAIRLY ABOVE AVERAGE IN HEIGHT FACE COMPARED TO MY PREVIOUS SELF BUT I STILL THINK OF HER EVERYDAY ,NOT A DAY GOES WHEN I DONT THINK OF HER,EVEN IF SHE STOPPED TALKING TO ME IS STILL LOVE HER(but she has a bf), HAVENT SEEN HER IN 3 YRS. AFTER SHE STOPPED TALKING TO ME AND WE STOPPED MEETING I STOPPED GETTING CRUSHES AND FEELING ATTRACTION TOWARDS WOMEN. AND NOW IM SOMETIMES TALKING TO MYSELF ABOUT WHY AM I IMPROVING MYSELF WHEN I STOPPED FEELING ATTRACTON TOWARDS FEMALES .I OFTEN HAVE THE FEELING TO STOP ALL THE LOOKMAXXES IM DOING AND JUST GO WITH THE FLOW AND ROTT .AM I DEPRESSED

ITS JUST A RANT IM VENTING HOW I FEEL AS I CANT TELL THIS TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY

AND I DONT LIKE PRIMARY GIRLS NOW IT WAS JUST FOR THE TITLE

 

[Debetro]

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[THE ORG OGRE]

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SORRY DUDE