I like reading own old venting threads

[Matrix88]

https://looksmax.org/threads/im-not-scared-of-dying-im-scared-of-not-living.2006463/

I liked that thread I once posted. And I still feel in a similar way

I don't want to die and also I don't have the guts to take my own life, but living an empty/non fulfilling life is the worst it could happen to you

I truly fear the most not getting to live a life I like

 

[Node]

Nobody read any of that

 

[Matrix88]

Nobody read any of that

I know bro, I know...

 

[Acquiescence]

I love re-discovering the PSL schizophrenic autism when going through self post history

 

[Matrix88]

I love re-discovering the PSL schizophrenic autism when going through self post history

when reading my posts I can see my stages of grief