I literally have nightmares about eating grain sludge

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

I used to have really bad seborrheic dermatitis and seed based foods like bread, cake, etc were the biggest triggers for it, when i didn't eat those, it didn't go away but it got significantly better. It manifested as little red rings full of dead white dry skin around it that bled when i itched it and plaques of the same nature. Was particularly bad on my scalp and forehead and cheeks

Yesterday i was dreaming that i was in a party, i was in the kitchen, i looked down at a table and there was a piece of cake on it, i picked it up took a bite of it
Mid way through eating it i remembered i'm on a strict diet and can't eat cake or else i get a dermatitis flare up
Then i just said fuck it and kept eating it anyway because i already triggered it so why not indulge in some keiki

Then i finished eating it and then i went home, don't remember the process of going home but i just remember being there, then i went to look in the mirror and it looked like my skin had been ripped off then i got dipped in flour, there were pieces of my skin falling off, blood oozing from cracks on my skin, i looked so fucking grotesque

Basically this but way more vibrant and all over my body and bleeding and the patches were lifting from my skin and creating cracks on the borders

Also somewhat like this, that's the vibe i got when i looked in the mirror

Woke up hyperventilating and sweating @Chungus

 

[Dashie]

nig tf you get these pics from

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

nig tf you get these pics from

Severe psoriasis picture
Dead bart creepyasta

 

[mohito]

I have nightmares about a hunt that never ends

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

I have nightmares about a hunt that never ends

Elab

 

[mohito]

Elab

 

[Deleted member 322969]

This is so fucking real lol, just recently i had a dream where i indulged in some miscellaneous goyslop and woke up in cold sweats thinking "my life is fucking over" and i was gonna have a severe dermatitis flare, but i realized like 5 mins after waking up it was just a dream and sighed in relief
I also have these nightmares where i imagine my mom will lace my meat with crushed antibiotic tablets and other poisonous shit and they r equally terrifying

 

[Deleted member 322969]

This is so fucking real lol, just recently i had a dream where i indulged in some miscellaneous goyslop and woke up in cold sweats thinking "my life is fucking over" and i was gonna have a severe dermatitis flare, but i realized like 5 mins after waking up it was just a dream and sighed in relief
I also have these nightmares where i imagine my mom will lace my meat with crushed antibiotic tablets and other poisonous shit and they r equally terrifying

I also vividly remember this dream where i was pinned to the floor and got forcefed goyslop from some chads at school in front of my crush, and i was like stripped naked and she just had a full view of my subhuman inflamed skin lol (this dream probably isnt relatable but felt like sharing)
I have like an extreme phobia of eating processed shit because its basically equals my life being over

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

I also vividly remember this dream where i was pinned to the floor and got forcefed goyslop from some chads at school in front of my crush, and i was like stripped naked and she just had a full view of my subhuman inflamed skin lol (this dream probably isnt relatable but felt like sharing)

Nah thats some forced feminization ntr hentai type shit

I have like an extreme phobia of eating processed shit because its basically equals my life being over

I used to have it too but i don't really care anymore because i detox it right away now and it doesn't give me any symptoms after
Goyslop is mostly unappealing to me anyways but if i end up consuming some socially it's not a problem

 

[Deleted member 322969]

Nah thats some forced feminization ntr hentai type shit

Im cooked

I used to have it too but i don't really care anymore because i detox it right away now and it doesn't give me any symptoms after
Goyslop is mostly unappealing to me anyways but if i end up consuming some socially it's not a problem

I hope i can reach this point but i dont think my body is anywhere healed enough. Im gonna traumadump but last summer i quit my job impulsively and eventually ran out of money to buy meat so i began eating less "optimal" foods and i had the worst eczema flare up of my life. It spread across my entire upper body and there was basically no normal skin left, i had genuinely scratched it all off. My body was like a walking open wound and i couldnt even move without intense pain
Its better now but i still have hyperpigmentation from it and also like PTSD because it was such a miserable period of my life

 

[Deleted member 322969]

Im cooked

I hope i can reach this point but i dont think my body is anywhere healed enough. Im gonna traumadump but last summer i quit my job impulsively and eventually ran out of money to buy meat so i began eating less "optimal" foods and i had the worst eczema flare up of my life. It spread across my entire upper body and there was basically no normal skin left, i had genuinely scratched it all off. My body was like a walking open wound and i couldnt even move without intense pain
Its better now but i still have hyperpigmentation from it and also like PTSD because it was such a miserable period of my life

Im so sensitive to everything it makes me think im not fit to survive in the modern world
Even my brother struggles w similar shit its brutal

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

Im cooked

dw similar things have happened to me irl

I hope i can reach this point but i dont think my body is anywhere healed enough. Im gonna traumadump but last summer i quit my job impulsively and eventually ran out of money to buy meat so i began eating less "optimal" foods and i had the worst eczema flare up of my life. It spread across my entire upper body and there was basically no normal skin left, i had genuinely scratched it all off. My body was like a walking open wound and i couldnt even move without intense pain
Its better now but i still have hyperpigmentation from it and also like PTSD because it was such a miserable period of my life

god damn that sounds awful glad i never got to outlast variant point of skin diseases
only full raw with tons of fat and high bacteria food for meaningful changes

 

[die]

Nah thats some forced feminization ntr hentai type shit

I used to have it too but i don't really care anymore because i detox it right away now and it doesn't give me any symptoms after
Goyslop is mostly unappealing to me anyways but if i end up consuming some socially it's not a problem

mind sharing the detox protocol?