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The first point at which I felt like I found an exploit was when I went to a festival shirtless for the first time after gaining 24kg from gymcelling and I got a slay from a foid who approached me
Sure enough after this I suffered brutal roid acne followed by excessive scarring meaning I couldn't run shirtless gymcel game again after that, my dreams were crushed the very moment I thought I found an exploit.
I managed to go on my slaying run after finishing uni but I had to get drunk for every club slay and tinder slay so I was damaging myself with the alcohol and suffering from severe hangovers while also suffering from the dating app flakes and slayless club nights.
I also had to roid to have the motivation to chase slays which caused some further acne scarring. The simulation let this play out because I was suffering enough to offset any of the pleasure I was experiencing from the slays because I was just on a hamster wheel constantly chasing more slays while the simulation harvested the loosh from my suffering in the process.
I then began bouncer game and managed to slay consistently in my first 12 weeks of work but sure enough that was brought to an end after 12 weeks with the lockdowns because the simulation had to insert a "virus" in order to patch the glitch I had exploited where I could get the pleasure of slays without experiencing suffering so I was a net benefiter of being in the simulation so they couldn't harvest net suffering from me at that point.
The simulation then installed an update that would adapt the behaviour of women to make them even more flaky and less likely to fuck.
In 2020 I had 10 flakes in a row from dating app planned meetups, I noticed a dramatic shift in foid behaviour as soon as the lockdowns started which continued to get worse over the next 5 years.
You could ask why weren't foids that flaky from the point of me first trying to slay to make me suffer more from day 1, and I believe it is to keep an equilibrium so that I still think there is a point in trying (more suffering when I fail) then it can ramp up the difficulty as needs be if I find an exploit)
The simulation does not want me to just give up and find peace because then I may become content and not be caused to suffer.
Forevergymcelling spoke about how onthe last student night of first year he felt so defeated that he accepted it was over and just gave up and rested his head against the nightclub wall with his eyes closed then a foid approached him and brought him back to hers and he lost his virginity
I worked in a club a few weeks ago and a couple of foids caught me off guard by praising me and I just walked off then I was in rage mode after it because it just brought up my hatred of expectations of NT and I thought that bouncer game was never gonna work again then one of the foids came over to me again and apolagized and tried get a positive response from me so my mood lifted but obviously it didn't lead to a slay and the contact exchange was pointless
This is evidence that as soon as you give up and think, "it's over I'm simply not going to care or try anymore" the simulation provides a sprinkle of hope to keep you invested so you think it's worth continuing to try and thus suffer.
I mentioned my return to bouncer game after 5 years thinking that I may be able to rediscover the success I had previously but the simulation has patched that by changing the behaviour of the women.
On my first bouncer stint, whenever foids would approach, 75% of them would show a willingness to wait for me at the end of the night, this time around it's literally just a contact exchange at most and when I suggest they wait for me at the end of the night it's like it's not even fathomable for them and one of them just pretended to consider it when I pushed for it.
How could foids go from being willing to fuck a bouncer the first night they meet him in the majority of times when they approach to not even considering waiting for a chat at least at the end of the night?
I believe millenial foids were programmed by the simulation to be slutty so that it would coincide with me coming of age and believing there was actually a reward on the table for ascending and increasing my value and that it would be rewarded with slays, only for me to spend my entire mid-late 20s focused on surgerymaxxing and improving my position in life to get back to a bouncer job only for zoomer foids to suddenly abandon the path of sluttiness paved by the previous generations right in time to stop me from getting my anticipated reward for ascending.
Millenial foid are old now so they've finished being sluts.
But the pendulum hasn't swung enough so that zoomer foids are actually pure and maintaining their virginity for marriage/LTR, no they're still fucking a considerable volume of guys from a young age, the only thing that's changed is that they treat males in unfamiliar environments like lepers as no level of value or out-bidding the competition seems to entice them now as their programming has changed to fucking the normies that are right in front of them who they associate with regularly, thus meaning everything I've done to ascend was in vain for slaying unless I can attain a social circle of young foids to allow me to compete with 5'8, 18% bodyfat LTN-MTNs
But as soon as I would find a way to attain that, the simulation would just patch itself again and leaving me chasing shadows once more.
Sure enough after this I suffered brutal roid acne followed by excessive scarring meaning I couldn't run shirtless gymcel game again after that, my dreams were crushed the very moment I thought I found an exploit.
I managed to go on my slaying run after finishing uni but I had to get drunk for every club slay and tinder slay so I was damaging myself with the alcohol and suffering from severe hangovers while also suffering from the dating app flakes and slayless club nights.
I also had to roid to have the motivation to chase slays which caused some further acne scarring. The simulation let this play out because I was suffering enough to offset any of the pleasure I was experiencing from the slays because I was just on a hamster wheel constantly chasing more slays while the simulation harvested the loosh from my suffering in the process.
I then began bouncer game and managed to slay consistently in my first 12 weeks of work but sure enough that was brought to an end after 12 weeks with the lockdowns because the simulation had to insert a "virus" in order to patch the glitch I had exploited where I could get the pleasure of slays without experiencing suffering so I was a net benefiter of being in the simulation so they couldn't harvest net suffering from me at that point.
The simulation then installed an update that would adapt the behaviour of women to make them even more flaky and less likely to fuck.
In 2020 I had 10 flakes in a row from dating app planned meetups, I noticed a dramatic shift in foid behaviour as soon as the lockdowns started which continued to get worse over the next 5 years.
You could ask why weren't foids that flaky from the point of me first trying to slay to make me suffer more from day 1, and I believe it is to keep an equilibrium so that I still think there is a point in trying (more suffering when I fail) then it can ramp up the difficulty as needs be if I find an exploit)
The simulation does not want me to just give up and find peace because then I may become content and not be caused to suffer.
Forevergymcelling spoke about how onthe last student night of first year he felt so defeated that he accepted it was over and just gave up and rested his head against the nightclub wall with his eyes closed then a foid approached him and brought him back to hers and he lost his virginity
I worked in a club a few weeks ago and a couple of foids caught me off guard by praising me and I just walked off then I was in rage mode after it because it just brought up my hatred of expectations of NT and I thought that bouncer game was never gonna work again then one of the foids came over to me again and apolagized and tried get a positive response from me so my mood lifted but obviously it didn't lead to a slay and the contact exchange was pointless
This is evidence that as soon as you give up and think, "it's over I'm simply not going to care or try anymore" the simulation provides a sprinkle of hope to keep you invested so you think it's worth continuing to try and thus suffer.
I mentioned my return to bouncer game after 5 years thinking that I may be able to rediscover the success I had previously but the simulation has patched that by changing the behaviour of the women.
On my first bouncer stint, whenever foids would approach, 75% of them would show a willingness to wait for me at the end of the night, this time around it's literally just a contact exchange at most and when I suggest they wait for me at the end of the night it's like it's not even fathomable for them and one of them just pretended to consider it when I pushed for it.
How could foids go from being willing to fuck a bouncer the first night they meet him in the majority of times when they approach to not even considering waiting for a chat at least at the end of the night?
I believe millenial foids were programmed by the simulation to be slutty so that it would coincide with me coming of age and believing there was actually a reward on the table for ascending and increasing my value and that it would be rewarded with slays, only for me to spend my entire mid-late 20s focused on surgerymaxxing and improving my position in life to get back to a bouncer job only for zoomer foids to suddenly abandon the path of sluttiness paved by the previous generations right in time to stop me from getting my anticipated reward for ascending.
Millenial foid are old now so they've finished being sluts.
But the pendulum hasn't swung enough so that zoomer foids are actually pure and maintaining their virginity for marriage/LTR, no they're still fucking a considerable volume of guys from a young age, the only thing that's changed is that they treat males in unfamiliar environments like lepers as no level of value or out-bidding the competition seems to entice them now as their programming has changed to fucking the normies that are right in front of them who they associate with regularly, thus meaning everything I've done to ascend was in vain for slaying unless I can attain a social circle of young foids to allow me to compete with 5'8, 18% bodyfat LTN-MTNs
But as soon as I would find a way to attain that, the simulation would just patch itself again and leaving me chasing shadows once more.
