I live in the mountains with my friend and an unhinged 230 lbs roided alcoholic ex con (wtf am I doing with my life?)

[Panzram]

Over for you if you are not confident you can beat 99 percent of people in hand to hand combat. That is where true confidence comes from. The only thing that can save you if you are weak is if you are armed and good with weapons. But that only works in the wild west, you can't be a gunslinger today.

I was just in a situation where a 5'10 230 lbs roided to the gills ex con was threatening to kill my friend up in the mountains where I moved to work. And I was just standing there wondering what to do if shit kicks the fan. Do I jump him and hope the two of us can beat him up, do I hit him in the head with a hatchet I have nearby or do I run. But even if the two of us beat him up I have no clue if he has a gun somewhere or someting and will come for revenge or kill us in our sleep. And he lives in the same house as us.

 

[Panzram]

Carl Panzram would not be afraid but murder him with an iron rod. He will always kill the first man that bothers him. I am not him. I wish I was. Can I ever become him? What is this life that will end soon if I will be a weak pussy my whole life? I must Carl Panzram maxx asap.

 

[gymcel64]

The real problem is not if you can beat him up or whatever, but the problem is if he will come back and take revenge by stabbing you in the back.
That's why you have to absolutely decimate your enemy, because even if you leave him on life support, his bitterness will grow over time and he will always eventually come back to take revenge.
This is why I never ever want to fight with anyone.

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

Man peace man, smoke some of that reefer man, world peace man

 

[sub5outsider]

to be honest if i was you i will just bitch out thats what i do in every situation i feel even slight pressure

 

[Panzram]

Man peace man, smoke some of that reefer man, world peace man
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Fuck that. I am roiding as soon as I can and going on a rampage once I get strong and arm myself. I am done with this shit.

 

[expert]

tldr

Fuck that. I am roiding as soon as I can and going on a rampage once I get strong and arm myself. I am done with this shit.

why are you waiting to roid if you live with a roider? just tell him to inject you and then pay him

 

[isis_Bleach]

i live with my mom in the suburbs and play gta

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

rampage

Wait for some war, one will probably happen in Bosnia so you can do war legal

 

[Panzram]

to be honest if i was you i will just bitch out thats what i do in every situation i feel even slight pressure

I do most of the times. There were times where I acted alone against all and had balls, got beat up and all, but that is rare. I am inconsistent. The thing is, the fact that I am a coward eats me up alive and getting punked feels like a red hot iron poker was stuck through my heart. I will not die a pussy I will go down in a bloodbath one day, over the most simple and common thing probably. This topic comsumes me whole to the point of madness. I can not live like this anymore. I will get ready for this soon, reach my physical and mental peak and then stand my ground to the end one day over anything I don't even care. I don't want to move from someones way anymore, yet when I do I die inside.

 

[Panzram]

tldr


why are you waiting to roid if you live with a roider? just tell him to inject you and then pay him

He is insane and I don't trust him. He is not my friend.

 

[Panzram]

i live with my mom in the suburbs and play gta

lucky bastard

 

[expert]

He is insane and I don't trust him. He is not my friend.

interesting

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

If there was at least 1 honest war where you could channel your frustrations on but most wars suck ass now unfortunately

 

[sub5outsider]

I do most of the times. There were times where I acted alone against all and had balls, got beat up and all, but that is rare. I am inconsistent. The thing is, the fact that I am a coward eats me up alive and getting punked feels like a red hot iron poker was stuck through my heart. I will not die a pussy I will go down in a bloodbath one day, over the most simple and common thing probably. This topic comsumes me whole to the point of madness. I can not live like this anymore. I will get ready for this soon, reach my physical and mental peak and then stand my ground to the end one day over anything I don't even care. I don't want to move from someones way anymore, yet when I do I die inside.

i still have ptsd from the times in school where i didnt stood my ground and those memories haunt me to this day and they will never go away and those people will always remind you those moment and will remember you as a pussy

 

[Panzram]

If there was at least 1 honest war where you could channel your frustrations on but most wars suck ass now unfortunately

I am not strong enough now to go alone against all now. I need to know I am in top shape and can go on a run on foot if needs be or fight many people with a weapon and not be tired for more. I am actually very fast and agile even tho small, I leared to juggle balls in five minutes, I climb like a cat and was a crack shot the first time I shot a pistol. I lack strength and endurance because I don't train really. I need to get on top of that shit. I will reach my final form soon and end this stupidity.

 

[Panzram]

i still have ptsd from the times in school where i didnt stood my ground and those memories haunt me to this day and they will never go away and those people will always remind you those moment and will remember you as a pussy

Very true. I will never live those moments down. Only blood washes all sins.