axoIotl
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I’ve never considered myself too have an actual gambling addiction until yesterday. I was playing rainbet for fun with 1000$, i realise now how casually I used too play with amounts like that and not think, back then id do super low amounts but I slowly increased it. I play using this strat on limbo where the multiplier is 2.53 and if you lose you just double it each time starting from 0.25$, however I didn’t realise that id end up losing alot more than 1000$ from this. I lost the 1000$ and decided too go back in with 2000$, I lost it and kept increasing how much I was depositing until I realised I was down 5000$. At this point, I really tried too play it safe, I deposited 5000$ and was 1500$ away from making it all back which I wanted too quit after before I lost it all by doubling (starting from literally 0.25$). Then, I knew I would feel so much regret if I didn’t make it back, I deposited 10000$, the rest of my money in exodus and this time because of the dopamine of all that loss and wanting too make it all back, I ended up losing it all by doing big bets. Im sitting at my desk right now feeling the largest level of regret I’ve ever felt in my life, I’ve been crying about this and I don’t know what to do. The money (20,000$) isn’t necessarily the problem I have, ill make this amount back in a month likely, but im worried that ill end up gambling again too make it back and losing that which will get added to my losses making it 30,000$ if I gamble 10,000$ and then that will keep on going until I become a full blown gambling addict. I want too gamble too win back my 20,000$ not because I lost the money but because I fear ill think about it forever.
I need some advice.
I need some advice.