I LOST MY HAIR due to cancer :')

Hope the Best bro
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
was gonna hate but congrats man, I pray you’ll recover fully
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
actully sad i really hope you get better
 
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we share the same 1/1 experience, only problem is i am yet to start and am not fully diagnosed with cancer.
i only have suspicions as my whole dad's side suffered from it.

just wanted to put this there, mb i didn't know your whole story, i just went on your profile once cause i liked the aesthetic.
truly hope you can 100% recover. 🤍
 
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we share the same 1/1 experience, only problem is i am yet to start and am not fully diagnosed with cancer.
i only have suspicions as my whole dad's side suffered from it.

just wanted to put this there, mb i didn't know your whole story, i just went on your profile once cause i liked the aesthetic.
truly hope you can 100% recover. 🤍
i hope everything turn out well for you my dude please dont make any retarded decisions and be careful, start with whatever treatment it is that you need asap
 
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I hope you get well soon.
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
I hope you get better man I'm sending my prayers much respect.
 
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Man I wish you the best. Praying for you brother.
 
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I hope you get well soon.
I hope you get better man I'm sending my prayers much respect.
i actually have gotten so much better since i made this thread so yes it haves worked thanks to all of you for the optimism regarding my situation hopefully ill stop wearing this fuckass wig soon and get my hair back

i cant wait to blast tren already and im not even half way my recovery process, cant wait to be a sick cunt brah
 
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Did read hope everything gets better for u gl bhai
 
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Your hair will most likely come back mine didnt.

source: last chemo in 2015 still fucking bald :feelsahh:
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
I hope u will get well soon bhai and outlive all of us 😛 just wishing the best for u , will def pray for u :feelscry:
 
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Your hair will most likely come back mine didnt.

source: last chemo in 2015 still fucking bald :feelsahh:
damn nigga a wig might the method, what's up with you though what type of cancer do you deal with? the doctor told me there is wigs that directly hook into your head so they look like real hair and stay there forever
 
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Damn man, I wish you all the best, hope you get well, praying for you, my nigga
 
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you have cancer… how are you this calm? aren’t you scared???
 
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i pray that things get better for you man
may you receive great health and experience all the joys of life. best of luck to you my friend<3
 
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Damn man, I wish you all the best, hope you get well, praying for you, my nigga
the night stalker himself, thanks bro
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
Shit, its okay man, good shit, u defeated cancer tho, mirin hard, love you
 
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ill be straight my nigga i have no time in life to be scared
id get scared as fuck. ITS FUCKING CANCER. then again i understand at that point you have no other choice but to accept it and live with whatever time you have left. death can be really scary dude :hnghn:
 
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id get scared as fuck. ITS FUCKING CANCER. then again i understand at that point you have no other choice but to accept it and live with whatever time you have left. death can be really scary dude :hnghn:
ngl bro if you read my thread youd realize i never really cared anyways because i was a very suicidal person but yea things can get scary but i know with the treatment im in im not gonna die any soon bro
 
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hope you get well :Hearts:
 
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damn nigga a wig might the method, what's up with you though what type of cancer do you deal with? the doctor told me there is wigs that directly hook into your head so they look like real hair and stay there forever
Hodgkins lymphoma I think we've talked before, do you have ALL?
Yea theres some extensions or something.

Im probably just gonna get smp I have hair its just thin
 
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i hope everything turn out well for you my dude please dont make any retarded decisions and be careful, start with whatever treatment it is that you need asap
much love, will be very careful.
 
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Take care my bhai.
 
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1772378675962
 
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Praying you get well man
 
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how are you doing bhai?
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
read the whole thread, hope u do better bro
 
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read the whole thread, hope u do better bro
i actually have gotten so much better since i made this thread so yes it haves worked thanks to all of you for the optimism regarding my situation hopefully ill stop wearing this fuckass wig soon and get my hair back

i cant wait to blast tren already and im not even half way my recovery process, cant wait to be a sick cunt brah
☝🏻

thank u man
 
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hope you'll be fine we all hope
 
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