I lost my mother few weeks ago

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I feel numb. I get medicine for sleeping, but I have sleep disorder.
This forum is my best coping
 
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So sorry to hear that bro.
Stay strong. You can DM me anytime you want if you feel lonely.
 
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My condolences.
 
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I take this but It doesnt work properly. I am always awake jfl.

Psych said, it‘s normal for the first weeks.
I hope I dont bloatmaxx


Every time I come to this dumbass forum I have good laugh, because of all the retarded threads, it‘s better than meds
 

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Meds probably just makes it worse in the long run. Try to limit that as much as feasibly possible under the current circumstances.

You could try making a tea from an amanita muscaria (fly agaric) mushroom. They can be a very powerful healing tool. Psilocybin (magic) mushrooms also, but they are a little bit riskt as they may cause you to have a bad trip.
 
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Meds probably just makes it worse in the long run. Try to limit that as much as feasibly possible under the current circumstances.

You could try making a tea from an amanita muscaria (fly agaric) mushroom. They can be a very powerful healing tool. Psilocybin (magic) mushrooms also, but they are a little bit riskt as they may cause you to have a bad trip.
Man, thx but what If Get get shizo jfl
 
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Man, thx but what If Get get shizo jfl
I wouldn't worry about it with fly agaric. They're more of a relaxant/bringer of tranquility. Be careful only to take 1 cap first time though. Dry it completely at 50° Celsius, crush it up finely, put it in a pot with water and let it simmer lightly while stirring regularly for like 45 minutes, drain it and drink. You'll feel a body load and go to sleep. Then you wake up with energy and later the sedation kicks in.
 
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sorry for your loss bro...hope shes in a better place

try to not to rot too much, she probably wouldnt want you to rot, but to be happy
 
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learn detachment lil bro
 
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Sorry for your loss my friend. RIP.
 
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My condolences broski
Dm me if u need to talk, and dont go down dark paths in life
if u are feeling down, just go outside, take in some sunlight and exercise...also sleep well eat well and avoid drugs or alcohol
it should set you str8
 
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Haha fuck all Serbs, including your dead whore mother, she’s getting eaten by maggots in her grave rn
retarded faggot
albania= 100% gypsy
 
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Haha fuck all Serbs, including your dead whore mother, she’s getting eaten by maggots in her grave rn
I'd crush your skull honestly.
 
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Condolences brother.
 
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@gigaslayer OP is Serb nationalist :lul:
Fuck off nigger. Dont make fun of someones dead mother even if he’s a serb. He might not hate us. Not every serb hates albanians.
 
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how did she die
 
Haha fuck all Serbs, including your dead whore mother, she’s getting eaten by maggots in her grave rn
Shit if bitch didn’t have maggots crawling in her ass I would fuck her. Maybe i’ll change my mind after a beer…
 
Shit if bitch didn’t have maggots crawling in her ass I would fuck her. Maybe i’ll change my mind after a beer…
BearBoy
 
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Nah c‘mon I wasn’t being serious you butthurt faggots :lul: :lul: :lul:

Sorry for your loss, OP, we all have mothers.

If you need someone to talk to, I am a good listener
 
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current macedonia =/ ancient macedonia though, which was full greek
I am not Macedonian....I just liked how he looked in that movie so decided to use it as avi
 
I am not Macedonian....I just liked how he looked in that movie so decided to use it as avi
Nobody cares what you are tbh
 
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Sorry to hear man, I lost mine over a year ago to cancer. The first 1-2 months are hell on earth, but you get better over time. Stay strong bro
 
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Sorry to hear man, I lost mine over a year ago to cancer. The first 1-2 months are hell on earth, but you get better over time. Stay strong bro
Thanks man.
Same here. She had stomach cancer. The appearance was awful, I could just watch and not help. I am sorry for your loss.
I hope, it will get better soon
 
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very sad

but dont expect sympathy from rotters in here op
 
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Thanks man.
Same here. She had stomach cancer. The appearance was awful, I could just watch and not help. I am sorry for your loss.
I hope, it will get better soon
wow so similar... mine died from esophagus cancer and it spread to the liver. Yea horrifying way to go, you are completely helpless. Whole body was yellow and very underweight.
 
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Thanks man.
Same here. She had stomach cancer. The appearance was awful, I could just watch and not help. I am sorry for your loss.
I hope, it will get better soon
My aunt passed from colon cancer. Sorry for your loss.
 
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wow so similar... mine died from esophagus cancer and it spread to the liver. Yea horrifying way to go, you are completely helpless. Whole body was yellow and very underweight.
It's a huge black pill for the state of medical science right now. Besides infectious diseases and pseudo cyborg primitive machinery that barely extends your life on the edge of death (breathing machines) medicine is in the fucking Stone ages still

Brings back that adage of an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure
 
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It's a huge black pill for the state of medical science right now. Besides infectious diseases and pseudo cyborg primitive machinery that barely extends your life on the edge of death (breathing machines) medicine is in the fucking Stone ages still

Brings back that adage of an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure
many of my friends' families are affected, my mother has been to the doctor repeatedly. but her ailments were trivialized as "psychological problems“.
 
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many of my friends' families are affected, my mother has been to the doctor repeatedly. but her ailments were trivialized as "psychological problems“.
Affected by cancer?
 
It's a huge black pill for the state of medical science right now. Besides infectious diseases and pseudo cyborg primitive machinery that barely extends your life on the edge of death (breathing machines) medicine is in the fucking Stone ages still

Brings back that adage of an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure
yea im thankful my chronic disease (ulcerative colitis) isnt a bad case and i managed to almost fix it. The only cure is to remove your entire colon. There is no methods to fix permanent genetic issues. We need gene editing or its over. Prevention is everything, I will actually go back to regular doctor screenings soon to make sure my health is good.
 
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yea im thankful my chronic disease (ulcerative colitis) isnt a bad case and i managed to almost fix it. The only cure is to remove your entire colon. There is no methods to fix permanent genetic issues. We need gene editing or its over. Prevention is everything, I will actually go back to regular doctor screenings soon to make sure my health is good.
What are your symptoms? That sucks I have a sensitive stomach so I have sort of an inkling of that
 
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Affected by cancer?
Yes, many after Covid pandemic got attested with cancer. I don’t know if it‘s the vaccination or covid itself which caused that
 
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many of my friends' families are affected, my mother has been to the doctor repeatedly. but her ailments were trivialized as "psychological problems“.
that happened to me multiple times. I also had GERD (stomach acid reflux) and my heart pumped very aggressively, because my body was stressed. The stomach actually pressed onto the main heart vain (abdominal aorta). These fags told me i have anxiety and that im mentally ill. I hate doctors so much, my mom was diagnosed late too smh. I only trust myself at this point.
 
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Its hard bro
Most of us are lonely and our parents were the ones who cared for us the most so obviously its going to hurt when they are gone for good
But that is life
Time doesn't remain same everything changes eventually
You just have to adapt the most you can with the present moment
 
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What are your symptoms? That sucks I have a sensitive stomach so I have sort of an inkling of that
at the moment only slight pain once in a while and thats it. I barely feel it anymore. When the disease is active and your colon is inflamed, you shit 10 times a day. Even with blood in between. The stomach pain is like a sharp knife plunged into your abdominal area. Below your navel to the side. Only thing that legit helps fast is corticoids, but they destroy your bones long term. So only short term therapy. I took immune suppressing medicine for a couple of years, as you can imagine that shit is toxic af. Suppressing your immune system is one of the worst things you can do, but it is what it is
 
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at the moment only slight pain once in a while and thats it. I barely feel it anymore. When the disease is active and your colon is inflamed, you shit 10 times a day. Even with blood in between. The stomach pain is like a sharp knife plunged into your abdominal area. Below your navel to the side. Only thing that legit helps fast is corticoids, but they destroy your bones long term. So only short term therapy. I took immune suppressing medicine for a couple of years, as you can imagine that shit is toxic af. Suppressing your immune system is one of the worst things you can do, but it is what it is
Jeez that sucks. Glad its better now tho.

Were you prescribed opiates for the pain?
 
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Yes, many after Covid pandemic got attested with cancer. I don’t know if it‘s the vaccination or covid itself which caused that
so many people have cancer at the moment its not even funny. Apparently the leading cause of death is heart disease. Everybody around me dies from cancer only lol
 
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Jeez that sucks. Glad its better now tho.

Were you prescribed opiates for the pain?
yea trust me im very very thankful. No opiates are too strong, I just took something like ibuprofen. All this looks stuff means nothing without health. I used to hate that people couldn't tell im sick, but now its a huge benefit. The mental scarring remains though, I have a hard time moving on from all this trauma and bullshit ngl. Many blackpillers are like that. We get hated, but a lot of us are victims of life circumstances. We didnt choose this shit
 
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