i lost my virginity

[esoterik]

i doubt it you need some more self confidence esoterik you're in your head too much just hit her up and ask her if she would like to meet up again suggest something fun like bowling, arcade, movies ect she said she had a great time after yall said you're goodbyes no? dont disqualify yourself before you even know the answer you said your 6'4 right how many guys do you think shes around thats 6'4 at 18

maybe, should i ask her right now? or wait a few days? what would u do

 

[3pslnoharmony]

Dnr maybe later

 

[esoterik]

@eon

 

[eon]

when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life

 

[eon]

Remember who got u to take that photo and give it a shot.

 

[esoterik]

Remember who got u to take that photo and give it a shot.

my previous tinder acc had like... 3 matches a month, now im still hover between 5-10 a day

 

[eon]

my previous tinder acc had like... 3 matches a month, now im still hover between 5-10 a day

 

[eon]

@BigBallsLarry looks like us bluepillers are always right

 

[esoterik]

@BigBallsLarry looks like us bluepillers are always right

this is a exception, its just cause i got a nt pic and 6'4 is the first thing

 

[Old Büll]

The woman should always suck you first

 

[eon]

this is a exception, its just cause i got a nt pic and 6'4 is the first thing

If you are comfortable, let me see the foid u slayed on dc

 

[nel9d]

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

 

[esoterik]

If you are comfortable, let me see the foid u slayed on dc

yuhh, we talk a bit on insta still, hoping we go on a second date, what @Ascending2Tyrone said

but ill dm u later today a pic of her

 

[IraniancelV2]

Fakecel, fuck you

 

[esoterik]

The woman should always suck you first

i didnt expect i needed to give her oral at all, i thought licking or giving women oral was a weird niche in porn

 

[natelma0]

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

These MIGHT not be tales yall

 

[Old Büll]

i didnt expect i needed to give her oral at all, i thought licking or giving women oral was a weird niche in porn

If you do that make sure you grab her pants yank them off and force her legs open. Always be in a dominant physical state

 

[angrywhiteboy]

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

MIRIN

 

[RXnd]

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

Why didn’t you keep going after busting?

 

[esoterik]

Why didn’t you keep going after busting?

low t

 

[Lust]

but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing

been there done that

 

[The Grinch]

Damn bro, i‘m proud of you. What was his name?

 

[Lust]

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

you fucking retard

Lesson for life - never fuck random girls raw

had fun summer, fucking different girls raw now in the recent weeks scabs and blisters started appearing in my pubic area at first there was one but it got bigger and bigger, then new ones appeared i probably have syphilis now and i will go get my blood tested asap worst thing - idk from who...

looksmax.org

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

maybe, should i ask her right now? or wait a few days? what would u do

me personally i usually wait a few to give them time to miss me and reminisce about the night. and i saw in your other replies that you want an ltr and that shes on birth control so you dont need a condom if shes on birth control and if shes on birth control she has a decent body count and lets dudes hit raw on the first night like your case so i wouldnt even think about a ltr with her save yourself the heartbreak. shes going to hold a special place in your heart since you lost your virginity to her but try to keep it casual and gain experience for your future ltr maybe try experimenting like actual dates but dont get attached lol just think about it as gaining experience for your actual girl

 

[standardcel]

Tales from the asylum

 

[Arminus]

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

Mirin how old are you??

 

[gunrenaissance]

nah, im still getting surgery, cause alot of it feels like luck, it motivated me to make it all skill and no luck, and anyway, my consultation with pag has been booked for a bit anyway

looks literally ARE luck

 

[esoterik]

me personally i usually wait a few to give them time to miss me and reminisce about the night. and i saw in your other replies that you want an ltr and that shes on birth control so you dont need a condom if shes on birth control and if shes on birth control she has a decent body count and lets dudes hit raw on the first night like your case so i wouldnt even think about a ltr with her save yourself the heartbreak. shes going to hold a special place in your heart since you lost your virginity to her but try to keep it casual and gain experience for your future ltr maybe try experimenting like actual dates but dont get attached lol just think about it as gaining experience for your actual girl

hmm, i see, maybe it would be best to go on a second date just for a second round? then kinda devoid any emotions towards her?

and is that what u did when u lost your virginity?

Mirin how old are you??

18

looks literally ARE luck

i meant, make it less about luck on tinder, i think i was just more her type then a objectively good looking person

you fucking retard

Lesson for life - never fuck random girls raw

had fun summer, fucking different girls raw now in the recent weeks scabs and blisters started appearing in my pubic area at first there was one but it got bigger and bigger, then new ones appeared i probably have syphilis now and i will go get my blood tested asap worst thing - idk from who...

looksmax.org

meh, i dont feel any signs or anything today, i just didnt really want to "lose" my virginity with a condom on

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

hmm, i see, maybe it would be best to go on a second date just for a second round? then kinda devoid any emotions towards her?

and is that what u did when u lost your virginity?

yes I do think you should go on a second date for a second round and I wouldnt say devoid any emotion towards her lol makes you sound like a psychopath BUT you can have fun with her be yourself enjoy the time spent be happy. just dont get attached know that she can leave at any time it sucks it has to be this way but shes 18 in her prime years and shes on tinder she just wants to have fun and keep everything casual, as soon as she finds a better option than you she'll forget about you

unfortunately i couldn't lose mine to a virgin but i waited a couple days to hit her up again and we lasted a bit together like 3+ months

 

[mulattocel]

Mirin bro congrats

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

meh, i dont feel any signs or anything today, i just didnt really want to "lose" my virginity with a condom on

youll be fine trust just dont be comfortable with not using condoms when you slay again

 

[esoterik]

yes I do think you should go on a second date for a second round and I wouldnt say devoid any emotion towards her lol makes you sound like a psychopath BUT you can have fun with her be yourself enjoy the time spent be happy. just dont get attached know that she can leave at any time it sucks it has to be this way but shes 18 in her prime years and shes on tinder she just wants to have fun and keep everything casual, as soon as she finds a better option than you she'll forget about you

unfortunately i couldn't lose mine to a virgin but i waited a couple days to hit her up again and we lasted a bit together like 3+ months

jeez, hookup culture is cancer, right now im not any diff then a week ago, it means nothing now, only a ltr is worth the energy tbh, but i cant see a ltr being made out of tinder, so maybe its just something you need to search for in real life

Mirin bro congrats

View attachment 4083548

thank you, still mad at you for posting slaying vids when i was a bitter incel

 

[crazyguy]

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

why not me

 

[Arbuscular]

like 10 seconds in

mr 8 seconds

 

[mulattocel]

thank you, still mad at you for posting slaying vids when i was a bitter incel

I won’t be posting tapes for a while

Now it’s up to you to carry on my legacy

And post your own

 

[pulsar23]

context: i made 2 threads, when i matched with a hmtb and asked what to say. then she asked for a date, so pretty much, we went to dinner, we had a ok time, i was obviously fidgeting with shit, but we got done, we went to her house, we ate ice cream cones, and talked, we sat down, watched a show (no clue what it was tbh, it was one of those like marvel tv shows disney+ has, i dont keep up anymore) and we sat for like 5 minutes until we kinda started cuddling in this position

View attachment 4081569


it was the couch so there wasnt much space and i kinda had to put my arm around her waist, best feeling ever, i couldnt even focus on the show, i know she felt my heart beating on her back, because bro, it was racing, after like 15 minutes she kinda scoots closer to me and... the best way i can describe it is, it was like the spooning image above, but more of her tucked into me, after the episode, she paused it, and asked if i was ok, with her head kinda tucked into my neck, at this point bro, im so lost i forgot we were even watching shit for a brief period of time, im so focused on touching a girl and cuddling with a girl for the first time, but she kinda turns her head towards me and... i dont know how to explain it but, its when you give someone a facial expression or say stuff without talking, she just kinda gave me a smirk that told me everything, at this point im shitting bricks, this shit is actually happening, so i nod

next part is explicit and detailed for the ones that want to know how it feels, how real life sex works (way diff then i thought) and my experience

Spoiler: Details / Experience

so, first thing was, she wanted me to give her oral sex first which, i didnt expect to give mutual oral, i guess cause i only watched porn up to this point but, i thought it was going to taste like skittles and rainbows, but it tastes like a battery or a cable cord lol, i dont know how to explain, but its like.... yeah, that, but it was also soft af, she was cleaned shaved

then it was my turn, i was taking off my pants and.... it was really setting in, my blood pressure was through the fucking roof, like as i was taking off my pants it felt like my arms could fall the fuck off, anyway, the couch is near ground level so she kneeled on the floor, mind you, she knows im a virgin (i accidently told her) so shes kinda being soft but, when i saw her between my knees, i just thought, damn, i made it so far in life, but when i felt the wet touch of her lips sealing, it felt like.... your on a fast rollercoster and your making your way to the top before being dropped, at that moment, i was at the top of the roller coster, and in my mind i literally said "oh shit", then fast forward like 5 seconds when shes 2nd stroke, i was already making involinutary movement and sound, like my legs and toes were doing weird shit, and i was making growns and noises, i tried to supress all of this by biting my lip and trying to keep my legs still, but, i couldnt do anything, i tried to act nonchalant, but i was folding the second i started, i uttered the words "uhh" then she stopped, then i asked her "can u slow down a bit" and she kinda came back up to ask me "is this your first bj?" UH YEAH, I SAID I WAS A VIRGIN (although i guess some people think blowjob does not count so yuh) but i said, "yeah, and honestly, im probably not going to last much longer if u keep doing that", so we move on to the main dish.... sex

she stands up and sits beside me, at this point i dont know if i should pull the condom out or try to get her to forget (she did mention that she was having side effects of birth control, which im a bit autistic, but i dont know if this was her indirectly telling me it didnt matter?), so i just let it ride, she kinda spreads out, but her left leg hits the coushin so its blocking the full spread so it was a bit awkward, but i kind guide it there...... and to be honest, i should'nt share the next part publically because this is probably the most embarrassing thing of my life, but i didnt realize the actual vagina or the thing u put ur pp in was at the bottom, i thought it was the whole thing, i never noticed that in porn videos somehow lol, so i tried to put it in at like the middle-ish spot and she laughed.... at that point i was so confused, but she redirected it, and bro, i wanted to leave and kill my self right there

so i dont know if this is a instinct or just because of porn but i kinda rub my pp over the vagina before i put it in, and it was soft af, supa soft, but i kinda insert it in, no lube, but trying to insert it in, it felt like... a barrier, but not like a solid barrier, a semi solid barrier, i could tell that it was malleable but she kinda had to wet everything down, so i try to insert it again, and this time, it felt still like a barrier but i could tell i was making progress, like it was slowly going in, and boy....


it felt weird.... like a moisty enveloped enviroment, it felt amazing-ish (it was tight, but not in the way i expected, i guess death grip), and tbh, i had like... my tip and a bit of my shaft inserted and i kinda just sat there, making that face when your holding in a shit, and holding my breath, trying to savior every second because i knew i wasnt going to last much longer, and i dont want to sound... like its over but honestly, alot of the pleasure came from the fact that i am having sex with a pretty girl, without using condoms, not the actual puss its self, so i kinda put my arms arching over her so i can stand up on my own, and im making little ass movement as possible, like 10 seconds in, and i still havent even done a full stroke (it sounds dramatic, but imagine going 18 years your life, not even holding hands with a girl yet, before this, my peak contact with a girl was high fiving a girl when we finished a school project back in high school) so im making weird breathing patterns that i didnt even notice until really now, anyway, i get to fulling enveloping my pp and it was pretty nice, i last like 2-3 more strokes and i pull out, and honestly, im kinda lost on what to do then, so i kinda stroke it and point it to her leg/thigh, i didnt know if i could cum on her stomach, or near her vagina, she sees me pointing and stroking and she redirects me to her stomach, which was pretty autistic but eh, what ever

i felt pretty judged during it, not in a good or bad way, but i thought it was going to be alot sweeter, where she thinks its cute or pure that shes taking my virginity, but nah, not really tbh, i guess i could tell she was maybe going a little softer on me tho

then we put our clothes together and watched half a episode before i got too embarrassed and nervious to continue, i said i had to leave, and i kinda hugged her goodbye, she said thanks for dinner, and said she had fun, this is kinda weird to me

i know a few people said not to have sex raw, but i honestly dont really know the issue, tbh i dont even know how serious a std or any of that is, but i seem fine right now

this motivates me much more to get surgery, so this can happen more often and not rely on luck, hopefully my upcoming consultation with pag doesnt end in disaster

anyway, thanks for reading


@eon @BigBallsLarry @davidlaidisme67 @Bryce @zemult @Gaygymmaxx

the first time i lost my virginity with a girl you would honestly be able to call it borderline molestation but i went with it

 

[esoterik]

mr 8 seconds

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tbf, before this, the most contact i had with a girl was a high five, and even then i thought about that for days, so you can imagine the jump

I won’t be posting tapes for a while

Now it’s up to you to carry on my legacy

And post your own

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maybe.... maybe when i ascend and slay often, i will carry your legacy

 

[Koji]

yall can only cum once?

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

jeez, hookup culture is cancer, right now im not any diff then a week ago, it means nothing now, only a ltr is worth the energy tbh, but i cant see a ltr being made out of tinder, so maybe its just something you need to search for in real life

forrr sureee dating apps especially tinder are just hookups man you're tall af so im sure you'll do good cold approaching i myself am darksin htn 6'2 so i also do pretty well cold approaching i gave gaygymmax some cold approaching tips for his first time i can give you some if you need approaching most def mogs dating apps and the quality of women too

 

[naturalselector420]

DNR you nigger We don't care

 

[naturalselector420]

yall can only cum once?

Nah

 

[Arbuscular]

tbf, before this, the most contact i had with a girl was a high five, and even then i thought about that for days, so you can imagine the jump

me too

wait

I just remembered

I hugged a girl, like for real 2 days ago

now im just khv

holy fuck it must be so crazy to like, the most u ever have is a high five and then just have straight up sex

 

[adriano]

i'm happy for you bhai, how old are you btw?

 

[esoterik]

forrr sureee dating apps especially tinder are just hookups man you're tall af so im sure you'll do good cold approaching i myself am darksin htn 6'2 so i also do pretty well cold approaching i gave gaygymmax some cold approaching tips for his first time i can give you some if you need approaching most def mogs dating apps and the quality of women too

cold approach?? ehh, ill pm you after surgery, once im htn for that, i imagine the strat would be cold approaching in a church or country side

 

[esoterik]

me too

wait

I just remembered

I hugged a girl, like for real 2 days ago

now im just khv

holy fuck it must be so crazy to like, the most u ever have is a high five and then just have straight up sex

yuh, and tbh, in reality, that was the first actual convo i ever had with a girl that was outside small talk or forced, i dont recall in school really talking to any girl beyond that

i'm happy for you bhai, how old are you btw?

im 18, and thank you!

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

cold approach?? ehh, ill pm you after surgery, once im htn for that, i imagine the strat would be cold approaching in a church or country side

im sure you dont need surgery if you got it first night but sure i wont force you, you make your own decisions and yes church is not a bad idea for ltr worthy girls

 

[adriano]

im 18, and thank you!

good age to lose it tbh, 2 years on the forum payed back ig

 

[esoterik]

im sure you dont need surgery if you got it first night but sure i wont force you, you make your own decisions and yes church is not a bad idea for ltr worthy girls

meh, i think alot of it is just a height thing

good age to lose it tbh, 2 years on the forum payed back ig

meh, i wish i lost it at 14-16, i feel a little left out at 18, also, lol, 2 years here made it 100x worse, the only thing it helped me with is focusing on getting money to surgerymaxx, which hopefully if pag isnt a asshat with my next consultation i should be getting some surgery soon af

 

[adriano]

getting money to surgerymaxx, which hopefully if pag isnt a asshat with my next consultation i should be getting some surgery soon af

good luck

 

[Corleone]

Yup meanwhile I’m a hideous nigger