PsychoDsk
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For a month or 3 I’ve been going to church weekly.
At first, I just went to admire the architecture and general sacred geometry. As I started going more frequently I noticed a whole lot of changes. The mystic feeling started going away and I was just left with more clarity.
I am not quite sure why I go but it seems to me life is better in every way possible since I put faith in A creator.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not a believer and I’m still a horrible person but the more I go the more it just clicks, that there’s more to everything than we think.
May that be just parallel realities, may that be manifestation in the form of repetition and intent. There is something that creates us all, and created the atoms we embody, aswell as once again confirming to ME that wherever you place intent and focus your energy on, reality simply follows.
I talk to someone, something in there. Maybe I’m schizophrenic, maybe I discovered sacred realms. I have no clue but something is listening and giving me clarity.
I have always been into qabbalistic texts, ancient egyptian histography, magick but this is different.
It gives me what I want, in exchange for faith. Nothing that I have ever came across is as pure as this.
Maybe I’m just scared to call myself a believer because in my way of thinking it’s low IQ, redundant and simply cope for the uncertainty of life. BUT, the deeper into physics I get, the more I have come to realize all of this, your mind, your body, gravitons, the way electrons interact with neutrons, that it simply CAN’T be an accident.
Everything is TOO connected, TOO well put together. Too well-planned for what we believe is chaos.
Maybe the universe isn’t as unforgiving, cruel and uncertain as we think. Maybe there is a creator, but maybe it’s completely opposite of what we believe him/her/it to be.
I do have faith in something/someone
I think I just can’t have faith in what people created faith to be.
At first, I just went to admire the architecture and general sacred geometry. As I started going more frequently I noticed a whole lot of changes. The mystic feeling started going away and I was just left with more clarity.
I am not quite sure why I go but it seems to me life is better in every way possible since I put faith in A creator.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not a believer and I’m still a horrible person but the more I go the more it just clicks, that there’s more to everything than we think.
May that be just parallel realities, may that be manifestation in the form of repetition and intent. There is something that creates us all, and created the atoms we embody, aswell as once again confirming to ME that wherever you place intent and focus your energy on, reality simply follows.
I talk to someone, something in there. Maybe I’m schizophrenic, maybe I discovered sacred realms. I have no clue but something is listening and giving me clarity.
I have always been into qabbalistic texts, ancient egyptian histography, magick but this is different.
It gives me what I want, in exchange for faith. Nothing that I have ever came across is as pure as this.
Maybe I’m just scared to call myself a believer because in my way of thinking it’s low IQ, redundant and simply cope for the uncertainty of life. BUT, the deeper into physics I get, the more I have come to realize all of this, your mind, your body, gravitons, the way electrons interact with neutrons, that it simply CAN’T be an accident.
Everything is TOO connected, TOO well put together. Too well-planned for what we believe is chaos.
Maybe the universe isn’t as unforgiving, cruel and uncertain as we think. Maybe there is a creator, but maybe it’s completely opposite of what we believe him/her/it to be.
I do have faith in something/someone
I think I just can’t have faith in what people created faith to be.
