i love

[160cmcurry]

staring at this fucking screen

knowing i don’t have much going on with my life

i sometimes wonder how it got to this point

i can’t even fucking sleep

god i fucking hate looking at the mirror

waking up every day knowing i’m a shit skin ethnic LOL

 

[TGUN.]

Did u get unbanned

 

[160cmcurry]

i’m such a genetic garbage

the only thing i look forward to is the red notification bell at the top right

 

[dogpound]

Non larp day in the life of a deathnic #14

 

[davidlaidisme67]

L

staring at this fucking screen

knowing i don’t have much going on with my life

i sometimes wonder how it got to this point

i can’t even fucking sleep

god i fucking hate looking at the mirror

waking up every day knowing i’m a shit skin ethnic LOL

i missed you bro I thought you roped

 

[160cmcurry]

Did u get unbanned

yeah

 

[davidlaidisme67]

i’m such a genetic garbage

the only thing i look forward to is the red notification bell at the top right

Real but hey at least……yeah I got nothing. It’s over for us ethnics

 

[TGUN.]

Real but hey at least……yeah I got nothing. It’s over for us ethnics

Bro your black just get dreads and play basketball

 

[160cmcurry]

L

i missed you bro I thought you roped

how ya doing

missed ya too

been awful these days

vitiligo’s getting worse

eczema is creeping up

can’t even fucking sleep

i hate my fucking life

i hate being sleep deprived

 

[davidlaidisme67]

yeah

Lifefuel

 

[Genio]

the only thing i look forward to is the red notification bell at the top right

Until you realize it's a faggot that just want's to argue for the sake of narcissicm and ego.

 

[160cmcurry]

Real but hey at least……yeah I got nothing. It’s over for us ethnics

i wanna kill myself so badly

 

[psltristan1]

staring at this fucking screen

knowing i don’t have much going on with my life

i sometimes wonder how it got to this point

i can’t even fucking sleep

god i fucking hate looking at the mirror

waking up every day knowing i’m a shit skin ethnic LOL

Holy your back
Also why did you lose your ethnic supremacy?

 

[davidlaidisme67]

how ya doing

missed ya too

been awful these days

vitiligo’s getting worse

eczema is creeping up

can’t even fucking sleep

i hate my fucking life

i hate being sleep deprived

Fucking brutal I relate. My family hates me after they found out everything kek. I’m trying to blow up on streaming so I can just pay for our shit while we ldar and looksmax

 

[160cmcurry]

ethnics aren’t even seen as individuals like whites

 

[davidlaidisme67]

i wanna kill myself so badly

Same but I pussy out ngl

 

[160cmcurry]

when a white guy goes alt/goth or skater boy he’s seen as an individual but if a black/brown does the same thing he’s filtered through his race first LOL I WANNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF HOLY SHIT

 

[160cmcurry]

FUCKINF HATE THIS SHITTY LIFE I WANNA DIE EVERY DAY

 

[160cmcurry]

CANT EVEN FUCKING ADHERE TO CERTAIN NICHES

 

[160cmcurry]

I JUST WANNA BE NORMAL

 

[davidlaidisme67]

@160cmcurry pms if you want tbh. Have to admit something

 

[160cmcurry]

Same but I pussy out ngl

i’m such a little bitch i got back into cutting myself

 

[160cmcurry]

i don’t even care if my parents catch on with the scars

the amount of mental pain it feels being a shit skin ethnic hurts

 

[davidlaidisme67]

i’m such a little bitch i got back into cutting myself

I stopped cause I almost bled out kek

 

[160cmcurry]

gonna fucking getting a razor i hope i bleed to death one of these sessions LOL i hate being an inbred

 

[160cmcurry]

I stopped cause I almost bled out kek

if we meet again can i hug you (i don’t wanna meet now but just like later on) not ina. homosexual manner im just so lonely

 

[160cmcurry]

i’m so touch deprived

i’ll probably cry into you im sorry

 

[160cmcurry]

i genuinely just wanna cry into someone

 

[160cmcurry]

i can’t anymore

i have no one to talk to

to just ‘let go’

 

[browncurrycel]

You're back

 

[160cmcurry]

i’m sorry

 

[160cmcurry]

i crashed out

i just fucking hate being ethnic

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Been there bhai

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

I kinda miss it

Now my emotions are stale tbh. I think i need to go back to coffeemaxxing to feel intense emotional anxiety again

 

[160cmcurry]

Been there bhai

some of the emotional aches i get at night are some of the worst, they hurt so badly, i hate crying

 

[160cmcurry]

i wish i could just numb it all out or fall asleep before it hits

 

[Outlander]

It's over

 

[Outlander]

i wish i could just numb it all out or fall asleep before it hits

Sleep is always hard for me as well, and was ever since I was 16. I'm in my 20s now and use diazapam sometimes but even that doesn't do much. Sometimes getting drunk will put me to sleep for a nap or something, but not much is a real fix

 

[160cmcurry]

Sleep is always hard for me as well, and was ever since I was 16. I'm in my 20s now and use diazapam sometimes but even that doesn't do much. Sometimes getting drunk will put me to sleep for a nap or something, but not much is a real fix

yeah that’s the thing, it never goes away, no amount of whatever substance you take will fill in how some of us just lack emotional needs. i did this with edibles before, it numbed the pain the first few times but then i end up waking up the next day feeling like shit

 

[160cmcurry]

mornings after are the worst

 

[160cmcurry]

WONDERING WHY I CANT JUST BE FUCKING NORMAL

 

[160cmcurry]

FOR ONCE WITHOUT HAVING TO BORROW FROM A BAG OR PILL

 

[160cmcurry]

my life is so shit

i just want to be loved

 

[Outlander]

yeah that’s the thing, it never goes away, no amount of whatever substance you take will fill in how some of us just lack emotional needs. i did this with edibles before, it numbed the pain the first few times but then i end up waking up the next day feeling like shit

Yeah in my case I'm extremely isolated socially and never had a gf, so have a lot of unmet needs there. Also got some health issues so no substance is gonna magically cure these issues, and just numbs the misery a little. I try to enjoy what I can in life and not dwell on bad stuff too much but that always isn't an option.

 

[160cmcurry]

Yeah in my case I'm extremely isolated socially and never had a gf, so have a lot of unmet needs there. Also got some health issues so no substance is gonna magically cure these issues, and just numbs the misery a little. I try to enjoy what I can in life and not dwell on bad stuff too much but that always isn't an option.

nights are the worst when you’re alone with these thoughts. i just don’t wanna think anymore

 

[Outlander]

nights are the worst when you’re alone with these thoughts. i just don’t wanna think anymore

I'm a night owl and worked nightshift in the past so I tend to be up most of the night anyway, but yeah before trying to fall asleep when you have nothing else to do is when you can't stop thinking about all the deprivation in life