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Im not fluent so text might be litle weird.
From 12 to 18.5 years i was reccessed ( Photo 1,2 from february 2025)
Since an early age i was ND and and didnt notice but i always know there is something wrong my face my body my facial expressions and only 1 thing that helped me is being funny. Even tho with that face i expirienced teenage love i was in relationships with so many girls. But even tho i was ugly and clearly mot theis looksmatch ( they were wayy more attractive than me) i left them all because i fell so much better ab my looks and needed more. Like i said i was ND like narcissistic or sum shit idk how but i was. One year ago i think how can i do all of that nonchalant type shit with my horrible face card. Couple month ago like 2-3 i broke up with another girl bc shes not self improving. And 7-8 months ago i find out ab bp and think it was some kind of joke. I cant think nothing only about my look and i go deeper and deeper. ( Photo 3 first progress ive made took the photo march 25 still have a lot to fix but start feelin myself confident)
I doesnt know shit that bp going to ruin my life. Started doing cardio to be lean trying fix my health indicators but nothing help me. Just me and rabbit hole. I continued my looksmaxing journey. I stylemaxxed gain little confident. ( photo 4,5 march ) forgot ab college and friends i can think about bp only.
I gained clout in tiktok it doesnt bp or looksmaxxing just needed to be accepted buy it doesnt fell real its all about my looks. Glad i am 6.2 then it was only happy thing
Now june of 5 ( photo 5,6,7,8 and video 9,10 its me today) now laying in my bath may be kicked out of college bout bad grades and shit i think thats all just tired hide all of it
From 12 to 18.5 years i was reccessed ( Photo 1,2 from february 2025)
Since an early age i was ND and and didnt notice but i always know there is something wrong my face my body my facial expressions and only 1 thing that helped me is being funny. Even tho with that face i expirienced teenage love i was in relationships with so many girls. But even tho i was ugly and clearly mot theis looksmatch ( they were wayy more attractive than me) i left them all because i fell so much better ab my looks and needed more. Like i said i was ND like narcissistic or sum shit idk how but i was. One year ago i think how can i do all of that nonchalant type shit with my horrible face card. Couple month ago like 2-3 i broke up with another girl bc shes not self improving. And 7-8 months ago i find out ab bp and think it was some kind of joke. I cant think nothing only about my look and i go deeper and deeper. ( Photo 3 first progress ive made took the photo march 25 still have a lot to fix but start feelin myself confident)
I doesnt know shit that bp going to ruin my life. Started doing cardio to be lean trying fix my health indicators but nothing help me. Just me and rabbit hole. I continued my looksmaxing journey. I stylemaxxed gain little confident. ( photo 4,5 march ) forgot ab college and friends i can think about bp only.
I gained clout in tiktok it doesnt bp or looksmaxxing just needed to be accepted buy it doesnt fell real its all about my looks. Glad i am 6.2 then it was only happy thing
Now june of 5 ( photo 5,6,7,8 and video 9,10 its me today) now laying in my bath may be kicked out of college bout bad grades and shit i think thats all just tired hide all of it
