I m losing my sanity

[ALP]

I m a lonely guy.

Probably one of the loneliest persons in the forum.

I never had a father,friend or girlfriend.

I'm living with my mother but when i was a child she abondaned me everyday to go to work so i was basically the weird nerd kid who never goes outside, doesn't talk with anyone and reads books all the time.

But now i feel angrier than ever because people are forcing me to do so and if it keeps going i will find their gta online charecters and will kill them and go to jail in game.

I'm meditating for 30 minutes a day but it doesn't help.

Any advice for keeping your cool all the time ?

 

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[Gengar’s Ghost]

Are you me

 

[ALP]

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I m still in adoloscence and i have enough knowledge to turn myself into a mastermind i m 19 Now i ll be focusing on reshaping my brain and becoming master in different areas, then i will take revenge from my father who abondoned me when i was 2 years old and made another 3 children.

 

[ALP]

I m still in adoloscence and i have enough knowledge to turn myself into a mastermind i m 19 Now i ll be focusing on reshaping my brain and becoming master in different areas, then i will take revenge from my father who abondoned me when i was 2 years old and made another 3 children.

He literally shit on my life and now it s my turn.