thodian
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I made a morph of myself and I'm genuinely millimeters away I'm so upset rn I wanna rope I don't feel like I cant be loved if i don't get surgery despite bitches in the past saying they love me i cant bring myself to see myself that way and I'm in a consistent circle I'm like a dog chasing its tail I'm doing AAS rn and I'm seeing changes but i pray it is enough but deep down i know its not and i know once i do hardmax there is no ascend and forget
i will still remember the years people treated me harshly and even now that I'm at the peak I've been at in my whole life I'm now seeing the change with people treating me better and its still belittling because I'm still that person i was before the only thing that changed was my appearance and I've known this my whole life its just different seeing it first hand i hate humans i hate how artificial humans are and yet 90% of the population deny this its just upsetting it was never about attracting someone for me i just want to be beautiful i want to be comfortable in my own skin
i will still remember the years people treated me harshly and even now that I'm at the peak I've been at in my whole life I'm now seeing the change with people treating me better and its still belittling because I'm still that person i was before the only thing that changed was my appearance and I've known this my whole life its just different seeing it first hand i hate humans i hate how artificial humans are and yet 90% of the population deny this its just upsetting it was never about attracting someone for me i just want to be beautiful i want to be comfortable in my own skin
