i make my mom cry daily

[hax]

“i do so much for you, and all you ever give me in return is hate, like i don’t even try.” she told me

it’s sad because she just doesn’t understand the blackpill but i can tell she’s genuinely trying.

 

[incomplete]

 

[hax]

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she just doesn't see her efforts paying off, it's not my fault for being exposed to the brootal troof

 

[pexy]

need more context

 

[emogymmaxx]

need more context

 

[pexy]

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yes hi this is me

 

[emogymmaxx]

yes hi this is me

 

[hax]

need more context

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bruh she just came to hug me while borderline crying of tears i couldn't reply. she's in the room next door i can still hear her.

context is that she doesn't want me saving up for surgery + stops me from buying minox/dut or anything really then does shitty decisions like "changing schools" or "cutting off the internet" and becomes sad when i don't just change and become happy overnight.

 

[emogymmaxx]

bruh she just came to hug me while borderline crying of tears i couldn't reply. she's in the room next door i can still hear her.

context is that she doesn't want me saving up for surgery + stops me from buying minox/dut or anything really then does shitty decisions like "changing schools" or "cutting off the internet" and becomes sad that i don't just change overnight.

i told my dad i was running tren and he said "damn thats neat!"

 

[hax]

i told my dad i was running tren and he said "damn thats neat!"

at least he's a bitch, you can only blame him.

i try not to feel empathy or it might fire back at me and make me blame myself.

 

[_Jason_]

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i look like this and i say this.

 

[emogymmaxx]

at least he's a bitch, you can only blame him.

i try not to feel empathy or it might fire back at me and make me blame myself.

thats true, tbh your mom has probably seen the news shit talking about how "evil" and how its "destroying our youth" and thinks its all just one big bubble of scenes

 

[_Jason_]

bruh she just came to hug me while borderline crying of tears i couldn't reply. she's in the room next door i can still hear her.

context is that she doesn't want me saving up for surgery + stops me from buying minox/dut or anything really then does shitty decisions like "changing schools" or "cutting off the internet" and becomes sad when i don't just change and become happy overnight.

brutal. im sorry that you have to go through that.

 

[gandylite.]

hope this is satire

 

[hax]

thats true, tbh your mom has probably seen the news shit talking about how "evil" and how its "destroying our youth" and thinks its all just one big bubble of scenes

yes, i told her not to take the blame; that she will never understand but that's not enough for her to stop the tears from flowing.

it is what it is. ig i'll have to reconciliate with her once i'll have my life put together.

 

[decret]

she just doesn't understand us black pilled looksmaxers

 

[tansel]

you need to explain to her

the beauty of vasiliy stepanov

& then

go from there

 

[hax]

hope this is satire

why would this be satire?

she's just scared i'll botch myself and end it.

 

[hax]

you need to explain to her

the beauty of vasiliy stepanov

& then

go from there

she told me male models had only a little more SMV than people with defomities because beauty was subjective.

it's at that point that i stopped talking.

 

[tansel]

she told me male models had only a little more SMV than people with defomities because beauty was subjective.

it's at that point that i stopped talking.

hahahaha no way man

have you tried to say that beauty is objective based off of facial ratios

& in todays world looks will always come first

& that you are high iq enough not to get botched

 

[Jordan Barrett]

“i do so much for you, and all you ever give me in return is hate, like i don’t even try.” she told me

it’s sad because she just doesn’t understand the blackpill but i can tell she’s genuinely trying.

This is not good bro

 

[hax]

brutal. im sorry that you have to go through that.

it's my fault for ending up here. it's my fault for thinking like this; everything is mostly my fault to begin with.

she should get more support but i cannot mentally support her whilst she actively ruined my life.

 

[6’7whitechad]

This make me sad

 

[pexy]

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great work

 

[hax]

hahahaha no way man

have you tried to say that beauty is objective based off of facial ratios

& in todays world looks will always come first

& that you are high iq enough not to get botched

lol word for word.

they called me Hitler for saying there's objective beauty.
and they called me too low iq to not botch myself.

there's really no reason to keep arguing past that.

 

[ineonx]

i feel bad for both you and your mother, wishing it gets better bro :/

 

[pexy]

bruh she just came to hug me while borderline crying of tears i couldn't reply. she's in the room next door i can still hear her.

context is that she doesn't want me saving up for surgery + stops me from buying minox/dut or anything really then does shitty decisions like "changing schools" or "cutting off the internet" and becomes sad when i don't just change and become happy overnight.

she doesn’t sound bad

just a normie and slightly neurotic mother

larp for her happiness and pretend you are not doing these things anymore

of course if your IQ isn’t 80 it should be pretty easy to hide your tracks

 

[tansel]

lol word for word.

they called me Hitler for saying there's objective beauty.
and they called me too low iq to not botch myself.

there's really no reason to keep arguing past that.

wow man

i forgot do u have plans of moving out at 18? or do u want to stay longer

 

[hax]

This is not good bro

obviously not but damn, the recent decisions she's been making have been driving me to suicide.

 

[Jordan Barrett]

obviously not but damn, the recent decisions she's been making have been driving me to suicide.

Well, ur still alive

 

[hax]

she doesn’t sound bad

just a normie and slightly neurotic mother

larp for her happiness and pretend you are not doing these things anymore

of course if your IQ isn’t 80 it should be pretty easy to hide your tracks

well she treats me horribly but isn't aware of it which makes things so much worse.
(specifically regarding the whole starving situation a few months back)

i'm at a point in life where my looks are too horrible to get basic treatment from normies;
therefore, it is hard for her to swallow that i'll possibly have to alter myself for a better life.

 

[hax]

Well, ur still alive

yes ofc, i cling on to hope as much as i can.

i always give "my last shot" before completely giving up.

as long as i can argue with them and cope, it's moderately endurable.

 

[pexy]

well she treats me horribly but isn't aware of it which makes things so much worse.
(specifically regarding the whole starving situation a few months back)

my mother’s the same

i'm at a point in life where my looks are too horrible to get basic treatment from normies;
therefore, it is hard for her to swallow that i'll possibly have to alter myself for a better life.

she’s probably brainwashed

she probably thinks you’ll come out with filler fish lips and 10cm zygos

but the goal of plastic surgery is to make it seem as if you never got any

so im sure it’ll all be okay as long as you don’t fuck it up

 

[jeremyy]

Sounds like one deranged hag.

 

[hax]

she probably thinks you’ll come out with filler fish lips and 10cm zygos

lol. i gatekept what procedures i was undergoing telling her she's either call me a cocksucker or steve from minecraft and she didn't argue further.

 

[tansel]

lol. i gatekept what procedures i was undergoing telling her she's either call me a cocksucker or steve from minecraft and she didn't argue further.

hey thanks for not replying to me man

for the 2nd time

in our total interactions

 

[pexy]

lol. i gatekept what procedures i was undergoing telling her she's either call me a cocksucker or steve from minecraft and she didn't argue further.

to be honest these kinds of conversations are ones you have a couple months before surgery

not years before (as im assuming you’re U-18)

but yeah

if you’re truly subhuman

hardmax up to MTN and leave it all behind you

don’t cut too deep

 

[pexy]

hey thanks for not replying to me man

for the 2nd time

in our total interactions

how are you man

 

[tansel]

how are you man

i am

surviving

going to istanbul in december

so for now

impatient i guess

impatient

& surviving

what about u man

 

[hax]

hey thanks for not replying to me man

stop. you know i get easily overwhelmed when messages come at this pace.

i forgot do u have plans of moving out at 18? or do u want to stay longer

i count on slaving for a whole year at McDonalds to get early surgery money.
then i'll finish the current school year NEXT year in Belgium (a fresh new start + easier than france for the final year)
and finally i'll come back to work at geneva or find a possible university if i'm capable of it.

 

[pexy]

i am

surviving

what are you surviving?

i assume you’re not trying to survive your looks

as i recall you once saying you’re hmtn which is pretty great

going to istanbul in december

pexy? or have you already done that?

what about u man

in the same cycles and same depression as always

but i start university next week

and i get a student loan which I’ll spend on various looksmaxes soon

these next 12 months will be imperative to the rest of my life

so im trying my best to prepare

 

[hax]

if you’re truly subhuman

hardmax up to MTN and leave it all behind you

i'm not subhuman; i just don't see myself going into a relationship with my current looks.

if my partner doesn't feel the urge to ask me out first, i am not enough.

anyways, on that note, i log off as i've been on 4G for an hour ever since the wifi cuts off at 10PM.

 

[pexy]

i'm not subhuman; i just don't see myself going into a relationship with my current looks.

fair enough

same here

if my partner doesn't feel the urge to ask me out first, i am not enough.

only chads get chad treatment

accept your cards and make the most of it

anyways, on that note, i log off as i've been on 4G for an hour ever since the wifi cuts off at 10PM.

cya man

 

[tansel]

what are you surviving?

i assume you’re not trying to survive your looks

as i recall you once saying you’re hmtn which is pretty great

maybe mmtn now that i think about it

i think i need the pexy & some filler to reach hmtn

or have you already done that?

i wish

but i start university next week

and i get a student loan which I’ll spend on various looksmaxes soon

nice haha

i remember my uni days

2021-2025

good times

 

[pexy]

maybe mmtn now that i think about it

i think i need the pexy & some filler to reach hmtn

haven’t you already done several procedures?

did you start off as a subhuman?

i wish

me too

nice haha

i remember my uni days

2021-2025

good times

what did you study?

unfortunately this year will be horrible

1st year is where im supposed to be having the most fun and most experiences

but im spending it playing catchup so hopefully in the 2nd i can have those things

 

[iblamexyz]

“i do so much for you, and all you ever give me in return is hate, like i don’t even try.” she told me

it’s sad because she just doesn’t understand the blackpill but i can tell she’s genuinely trying.

Inb4 posted on IT

 

[525262]

“i do so much for you, and all you ever give me in return is hate, like i don’t even try.” she told me

it’s sad because she just doesn’t understand the blackpill but i can tell she’s genuinely trying.

I mean what the fuck

 

[tansel]

haven’t you already done several procedures?

yeah, a rhino, gyno surgery, & a trimax

but my lower lids are loose & my scleral show is bad

did you start off as a subhuman?

imo mltn, went from mltn to mmtn

what did you study?

business admin with a focus in financial analysis

graduaded in december but i dedicated 2026 to getting surgeries

unfortunately this year will be horrible

1st year is where im supposed to be having the most fun and most experiences

but im spending it playing catchup so hopefully in the 2nd i can have those things

well

if u are a freshman then u are only 18

u have tons of time to ascend

unlike me at 23

where my time is limited

 

[pexy]

but my lower lids are loose & my scleral show is bad

same

that’s my biggest eye area flaw

yeah, a rhino, gyno surgery, & a trimax

imo lmtn, went from lmtn to mmtn

is it because your eyes are really holding you down that the surgeries you’ve already done weren’t able to take you further?

business admin with a focus in financial analysis

graduaded in december but i dedicated 2026 to getting surgeries

nice stuff man

good to see your future is headed in a good direction

well

if u are a freshman then u are only 18

u have tons of time to ascend

unlike me at 23

where my time is limited

true

i turned 19 this summer

i unfortunately dont think i can hardmax yet but there’s a lot of soft shit i need to do which could take me around mmtn-hmtn area

i’ll spend 19 working on ascension and 20 trying to lose my KHHV status

 

[tansel]

is it because your eyes are really holding you down that the surgeries you’ve already done weren’t able to take you further?

well i meant to say mltn lol

i wish my base was lmtn

that would’ve been a dream

nice stuff man

good to see your future is headed in a good direction

thanks

do u have a planned major btw

i’ll spend 19 working on ascension and 20 trying to lose my KHHV status

yeah i mean ur just a kid haha