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I am realizing that I am crushing on this girl in my class.
Altho I personally and consciously do not want to have any feelings for her, my subconscious is raping me with dopamine and love thoughts.
She always talks to me and yesterday when we finished a test she waited outside the classroom until i finished to go with me to the train station and eat something (we are in college and she lives in a different city.) and we went on a kind of ¨date¨ thing.
The other day when i was sitting on the bus on my way to the train, some guy in my class was trying to talk to her but she responded very short-answered and went sitting next to me nervously. Pressing her leg against mine (this might all be in my head, she might have done this unintentionally and my mind is just fuckin with me)
I am always very cold towards her, give her short answers and act like i couldn't care less but in reality i have the biggest crush jfl.
From an outsiders perspective, I must have come over as arrogant, up-stuck and unfriendly when they see me talking to her lmao
I haven't had oneitis in years now, idk why this is happening to me. After my experiences and being black pilled i never expected to have this feeling anymore
The only nice thing i ever told her was ¨It was fun to talk one on one¨ . This was after we went on that ¨date¨ and she went to her train. When I told her this she got visibly nervous and stumbled over her words.
I then came home and was calling myself a dumbass for saying that cuck shit, huge regret (fml)
@LordNorwood @TsarTsar444 @BlackBoyo @Gudru @Gorilla @FatJattMofo help a brother out
Altho I personally and consciously do not want to have any feelings for her, my subconscious is raping me with dopamine and love thoughts.
She always talks to me and yesterday when we finished a test she waited outside the classroom until i finished to go with me to the train station and eat something (we are in college and she lives in a different city.) and we went on a kind of ¨date¨ thing.
The other day when i was sitting on the bus on my way to the train, some guy in my class was trying to talk to her but she responded very short-answered and went sitting next to me nervously. Pressing her leg against mine (this might all be in my head, she might have done this unintentionally and my mind is just fuckin with me)
I am always very cold towards her, give her short answers and act like i couldn't care less but in reality i have the biggest crush jfl.
From an outsiders perspective, I must have come over as arrogant, up-stuck and unfriendly when they see me talking to her lmao
I haven't had oneitis in years now, idk why this is happening to me. After my experiences and being black pilled i never expected to have this feeling anymore
The only nice thing i ever told her was ¨It was fun to talk one on one¨ . This was after we went on that ¨date¨ and she went to her train. When I told her this she got visibly nervous and stumbled over her words.
I then came home and was calling myself a dumbass for saying that cuck shit, huge regret (fml)
@LordNorwood @TsarTsar444 @BlackBoyo @Gudru @Gorilla @FatJattMofo help a brother out
