
zerotohero
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Not even exaggerating. I think I’ve hit peak rotter status.
I shower maybe twice a week. Sometimes less if I feel too lazy or just don’t care. My screen time is around 18 hours every day. I wake up, grab my phone, and don’t stop until I fall asleep with some random video still playing in the background.
The last time I spoke to someone face-to-face was two months ago. I’ve stopped even feeling bad about ghosting people. It’s like I’ve gone emotionally flat. I fap three times a day, not because I want to, but because it’s something to do. A way to avoid thinking.
I know the dopamine stuff. I’ve read the posts about quitting porn and touching grass. I just don’t follow any of it. I feel like I’m buried under layers of apathy, shame, and zero motivation. I’m not even stagnating. I’m slowly decaying.
And yet I still scroll through this forum, seeing moggers post progress pics, reading guides that I’ll never follow. Part of me wants to change. The other part just wants to rot in peace.
Is anyone else this far gone, or am I in the final percentile?
I shower maybe twice a week. Sometimes less if I feel too lazy or just don’t care. My screen time is around 18 hours every day. I wake up, grab my phone, and don’t stop until I fall asleep with some random video still playing in the background.
The last time I spoke to someone face-to-face was two months ago. I’ve stopped even feeling bad about ghosting people. It’s like I’ve gone emotionally flat. I fap three times a day, not because I want to, but because it’s something to do. A way to avoid thinking.
I know the dopamine stuff. I’ve read the posts about quitting porn and touching grass. I just don’t follow any of it. I feel like I’m buried under layers of apathy, shame, and zero motivation. I’m not even stagnating. I’m slowly decaying.
And yet I still scroll through this forum, seeing moggers post progress pics, reading guides that I’ll never follow. Part of me wants to change. The other part just wants to rot in peace.
Is anyone else this far gone, or am I in the final percentile?