I might be the problem

[Deleted member 123193]

It’s not about the looks anymore. There have been several women that give IOI at school. But I intentionally do whatever I can (wear AirPods), look at the ground, walk different routes, pretend I’m on my phone, to minimize the amount of time I spend susceptible to talking to a female. It’s July 4th, on a Friday. Perfect time to spend time with friends right? I am alone. I skipped all homecomings, skipped prom, skipped graduation, skipped school as much as I could. Never went to one party, didn’t go to grad trip, didn’t do anything with anyone outside of school campus . Even in school I stay in bathroom during lunch or in classroom on my phone. I am to blame tho, I blocked everyone on my phone; have no social media. I don’t know why I do this to myself. I have no one to blame but myself. Maybe I like feeling sad? Maybe it wasn’t meant to be this life? Idk I don’t like most people anyways. I want to kill a lot of people. Slice a dumb bitches head open and toss her in a river.

 

[truecelitover]

same little nigger… same

 

[Jager]

nd pill is so brutal same here lil nigga we can only LDAR

 

[biglycinate]

just make what u can of life going forward yk, like doing what u feel like and not caring what others think. ik a lot of people say that but like its true. do what U want and make the most of the time left, travel to greenland and hike or go to thailand and fuck ladyboys its just about experiences really