I might have bipolar disorder

[Lihito]

Racing thought , hypomanic states all my life , hypomania induced grand acitivites that fall apart after 6 months and then im back to depression and basically dont remember anything from those activities, from failed NGOs to failed publications and failed wrestling career and failed overseas studying and failed dating life (anxious microexpressions (legit studies on this)+ height + babyface in BALKANS). Life just keeps getting worse and i cant self medicate anymore with fucking amfetamines , weed , considering trying shrooms or some shit dunno

Might try lions mane mushroom raw or Bacopa Monnieri for long term memory

Any non mainstream nootropics advice on here? Tried l-theannine and its like ultra weak speed , creatine moggs but doesnt stop jitterness in hypomania , i have to try Magnesium L-Threonate because of blood brain barrier cope and speedy fuck i cant write im jittery fuck fuck fuck


Nootropic guys give me advice im fucking dying here

 

[mangotimer]

I get mad easily

 

[Lihito]

What are some

I get mad easily

other symptoms for you

 

[Lihito]

b

 

[DrRodger]

I don't care nigger

 

[Lihito]

I don't care nigger

Jebemti mater da ti jebem mrtvu

 

[Vincent Freeman]

have u ascended oldcel?

 

[Lihito]

have u ascended oldcel?

No

 

[Vincent Freeman]

No

how come

 

[Lihito]

how come

Lack of dopamine in brain and lenght in bones

 

[Absurdist]

Racing thought , hypomanic states all my life , hypomania induced grand acitivites that fall apart after 6 months and then im back to depression and basically dont remember anything from those activities, from failed NGOs to failed publications and failed wrestling career and failed overseas studying and failed dating life (anxious microexpressions (legit studies on this)+ height + babyface in BALKANS). Life just keeps getting worse and i cant self medicate anymore with fucking amfetamines , weed , considering trying shrooms or some shit dunno

Might try lions mane mushroom raw or Bacopa Monnieri for long term memory

Any non mainstream nootropics advice on here? Tried l-theannine and its like ultra weak speed , creatine moggs but doesnt stop jitterness in hypomania , i have to try Magnesium L-Threonate because of blood brain barrier cope and speedy fuck i cant write im jittery fuck fuck fuck


Nootropic guys give me advice im fucking dying here

meds?

 

[Lihito]

meds?

Yes im med

 

[Lihito]

meds?

Tbh my cuckiatrist told me hes anti pharmacology and thats its best just to have a diagnosis to know whats up so they can treat you when you have severe life altering episodes (threats, fights, outboursts , etc), but for me this sounds like a common tactic of psychiatry establishment to slowly get you to identify with your diagnosis and then pacify you with anti psychotics which in most cases flatten your personality and wreck your drive

 

[Absurdist]

Tbh my cuckiatrist told me hes anti pharmacology and thats its best just to have a diagnosis to know whats up so they can treat you when you have severe life altering episodes (threats, fights, outboursts , etc), but for me this sounds like a common tactic of psychiatry establishment to slowly get you to identify with your diagnosis and then pacify you with anti psychotics which in most cases flatten your personality and wreck your drive

True tbh.

I can't be talking.

I reject any sort of meds too.

They sound like a good idea until you realize that they trade every aspect of your life for mental "wellbeing".

 

[Lihito]

True tbh.

I can't be talking.

I reject any sort of meds too.

They sound like a good idea until you realize that they trade every aspect of your life for mental "wellbeing".

True , its a totalising neolithic matriarchal death cult philosophy brought to its modern logical conclussion and sold as "wellbeing". Perfectly in line with our HR world which functions on pure Goodharts law ("When a measure becomes a goal , it ceases to be a good measure) - worship of measure is a worship of stationary and stationary is dead