Noelito
Iron
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- May 2, 2026
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Every day bro, it's every single day I wake up and look in the mirror, I'm so disgusted and disappointed in what I am. I try so hard to change it all bro, I workout, I do this, I've lost fat, I train for the only thing I have passion for (which is soccer) I almost killed myself at 11 but my brothers were in the living room so I didn't want them to see what happened and be traumatized. So I guess I just didn't but at this point I might just go somewhere and jump off a bridge or something, they say you could die from the shock of falling so high up before you even splat to death so idk, but I don't get it bro, why suffer so much, why deal with the abuse from my parents, why be myself when I could've been better, I just don't get it bro. Why does God let me suffer so much, I beg bro. I beg to not wake up the next day and nobody understands how much it hurts bro, everything hurts, when my bones are hurting I thought I was growing but nah turns out my fucking calcium is going into my bloodstream instead of my bones, and I'm so fucking ugly and stupid and weak bro I'm tired of it.
