i might overdose tonight

[dipenhydramine]

don't mock me

its the only real thing I can think of

I'll very likely survive but I don't know how else to be taken seriously and get help

I've told my parents I am suicidal, don't like existing and hate reality

I've told doctors the same

nothing's happening

this is my last ditch effort

 

[idontlikemyself6]

Don’t do it bra

 

[DrRodger]

What happens when you fail and get sent to a mental hospital
Not worth it bro

 

[dipenhydramine]

Don’t do it bra

its no different to people here taking roids to improve their life

same risk

What happens when you fail and get sent to a mental hospital
Not worth it bro

I'll get better

 

[sonic55555]

don't mock me

its the only real thing I can think of

I'll very likely survive but I don't know how else to be taken seriously and get help

I've told my parents I am suicidal, don't like existing and hate reality

I've told doctors the same

nothing's happening

this is my last ditch effort

maybe u need some stronger sleep meds uhhhh

 

[prettyboypilled]

don't mock me

its the only real thing I can think of

I'll very likely survive but I don't know how else to be taken seriously and get help

I've told my parents I am suicidal, don't like existing and hate reality

I've told doctors the same

nothing's happening

this is my last ditch effort

tales

 

[dipenhydramine]

tales

key word might

just contemplating rn

 

[sonic55555]

but what about your dog he needs ya

 

[Lamskiiii]

U lived this long to overdose and be a bitch?

 

[Eyelet]

there is always hope brother

 

[dipenhydramine]

U lived this long to overdose and be a bitch?

I haven't lived

there is always hope brother

idk hopefully

again its not like full suicide

I just

its silly to explain but if I survive I'll get taken seriously ykwim

its a waste if medical services etc but it's this

or this in the future and I'm actually dead ykwim

 

[Abusive]

OP was molested btw

 

[dipenhydramine]

OP was molested btw

water

 

[sonic55555]

water

really? molested how?

 

[jio gon]

dont do it gng, go talk to someone else, it isnt worth it

 

[Eyelet]

I haven't lived

idk hopefully

again its not like full suicide

I just

its silly to explain but if I survive I'll get taken seriously ykwim

its a waste if medical services etc but it's this

or this in the future and I'm actually dead ykwim

you wont get taken seriously, you will be simply treated like a kid.

every suicide attempt is like that, you fail ,you will be put into phyciatric hospital (depending on the age)

suicide is the worst way to leave this cruel world

 

[armemann]

don't mock me

its the only real thing I can think of

I'll very likely survive but I don't know how else to be taken seriously and get help

I've told my parents I am suicidal, don't like existing and hate reality

I've told doctors the same

nothing's happening

this is my last ditch effort

Holy fuck were very similar

 

[TrulyVrilliant]

don't mock me

its the only real thing I can think of

I'll very likely survive but I don't know how else to be taken seriously and get help

I've told my parents I am suicidal, don't like existing and hate reality

I've told doctors the same

nothing's happening

this is my last ditch effort

dont broh

 

[drunkcexworkerincel]

dont mush

 

[dipenhydramine]

really? molested how?

orally when I was 5ish I can't remember well

you wont get taken seriously, you will be simply treated like a kid.

every suicide attempt is like that, you fail ,you will be put into phyciatric hospital (depending on the age)

suicide is the worst way to leave this cruel world

I'm 18

I really don't want to leave I want to be haopy so its worth it

Holy fuck were very similar

thanks bro apparently ur the only one who gets it

 

[2s2f]

what about the girl you gave the skull to

 

[armemann]

what about the girl you gave the skull to

explain

 

[dipenhydramine]

what about the girl you gave the skull to

I don't know if she likes me still

she's very love bomby mood swing hot cold hot cold type shit

 

[sonic55555]

orally when I was 5ish I can't remember well

I'm 18

I really don't want to leave I want to be haopy so its worth it


thanks bro apparently ur the only one who gets it

well thats crazy

 

[2s2f]

explain

he gave a bird skull to a girl and she liked it

 

[dipenhydramine]

explain

I gave my crush a goose skull dyed her favourite color

 

[supersaiyancarp27]

ok but if there

 

[prolarper]

Chill

 

[armemann]

I gave my crush a goose skull dyed her favourite color

lol thats amazing

girls that are ND

never found one

(never found one at all)

 

[dipenhydramine]

lol thats amazing

girls that are ND

never found one

(never found one at all)

I think she thought it was creepy but tried to be nice and that's why she's different now

 

[armemann]

I think she thought it was creepy but tried to be nice and that's why she's different now

wym different?

 

[eㅤㅤ]

im not happy either friend

 

[dipenhydramine]

wym different?

less talkative

im not happy either friend

whats wrong bby DMS always open

 

[bmdoc]

dont do it nigga itll get better eventually

 

[dipenhydramine]

dont do it nigga itll get better eventually

that's the hope I don't think anyone's reading my thread

 

[energy5701]

don't mock me

its the only real thing I can think of

I'll very likely survive but I don't know how else to be taken seriously and get help

I've told my parents I am suicidal, don't like existing and hate reality

I've told doctors the same

nothing's happening

this is my last ditch effort

loser

 

[dipenhydramine]

loser

hot

 

[eㅤㅤ]

whats wrong bby DMS always open

the ex i missed for the past months just texted me a message..

her breakup was the reason why i posted my ascension here, to fuel my ego with something else.
yet i still cope that i am a good human, which im not

i try spreading love on this forum but i feel like this shit is all for nothing
i fail my entire life and all i worry is my fucking looks, its exhausting

the past months i havent slept a single time at night time, only at like 8am the entire day to escape reality

 

[dipenhydramine]

the ex i missed for the past months just texted me a message..

her breakup was the reason why i posted my ascension here, to fuel my ego with something else.
yet i still cope that i am a good human, which im not

i try spreading love on this forum but i feel like this shit is all for nothing
i fail my entire life and all i worry is my fucking looks, its exhausting

the past months i havent slept a single time at night time, only at like 8am the entire day to escape reality

keep spreading love bhai and force it on yourself

speak to a doctor try to get sleeping pills

sleep makes it all far worse

 

[bbastardd]

Lwk with shit like this things dont change unless a big action happens. Just make sure whatever your taking doesn't have a chance to leave any permanent adverse affects. Either this or crash out infront of everyone.

 

[eㅤㅤ]

keep spreading love bhai and force it on yourself

speak to a doctor try to get sleeping pills

sleep makes it all far worse

i dont want to drug myself to sleep with chemicals..

this curse has been going on for years and all this forum does is hate on me for explaining my real feelings
i thought this would be a comfort place to release all the anger

 

[dipenhydramine]

Lwk with shit like this things dont change unless a big action happens. Just make sure whatever your taking doesn't have a chance to leave any permanent adverse affects. Either this or crash out infront of everyone.

I've crashed out before not eben intentionally

nobody around me cares

I was just gonna take whatever

tsll my parents to tsks me to the hospital after letting it sit for 30 mins

 

[dipenhydramine]

i dont want to drug myself to sleep with chemicals..

this curse has been going on for years and all this forum does is hate on me for explaining my real feelings
i thought this would be a comfort place to release all the anger

I won't ever hate bhai I know the struggle

 

[Truebloatcel]

don't mock me

its the only real thing I can think of

I'll very likely survive but I don't know how else to be taken seriously and get help

I've told my parents I am suicidal, don't like existing and hate reality

I've told doctors the same

nothing's happening

this is my last ditch effort

Please don't bro
You have so many things you can try before doing that, please at least try everything before u decide to go through with this

 

[dipenhydramine]

Please don't bro
You have so many things you can try before doing that, please at least try everything before u decide to go through with this

na bro trust me I really don't

its gonna be safe ish anyway

 

[bbastardd]

I've crashed out before not eben intentionally

nobody around me cares

I was just gonna take whatever

tsll my parents to tsks me to the hospital after letting it sit for 30 mins

What are you planning to take?

 

[dipenhydramine]

What are you planning to take?

as much of these as I can find

mirtazipine
dihydricodine
loreazepam
amityrypitiline

I butchered the spellings but yea

 

[Truebloatcel]

na bro trust me I really don't

its gonna be safe ish anyway

Trust me you really do
Ending your life will never be the right answer.

there's so much things you can do to enjoy life and feel accomplished,

throwing it away is definitely not the right thing to do,
tho it definitely does feel like it 90% of the time

 

[kimorishi]

I'll get better

mental hospitals are ass and they have a big booty needle to numb emotions, they stick it right in ur ass whether u want it or not so (not even joking they do)

 

[energy5701]

I've crashed out before not eben intentionally

nobody around me cares

I was just gonna take whatever

tsll my parents to tsks me to the hospital after letting it sit for 30 mins

lmao you’re so gay. i cant imagine being a man and being a problem to everyone around me, let alone taking everything for granted. It is sin to be able to see light with your eyes and despair.