I miss going to hs

[Lonenely sigma]

Back then I thought it couldn't get worse but apparently it could.


I legit haven't spoken A SINGLE WORD with anyone outside of my family for a week, and even then it was just an interaction with a dude who dropped his pen below my table in uni.


I am getting used to this lowkey. I don't even suffer that much bc, again, I am used to this.


But it certainly has some sort of a mental impact on you. Back in hs we were forced to be there together so I talked with like 20 different people per day. Now there's literally nobody

 

[greycel]

Back then I thought it couldn't get worse but apparently it could.


I legit haven't spoken A SINGLE WORD with anyone outside of my family for a week, and even then it was just an interaction with a dude who dropped his pen below my table in uni.


I am getting used to this lowkey. I don't even suffer that much bc, again, I am used to this.


But it certainly has some sort of a mental impact on you. Back in hs we were forced to be there together so I talked with like 20 different people per day. Now there's literally nobody

It gets better after Uni is over

 

[ben132794]

Back then I thought it couldn't get worse but apparently it could.


I legit haven't spoken A SINGLE WORD with anyone outside of my family for a week, and even then it was just an interaction with a dude who dropped his pen below my table in uni.


I am getting used to this lowkey. I don't even suffer that much bc, again, I am used to this.


But it certainly has some sort of a mental impact on you. Back in hs we were forced to be there together so I talked with like 20 different people per day. Now there's literally nobody

Bro hs is so bad I got friends but I get no girls no iois sometimes they look at me but idk if it’s because they think I’m subhuman hopefully by sophomore or junior year I can be htn then slay jbs I mean it’s better than middle school cuz I used to get made fun of but now I don’t but still I’m invisible to girls

 

[itzyaboyJJ]

I thought u are sigmamaxxing so people think ur mysterious?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

It gets better after Uni is over

You mean at like 24?

Life ends at 19. Even chads peak at that age. I missed-out, and I will NEVER get a second chance

 

[ey88]

I miss high school so much

 

[PeakIncels]

I miss high school so much

high school for me is ASS

 

[ben132794]

high school for me is ASS

Same

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I miss high school so much

Its ironic to call this "peaking at hs" bc even then I was a miserable loner smashing his face in the school toilet before classes with his crush (true story)

 

[Lonenely sigma]

high school for me is ASS

Same

It sucked for me too but now it got even worse

 

[ben132794]

It sucked for me too but now it got even worse

How is it worse I wish I could just stay in my parents house all day and do nothing why bother going to school if imma just get mogged by chad

 

[User28823]

I was so horny in high school i would just stare at hoes asses on some perv shit

but like tf u going to school wearing those jiggly ass pants for ?

 

[ben132794]

I was so horny in high school i would just stare at hoes asses on some perv shit

but like tf u going to school wearing those jiggly ass pants for ?

Fr all I do at school is stare at girls asses only good part of school tbh

 

[Lonenely sigma]

How is it worse I wish I could just stay in my parents house all day and do nothing

I felt the same but man its really depressing.

Imagine every single day, from the 25th of may (which was the last day of hs) to today, in december, being EXACTLY the same.

Wake up at 1 pm, go change my dog's water, go back to your room, pretend to study for 5 hours, play video games for 6 hours, take a dog for a walk, take a shower, go to bed at 6 am

 

[User28823]

Fr all I do at school is stare at girls asses only good part tbh

that's what I miss I actually

i reckon 90% of male teachers are just pervs

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I was so horny in high school i would just stare at hoes asses on some perv shit

but like tf u going to school wearing those jiggly ass pants for ?

Fr all I do at school is stare at girls asses only good part of school tbh

Did you ever beat it in the bathroom?


I haven't btw, just curious

 

[ben132794]

I felt the same but man its really depressing.

Imagine every single day, from the 25th of may (which was the last day of hs) to today, in december, being EXACTLY the same.

Wake up at 1 pm, go change my dog's water, go back to your room, pretend to study for 5 hours, play video games for 6 hours, take a dog for a walk, take a shower, go to bed at 6 am

Mogs my life tbh I hope things change for u fr

 

[ben132794]

Did you ever beat it in the bathroom?


I haven't btw, just curious

Nah

 

[User28823]

Did you ever beat it in the bathroom?


I haven't btw, just curious

no i would come home and immediately jerk it

i had this one neighbor in my same grade, she had an insane ass

everyday coming home from school I'd get to see that ass and be practically erect walking home

gyat fuckin damn and then she moved

 

[greycel]

You mean at like 24?

Life ends at 19. Even chads peak at that age. I missed-out, and I will NEVER get a second chance

Life quality is highest when you are a child and you think you have freedom (imagination/ creativity etc)
And when you are an adult outside education, and you do have freedom

During teenage years and early adulthood you and those around you have still restricted yourself

I think you’re finding this new shift in being able to do more - no classroom scheduling/ no parents telling you to wake up or sleep.. a bit daunting.
You’ll start to normalize it very soon, and from what you are saying, I believe you’re in the process of it

You’re now in the real world. You are free to start working full time, you can open a business, you can drive wherever you want whenever you want, go out and come home whenever you’d like
Everything is up to you now

Maybe you feel you aren’t ready for the shift?
But over time you’ll adjust to it. I did too at 18/19

After 30, your priorities change and how “free” you are starts to become irrelevant.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

no i would come home and immediately jerk it

i had this one neighbor in my same grade, she had an insane ass

everyday coming home from school I'd get to see that ass and be practically erect walking home

gyat fuckin damn and then she moved

I wonder whether women know how hypnotizing it can be for men.


I obviously never stared like a pervert or whatever, but like, some women reaally pushed their asses back. Almost like they broke their back in a retarded way.


Also, if I was a woman I'd feel bad if dudes only liked me for my ass. That must suck lowkey.


Imagine a female blackpilled forum. A greycel female would brag about "chad IOIs" before a long time femcel puts her down saying "sis he only looked at your butt"

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Life quality is highest when you are a child and you think you have freedom (imagination/ creativity etc)
And when you are an adult outside education, and you do have freedom

During teenage years and early adulthood you and those around you have still restricted yourself

I think you’re finding this new shift in being able to do more - no classroom scheduling/ no parents telling you to wake up or sleep.. a bit daunting.
You’ll start to normalize it very soon, and from what you are saying, I believe you’re in the process of it

You’re now in the real world. You are free to start working full time, you can open a business, you can drive wherever you want whenever you want, go out and come home whenever you’d like
Everything is up to you now

Maybe you feel you aren’t ready for the shift?
But over time you’ll adjust to it. I did too at 18/19

After 30, your priorities change and how “free” you are starts to become irrelevant.

I get that man but like, if I was good looking none of this stuff would hurt.


This life has soo much more to offer. My loneliness isn't a result of me getting older, but simply not being liked by others.


You are right, there are maany more freedoms I have now, but having girlfriends, being popular and liked wherever I go are some things I can never have. God didn't give me those freedoms

 

[mrriceguyreturn]

Lonenely sigma​

 

[greycel]

I get that man but like, if I was good looking none of this stuff would hurt.


This life has soo much more to offer. My loneliness isn't a result of me getting older, but simply not being liked by others.


You are right, there are maany more freedoms I have now, but having girlfriends, being popular and liked wherever I go are some things I can never have. God didn't give me those freedoms

You won’t be a player
But do you even want to be?

If you are talking about a girlfriend, you don’t have to worry man, everyone finds a gf
It isn’t as bad as this site has made it out to be

Don’t put limitations on yourself, it’ll just delay when you end up finding your girl

 

[Doomer]

I guess this is my future too

 

[Lonenely sigma]

You won’t be a player
But do you even want to be?

If you are talking about a girlfriend, you don’t have to worry man, everyone finds a gf
It isn’t as bad as this site has made it out to be

Don’t put limitations on yourself, it’ll just delay when you end up finding your girl

Women settle down, thats true, but I don't want that though.

If no woman shows any interest in me in the next year and a half I will call it a day. Then again, even after "calling it a day" nothing will change.

You saw that guy I sent you. Imagine his life man. Thats a good life, thats a life worth living.

 

[cobicado901]

I legit haven't spoken A SINGLE WORD with anyone

 

[greycel]

Women settle down, thats true, but I don't want that though.

If no woman shows any interest in me in the next year and a half I will call it a day. Then again, even after "calling it a day" nothing will change.

You saw that guy I sent you. Imagine his life man. Thats a good life, thats a life worth living.

It’s not as great as you make it out to be
None of his interactions likely have any substance
They are all transactionally motivated

Unironically start gymcelling and making friends with lots of people
Most of my friends found their gfs through mutuals

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Lonenely sigma​

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Two sides of the same coin, thanks both

 

[cobicado901]

Two sides of the same coin, thanks both

dont know who is that nigga

 

[cobicado901]

Back then I thought it couldn't get worse but apparently it could.


I legit haven't spoken A SINGLE WORD with anyone outside of my family for a week, and even then it was just an interaction with a dude who dropped his pen below my table in uni.


I am getting used to this lowkey. I don't even suffer that much bc, again, I am used to this.


But it certainly has some sort of a mental impact on you. Back in hs we were forced to be there together so I talked with like 20 different people per day. Now there's literally nobody

My life is the same but HS would not solve it rn

 

[Lonenely sigma]

It’s not as great as you make it out to be
None of his interactions likely have any substance
They are all transactionally motivated

Unironically start gymcelling and making friends with lots of people
Most of my friends found their gfs through mutuals

I don't wanna waste your time or bore you, but I just want you to understand that none of that matters to me.


I want to be beautiful. I know what that guy's life looks like, and its completely different to mine. COMPLETELY.


Getting a gf wouldn't change that. Nothing ever will. Except, maybe, surgeries. But then again, I can't force myself to get up from my bed, I won't save up in my EE shithole till my 40s come

 

[Doomer]

Bro hs is so bad I got friends but I get no girls no iois sometimes they look at me but idk if it’s because they think I’m subhuman hopefully by sophomore or junior year I can be htn then slay jbs I mean it’s better than middle school cuz I used to get made fun of but now I don’t but still I’m invisible to girls

I'm sure it will go well for you
sure didn't for me with my luck though, but you will be different than me

 

[ben132794]

I'm sure it will go well for you
sure didn't for me with my luck though, but you will be different than me

thanks for the kind words man

 

[Doomer]

thanks for the kind words man

Do all you can to ascend you got this. Avoid orthodontics though do that stuff at home.

 

[greycel]

I don't wanna waste your time or bore you, but I just want you to understand that none of that matters to me.


I want to be beautiful. I know what that guy's life looks like, and its completely different to mine. COMPLETELY.


Getting a gf wouldn't change that. Nothing ever will. Except, maybe, surgeries. But then again, I can't force myself to get up from my bed, I won't save up in my EE shithole till my 40s come

Then increase your appeal. You must gymcel and softmax. It’s a race against time
You have everything to gain by finding a loving partner who didn’t settle for you