I MISS MY EX

[mysterycel]

Do you really think she won’t ever text me again in the Future? Deep down she knows she fucked up and deep down she feels ashamed

Probably not. I can't tell you for sure though, because it's the future. All I can tell you is that you are alive right now, no one knows what will happen tomorrow or in a few months. I advise you live your life and work on yourself, and make no decisions involving her being in it ever again. Don't get your hopes up with the thought of something happening, just move on, accept it for what it is. It's okay to have the thoughts sometimes, even I still sometimes entertain a small amount of hope, but it doesn't mean anything, and your just alive, that's all. You shared something and now it's time to go, life isn't waiting for you or anyone. And on the off chance maybe she does go against human nature and reach out and take responsibility and you can tell she feels genuine remorse, maybe then talk to that person if you want, or maybe you've moved on, but otherwise, life goes on, seasons change, people die everyday. It's very short, and you don't have a long time to do a whole lot. I wish you the best of luck.

 

[عبد الرحمن]

She's probably getting her mind blown by bbc right now while you're crying like a damn bitch.

 

[Deleted member 2095]

Probably not. I can't tell you for sure though, because it's the future. All I can tell you is that you are alive right now, no one knows what will happen tomorrow or in a few months. I advise you live your life and work on yourself, and make no decisions involving her being in it ever again. Don't get your hopes up with the thought of something happening, just move on, accept it for what it is. It's okay to have the thoughts sometimes, even I still sometimes entertain a small amount of hope, but it doesn't mean anything, and your just alive, that's all. You shared something and now it's time to go, life isn't waiting for you or anyone. And on the off chance maybe she does go against human nature and reach out and take responsibility and you can tell she feels genuine remorse, maybe then talk to that person if you want, or maybe you've moved on, but otherwise, life goes on, seasons change, people die everyday. It's very short, and you don't have a long time to do a whole lot. I wish you the best of luck.

Probably not. I can't tell you for sure though, because it's the future. All I can tell you is that you are alive right now, no one knows what will happen tomorrow or in a few months. I advise you live your life and work on yourself, and make no decisions involving her being in it ever again. Don't get your hopes up with the thought of something happening, just move on, accept it for what it is. It's okay to have the thoughts sometimes, even I still sometimes entertain a small amount of hope, but it doesn't mean anything, and your just alive, that's all. You shared something and now it's time to go, life isn't waiting for you or anyone. And on the off chance maybe she does go against human nature and reach out and take responsibility and you can tell she feels genuine remorse, maybe then talk to that person if you want, or maybe you've moved on, but otherwise, life goes on, seasons change, people die everyday. It's very short, and you don't have a long time to do a whole lot. I wish you the best of luck.

thanks man those are some great thoughts of you. Really appreciated. I guess I have to get over it eventually but right now I still have so many question marks in my head. Her behavior is just too puzzling to me. During our entire relationship she was this cute clingy girl who cried when I had to leave her place. Like I said she wanted me to give her my worn T-shirt’s when I had to leave her place bc the smell reminded her of me. We went on vacation together 2 times. She always wanted to see me. Seriously like 24/7. I remember she always checked my Instagram activity, who I follow, what I like etc. during that time it annoyed me so much but now I miss exactly this clingy behavior of her lol..It’s a fact that I sometimes didn’t treat her too good. And I ask myself what if I treated her better in those scenarios, would things have turned out different for us? Wouldn’t she have cheated? Would we still be together now?

she also used to tell some of her friends about all our relationship problems which annoyed me because that’s not their business. Later on I found out that some of them advised her to break up with me. I think she rarely told them the entire story and depicted me worse than I actually was which lead to her friends giving her false advice. One Mutual friend of us who she used to text about our problems told me after the breakup that she noticed that my gf was trying to depict herself better than she was and was often making contradicting statements etc

Reading what she texted this guy destroyed my entire picture of her in my head. I could have bet everything I own and a million € that she never would have done such a thing. Feels like I don’t know who I really dated for 2 yrs. I just feel so much disappointment and the fact that she ignores me entirely and doesn’t show a single bit of remorse since I found out, makes me go insane. I cannot fathom how a person can square something like this with her conscience and just leave things uncommented like this

 

[mysterycel]

thanks man those are some great thoughts of you. Really appreciated. I guess I have to get over it eventually but right now I still have so many question marks in my head. Her behavior is just too puzzling to me. During our entire relationship she was this cute clingy girl who cried when I had to leave her place. Like I said she wanted me to give her my worn T-shirt’s when I had to leave her place bc the smell reminded her of me. We went on vacation together 2 times. She always wanted to see me. Seriously like 24/7. I remember she always checked my Instagram activity, who I follow, what I like etc. during that time it annoyed me so much but now I miss exactly this clingy behavior of her lol..It’s a fact that I sometimes didn’t treat her too good. And I ask myself what if I treated her better in those scenarios, would things have turned out different for us? Wouldn’t she have cheated? Would we still be together now?

she also used to tell some of her friends about all our relationship problems which annoyed me because that’s not their business. Later on I found out that some of them advised her to break up with me. I think she rarely told them the entire story and depicted me worse than I actually was which lead to her friends giving her false advice. One Mutual friend of us who she used to text about our problems told me after the breakup that she noticed that my gf was trying to depict herself better than she was and was often making contradicting statements etc

Reading what she texted this guy destroyed my entire picture of her in my head. I could have bet everything I own and a million € that she never would have done such a thing. Feels like I don’t know who I really dated for 2 yrs. I just feel so much disappointment and the fact that she ignores me entirely and doesn’t show a single bit of remorse since I found out, makes me go insane. I cannot fathom how a person can square something like this with her conscience and just leave things uncommented like this

I'll leave you with a youtube channel, yes it's ran by a foid, by she is very knowledable in the psychological understanding of Narcissism. Women all share a common nature, but they are not immune to mental illness, Narcissism and BPD tend to be the most severe and destructive, especially in romantic relationships. I feel as though you might be unaware of this, but you've been gaslit, future faked, and manipulated. Everything your typing points to these emotions and feelings.

Honestly though man, I relate to everything you said, and I really do know exactly how you feel, my ex was the same way.

 

[Deleted member 5891]

Leak her nudes or idgaf

 

[Deleted member 2095]

I'll leave you with a youtube channel, yes it's ran by a foid, by she is very knowledable in the psychological understanding of Narcissism. Women all share a common nature, but they are not immune to mental illness, Narcissism and BPD tend to be the most severe and destructive, especially in romantic relationships. I feel as though you might be unaware of this, but you've been gaslit, future faked, and manipulated. Everything your typing points to these emotions and feelings.

Honestly though man, I relate to everything you said, and I really do know exactly how you feel, my ex was the same way.

Damn bro she posted a story yesterday (a mutual friend of us told me) with a new boyfriend. She’s such a snake I can’t believe who I dated for 2 yrs