HarrierDuBois
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Worst part is I had the chance to not miss out on teen love, but the only reason I did was because of my own foolishness.
It's one thing to have never had a choice at all, but to have had a choice, and made a bad choice, that level of suffering is the worst pain I have ever felt.
There isn't anyone to blame but me, I can't put the blame on her like guys who get rejected, I can't put the blame on God like ugly guys, only me to blame.
Even if I ascend, all those years wasted, gone, down the drain.
Even if I ascend, what's there left to do? Slay just to make up for all that was lost without truly gaining anything?
I am soon going to be 19, there is an atomic chance left for happiness but I cannot even bother to hope any longer.
"The way I see it there’s two types of people, those who spend their lives trying to build a future and those who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past. For too long I’d be stuck in between, hidden in the dark."
//Max Payne
It's one thing to have never had a choice at all, but to have had a choice, and made a bad choice, that level of suffering is the worst pain I have ever felt.
There isn't anyone to blame but me, I can't put the blame on her like guys who get rejected, I can't put the blame on God like ugly guys, only me to blame.
Even if I ascend, all those years wasted, gone, down the drain.
Even if I ascend, what's there left to do? Slay just to make up for all that was lost without truly gaining anything?
I am soon going to be 19, there is an atomic chance left for happiness but I cannot even bother to hope any longer.
"The way I see it there’s two types of people, those who spend their lives trying to build a future and those who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past. For too long I’d be stuck in between, hidden in the dark."
//Max Payne