I missed out on TEEN LOVE.

[HarrierDuBois]

Worst part is I had the chance to not miss out on teen love, but the only reason I did was because of my own foolishness.

It's one thing to have never had a choice at all, but to have had a choice, and made a bad choice, that level of suffering is the worst pain I have ever felt.

There isn't anyone to blame but me, I can't put the blame on her like guys who get rejected, I can't put the blame on God like ugly guys, only me to blame.

Even if I ascend, all those years wasted, gone, down the drain.

Even if I ascend, what's there left to do? Slay just to make up for all that was lost without truly gaining anything?

I am soon going to be 19, there is an atomic chance left for happiness but I cannot even bother to hope any longer.

"The way I see it there’s two types of people, those who spend their lives trying to build a future and those who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past. For too long I’d be stuck in between, hidden in the dark."

//Max Payne

 

[Zeruel]

Move on.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Move on.

How?

 

[Time]

I'm in the same position. Multiple girls approached me & asked me out. I turned them down because I'm autistic. We'll never get those years back.

 

[Zeruel]

How?

Search and opportunities will appear.

Dwell on the past and become a sissy whore.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

I'm in the same position. Multiple girls approached me & asked me out. I turned them down because I'm autistic. We'll never get those years back.

Hurts more than anything when it's your own faut.

 

[Time]

Hurts more than anything when it's your own faut.

Well, I try to rationalize it as "I didn't choose to be autistic". That's my coping mechanism.

NT is life. Far more important than looks.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Well, I try to rationalize it as "I didn't choose to be autistic". That's my coping mechanism.

NT is life. Far more important than looks.

Well I'm not autistic so even you got a fail-safe and scapegoat in terms of guilt tripping.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Search and opportunities will appear.

Dwell on the past and become a sissy whore.

To be fair I do not search at all whatsoever any longer.

 

[Deleted member 19174]

I’m gonna become a 20yr KHHV in 3 weeks.

 

[LipstickAlley]

Honestly, I understand your pain

Worst part is I had the chance to not miss out on teen love, but the only reason I did was because of my own foolishness.

Did some girl like you but then you rejected her?

 

[JovenCansao]

Many such cases, same thing happened to me.
I cope by thinking that even if I had taken the opportunity nothing would've changed in the long term, I'd still be in the same situation I am today.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Honestly, I understand your pain

Did some girl like you but then you rejected her?

She liked me for a hell of a long time but I was to immature and dumb to realize what I actually had. So I just threw it away out of discomfort and fear.

Some would argue, having looked through my life, I made that choice to many girls, time and time again. Now I am all alone.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Many such cases, same thing happened to me.
I cope by thinking that even if I had taken the opportunity nothing would've changed in the long term, I'd still be in the same situation I am today.

I know everything would have changed, she loved me like a movie.

 

[Deleted member 20370]

ROPE YOU FUCKING SUBHUMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[foidaddict]

Teen love is overrated, missing out on love in your 20s is rough tho

 

[Meteor21]

Not really, 18 is still legal. They seem easier as well. Gymmax and create a Tinder if you're at least decent looking

 

[aero22]

Are you virgin?

 

[JovenCansao]

I know everything would have changed, she loved me like a movie.

Also had a girl like that, in fact, many. However, you thinking the relationship would've last forever is also cope.

But truth is, had I had those experiences and still ended like I am today I would probably be more mentally stable and less depressed, can't deny that.

 

[DickLatinCel]

Worst part is I had the chance to not miss out on teen love, but the only reason I did was because of my own foolishness.

It's one thing to have never had a choice at all, but to have had a choice, and made a bad choice, that level of suffering is the worst pain I have ever felt.

There isn't anyone to blame but me, I can't put the blame on her like guys who get rejected, I can't put the blame on God like ugly guys, only me to blame.

Even if I ascend, all those years wasted, gone, down the drain.

Even if I ascend, what's there left to do? Slay just to make up for all that was lost without truly gaining anything?

I am soon going to be 19, there is an atomic chance left for happiness but I cannot even bother to hope any longer.

"The way I see it there’s two types of people, those who spend their lives trying to build a future and those who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past. For too long I’d be stuck in between, hidden in the dark."

//Max Payne

Brutal , I know your pain. But I don't have looks.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Teen love is overrated, missing out on love in your 20s is rough tho

So you're saying if I ascend in my early 20's life can be good?

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Are you virgin?

Yes.

 

[LipstickAlley]

She liked me for a hell of a long time but I was to immature and dumb to realize what I actually had. So I just threw it away out of discomfort and fear.

Some would argue, having looked through my life, I made that choice to many girls, time and time again. Now I am all alone.

I know everything would have changed, she loved me like a movie.

Bro I 100% feel u

It's happened so many times where someone was interested in me, but I was like, "nah I can do better" only to realize I fumbled for no reason. It pisses me off so many times, and the worst part is that I know the chance was literally sitting right there in front of me.

I sometimes look back at those times when I rejected certain girls and I'm just sitting in my memories like that Walter white meme where he's screaming at Hank but hank can't hear him

Bro I could have had an actual relationship at the ages of fucking 14, 16, and 17 but I was like "noooo I wanna go out with someone else" and in hindsight I threw pretty much everything away.

I mean I still had "relationships" with certain girls but we never really liked each other that much and even when I fucked them I never really felt any connection. I would have much rather had sex with a girl who liked me rather than just a bunch of nothingness

sorry for the long post I just really empathize with this post ngl

 

[DickLatinCel]

Teen love is overrated, missing out on love in your 20s is rough tho

Teen love isnt overrated, it literally means your good looking.

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

Look man I know its brutal but teen love is notihng short of a gimmick

Just right now I was cooking chicken in my house. And my roomate comes with his girl saying say hello to my future fiance. I felt very bad for him, he has no idea ... I hope for the best for him obv. but jfl

 

[aBetterMii]

I remember i thought it was too much work to stay talking to this girl who was very pretty in like 7th grade. I regret it to this day, she could have made me NT, i could have gotten the experience to do decent in HS (if i wasnt so ugly) its over

 

[aero22]

Yes.

Any blowjobs or kisses? I got 3 blowjobs from 16-18. But I fucked it up wasting time with my beta ugly friend. When I cut him off I have 4 slays now from 18-19

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Bro I 100% feel u

It's happened so many times where someone was interested in me, but I was like, "nah I can do better" only to realize I fumbled for no reason. It pisses me off so many times, and the worst part is that I know the chance was literally sitting right there in front of me.

I sometimes look back at those times when I rejected certain girls and I'm just sitting in my memories like that Walter white meme where he's screaming at Hank but hank can't hear him

Bro I could have had an actual relationship at the ages of fucking 14, 16, and 17 but I was like noooo I wanna go out with someone else and in hindsight I threw pretty much everything away.

I mean I still had "relationships" with certain girls but we never really liked each other that much and even when I fucked them I never really felt any connection. I would have much rather had sex with a girl who liked me rather than just a bunch of nothingness

sorry for the long post I just really empathize with this post ngl

For real, I am legit Cooper in interstellar screaming through the bookshelf looking back at those memories.

 

[Deleted member 17920]

Fillers i undereyes och hakan temporärt fixar dina problem du har 6 månader kvar

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Any blowjobs or kisses? I got 3 blowjobs from 16-18. But I fucked it up wasting time with my beta ugly friend. When I cut him off I have 4 slays now from 18-19

No. I remember chickening out a couple times when about to have my first kiss, more than once.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Look man I know its brutal but teen love is notihng short of a gimmick

Just right now I was cooking chicken in my house. And my roomate comes with his girl saying say hello to my future fiance. I felt very bad for him, he has no idea ... I hope for the best for him obv. but jfl

I love you man, despite me feeling like shit this entire evening you still made me cage.

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

No. I remember chickening out a couple times when about to have my first kiss, more than once.

Based as fuck
Don't let a Swedish woman be your first kiss. You deserve better

 

[HarrierDuBois]

"nah I can do better"

IT'S ALWAYS THIS FUCKING NARCY VOICE SAYING THE SAME FUCKING BULLSHIT TO ME DURING ALL THOSE YEARS THAT KEPT ME FROM BEING FUCKING HAPPY! AAAARRRGGHHHH FUCKKK THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT WORLD!!!!!!!!

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Fillers i undereyes och hakan temporärt fixar dina problem du har 6 månader kvar

En tidsmaskin hade fixat alla mina problem, broder.

 

[LipstickAlley]

IT'S ALWAYS THIS FUCKING NARCY VOICE SAYING THE SAME FUCKING BULLSHIT TO ME DURING ALL THOSE YEARS THAT KEPT ME FROM BEING FUCKING HAPPY! AAAARRRGGHHHH FUCKKK THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT WORLD!!!!!!!!

Yeah that's why I made a promise to myself to just say yes to the next girl that asks me out. I mean it isn't as easy in college as it is in high school for sure, but goddamn it I won't fall for the "you can do better " POS voice in my head that has taken my happiness from me

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Yeah that's why I made a promise to myself to just say yes to the next girl that asks me out. I mean it isn't as easy in college as it is in high school for sure, but goddamn it I won't fall for the "you can do better " POS voice in my head that has taken my happiness from me

That part of me took more from me than anyone in my life ever did. I hope one day to kill that part of me off for eternity, before he takes from me my entire life.

 

[DickLatinCel]

Yeah that's why I made a promise to myself to just say yes to the next girl that asks me out. I mean it isn't as easy in college as it is in high school for sure, but goddamn it I won't fall for the "you can do better " POS voice in my head that has taken my happiness from me

Say yes for sure remember if you do get a girl other women will look at you in a different way. They will see that you can pull pussy. Social proof whatever you call it.

 

[LipstickAlley]

Say yes for sure remember if you do get a girl other women will look at you in a different way. They will see that you can pull pussy. Social proof whatever you call it.

yeah you're 100% right. Even getting your foot in the door is better than pulling nothing.

Even when I pull up a picture that I fucked in high school to some girl in college, they automatically treat me far better

 

[LipstickAlley]

That part of me took more from me than anyone in my life ever did. I hope one day to kill that part of me off for eternity, before he takes from me my entire life.

the good news is that even if one girl found you attractive in youth, it's extremely likely that some other girl will find you attractive in the future

just say yes to the next girl who asks you. Don't throw away your life. I don't care if it's a peter griffin tier landwhale (most likely more attractive than that). At least they will love you.

In fact, every good friendship I have made is from people who asked to be my friend instead of the other way around. So I guess the best thing to do is to apply that logic to females and just wait for the next girl to ask you out, and when she does just let her take the lead.

 

[Ritalincell]

Any blowjobs or kisses? I got 3 blowjobs from 16-18. But I fucked it up wasting time with my beta ugly friend. When I cut him off I have 4 slays now from 18-19

 

[Ritalincell]

That part of me took more from me than anyone in my life ever did. I hope one day to kill that part of me off for eternity, before he takes from me my entire life.

 

[BoneDensity]

But I fucked it up wasting time with my beta ugly friend. When I cut him off I have 4 slays now from 18-19

Brutal blackpill

 

[p0lishsubhuman]

I mean if she's a teen that's still teen love

 

[cytoplasm]

I mean if she's a teen that's still teen love

You have to be a teen yourself, doesnt count otherwise

 

[HarrierDuBois]

You have to be a teen yourself, doesnt count otherwise

It's over. 19 in march.

 

[cytoplasm]

It's over. 19 in march.

You're still young enough. Just gotta actually put in effort cuz as sub-chad things arent just gonna fall in your lap

 

[HarrierDuBois]

You're still young enough. Just gotta actually put in effort cuz as sub-chad things arent just gonna fall in your lap

Yeah I'm lazy af so I expect shit to fall into my lap ngl, can't even remember the last time I spoke with a girl willingly and yet I'm here complaining I get none jfl.

 

[subhumantrash]

Go geomax, there's still a decent chance to find virgin women in their 20s whos not promiscuous, it's not over yet, western hoes will just break your heart

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Go geomax, there's still a decent chance to find virgin women in their 20s whos not promiscuous, it's not over yet, western hoes will just break your heart

What is best country to find non promiscuous woman?

 

[subhumantrash]

What is best country to find non promiscuous woman?

South east asia, or just muslim countries in general, the muslim women stay true to their traditional values, and most of them won't have sex before marriage. If you don't want to wait until marriage you can just find SEA countries with the shortest male height average and where gaming is popular among young males (Less competition because they never heard of something called "Looksmaxing"), but never search for them in a club, cafes, malls, etc they will be no better than western women. you want to search for them in the library, cooking class, (maybe gym) etc (somewhere productive that will be useful to your relationship)