
got.daim
🤍 I love my GF 🤍
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i never had it, never got to hold hands in school, never got a girl texting me she misses me, never had someone sneak out just to see me for 10 mins, never made out under the bleachers or whatever, never got called cute by a girl who actually meant it, every other guy got that, even the weird looking ones, even the awkward ones, they got something, i got nothing, and now im 28, and its not even about sex or anything, its just knowing that whole part of life is gone forever
theres no version of it that exists for me now, not even a fake one, like even if i got a gf today it wouldn’t mean anything, its too late, the magic part of it is just gone, girls now aren’t the same, im not the same, everyone’s tired and fake, everyone’s been with 5 people already, everyone’s either broken or boring, i wanted someone who didn’t know what they were doing, who liked me for stupid reasons, who looked at me like i was the whole world, that doesn’t exist anymore, not for me, and yeah maybe it sounds dumb to some of you, but to me it’s a legit grief, like i missed out on a core part of the human experience and no one cares, whatever, just had to post this, I dont even know why
theres no version of it that exists for me now, not even a fake one, like even if i got a gf today it wouldn’t mean anything, its too late, the magic part of it is just gone, girls now aren’t the same, im not the same, everyone’s tired and fake, everyone’s been with 5 people already, everyone’s either broken or boring, i wanted someone who didn’t know what they were doing, who liked me for stupid reasons, who looked at me like i was the whole world, that doesn’t exist anymore, not for me, and yeah maybe it sounds dumb to some of you, but to me it’s a legit grief, like i missed out on a core part of the human experience and no one cares, whatever, just had to post this, I dont even know why